it is no surprise to anyone the amount of drafts i have. 52, to be exact. some of them are just random things like my old OLD meet my ocs books, my plot shop, etc or really, really old ideas i had when i first made this account (i was 15. i'm 25 now. a lot has changed). so, that being said, i won't show you guys EVERY SINGLE draft i have to spare myself the embarrassment of some of them (i literally don't even wanna talk about how cringe some of them were, don't even look at me). also if i've ever posted one and took it down and you recognize it?? please tell me 'cause i'll giggle and blush about it, it means you're a real one!!

i'm too lazy to make the gifs all pretty so deal. anyway, i'll do my oldest to my newest drafts, so maybe some of these pieces will see the light of day!! also if you steal any of these ideas i'll find you 🤺 and i'll cry ☹️

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WORLD SO COLD | DARYL DIXON
ALEXANDRA & MICHAEL NOVAK

i have so much to say about this one. twd was one of the first tv shows i got really REALLY into, and, dare i say, i think this was the first oc x canon fic i ever started to work on. they're the og twin characters (sorry harley and murphy)

anyway, just some random some fun facts about it:
01) so amber heard was the original alex faceclaim but ... yeah no, it's elizabeth olsen now!! also jensen ackles 💗
02) their backstory was sorta bland and sad. they had an abusive father after being abandoned by their mother and during one of his episodes, out of survival as it was her or him, alex killed him in a fit of rage, and they had been on the run from it ever since. it's something i didn't plan on ✨revealing✨ until like season 5 or something when deanna calls them out on it.
03) they had a cool black car that alex loved and cherished because no i'm not original and she was heavily inspired off of dean winchester.
04) i'm pretty sure i bounced around the idea of having the governer or negan kill michael later on, but looking at it now i'd love him to actually survive and have alex be the one killed off. michael is the optimistic hopeful one when she's all doom and gloom, so i'd have love tossing up their personalities.
05) also michael was gonna have a romance with andrea because i love her so fucking much and she deserved so much better! i even thought about michonne later on but then she kissed rick and i knew he was the real one for her.
06) daryl and alex were so special to me. constantly bickering and fighting (read: flirting), alex constantly calling him 'princess' to get on his nerves, but beneath it all they deeply cared for one another. she was the first to always call daryl out on his shit and he respected that of her. alex always made him feel like a person worthy of being loved by someone besides merle and he, although struggling with his feelings at first, made her feel the same way.
07) was totally gonna do a spin-off celeb fic of it with norman reedus because i was such a huge fan of his, he's such a cutie. but twd is super overrated now.

will i ever republish this one? probably not, but never say never. no like dont actually get your hopes up lmao this is so old it coughs and hacks dust. it's NOT that good believe me and it'd need a ton of work, but i'm grateful i am the author that i am today because of it!

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STAYING AFLOAT | RAVEN REYES
BRAELYNN DAWSON

every time i read that name i want to gouge my own eyes out with a rusty spoon 'cause it's so awful. the whitest of white girl names. please don't judge me even tho i deserve it 😭 it was first raelynn but i threw in a b to make it ✨wow✨ and it's ... not it.

anyway ... i later used the title for my REAL june fanfiction, but braelynn and june are pretty different. so braelynn was a mechanic on the ark too and was arrested for the accusation of a machine going off like a bomb and taking the lives of like 5 people. a lot of people painted her as a murderer but she was the kindest murderer y'all could ever meet (not as nice as harley, but still a sweetheart). she claimed she never meant to hurt anyone, but the kicker is braelynn's father (myles dawson, played by andrew lincoln 🤤) was the one who really built the machine and it was a complete accident. braelynn took the fall out of love for her dad because she knew he'd be floated and she had time for a review. she's not one of the 100 sent to earth, for her crimes, the council is firm on floating her. myles is a good dad and grateful for it, but to save her, when he builds the wristbands for the 100 he disguises himself as a guard and sneaks braelynn out of the sky box and to raven so they could rebuild the ship together and drop to earth. he makes raven promise to look out for her.

raven and braelynn were going to have a similar dynamic to raven and june with the whole jealous thing with finn and all. raven's protective over her and defending her from the 100 who accuse her of being a murderer. braelynn called the fuck out of finn for treating raven like shit too.

honestly i didn't have much else planned for this story besides everything above - hence why i unpublished it. also the writing was almost as bad as the name. 'cause i have june i don't think i'd ever republish this, but i leave it in my drafts 'cause it's fun to laugh at myself.

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DETACHED | LUNA KOM FLOUKRU
EMERA KOM TRIKRU

god i love emera and her story. i remember her first name was ryla (cringe again), but i changed it to emera and i don't remember what it was based off, but i know it was something famous like usual grounder names. so she was a super peaceful grounder always advocating for truces especially when 100 kids land in her home and destroy her village with their flares. before the war in the s1 finale, emera decides to leave for floukru since she's done fighting and refuses to hurt a bunch of children. luna welcomes her with open arms 💗 and emera just, falls for her so quickly. she admires luna for refusing to become a commander and trips over her feet around her. as time goes by and the second she hears there's skaikru at their doors, emera is running to find her and protect her.

here's the sad bit: emera and luna would never really get a chance to get together. it'd be heavily hinted luna feels the same about her and emera is vocal about her love, but with praimfaya and the conclave, it they have no time to mend anything... especially cause emera decides to return after hearing about alie because deep in her heart, she wanted to help people, not hurt them or hide away. i think the saddest line i ever wrote was emera telling her she was leaving with them and luna saying "i want you to understand, emera, if you leave... you're not welcome back." 😭

emera doesn't even see her again till she comes back after the radiation. such a cute reunion only to be destroyed by the conclave... which is where i was gonna kill emera. i planned she snuck through it to find luna and beg her to change her mind, but echo would kill her with an arrow and she'd die in luna's arms, still begging her to do better. but luna uses the rage of losing her to go after the rest of them and ultimately dies too.

basically, this story would be tragic all around, and it is a plot i'd love to revisit sometime if i had the motivation like i used to.

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COLOR ME BLUE | STANLEY BARBER
JACKSON MILLS

oh my little blue boy. this one i actually did get a quarter way through the show before unpublishing it, i just lost so much motivation after they cancelled the show. jackson was a whole angst whiner with a small drinking problem bc he watched his dad and mom drink a lot so he thought it was okay. stanley was his best friend in the world and he's super jealous when sydney comes along and stanley's falling for her so fast. i had so many cute ideas for this -

jackson getting wasted and high at the party and stanley bringing him home, and jackson hinting at his crush on him when he's crying in the passenger seat. there's heavy 'you belong with me' vibes when stanley begs him to go the dance and jackson finally shows up all dressed nicely and sober for once. also my favorite ending line after sydney made brad's head go boom was 'sydney novak has always been red, like anger. he's always been blue, like sadness. and now it was him that was red.' i planned that at the end, brad outs him alongside sydney when he reads a passage about how she's noticed jackson's crush on stan and calls it pathetic which mortified him. i didn't plan how it ended or if stanley even reciprocated his feelings, so i don't think i'd republish this story as of now, but i do miss him a lot!!

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BUTTERFLY WINGS | SYDNEY NOVAK
KAIA WEN

kaia is my absolute cinnamon roll and i wish more than anything ianowt was renewed for a second season because it was SO GOOD! and i was so proud of the thoughts i had and the ideas i had. but then i read the book and if it ended anything like that, i'm glad (and still sad) at the same time it was canceled, idk if i could have handled that.

anyway! kaia is the absolute opposite to everything sydney was, and looking back at it, i don't think sydney (at least in season one) would have reciprocated kaia's feelings for her. she's constantly annoyed by being pestered by her and how she's always tagging along with her and dina since dina and kaia were neighbors and childhood friends. kaia's a constant lesbian panic around sydney because she thinks she's so cool and just wants to hold her hand and stuff. i also planned that kaia had a friend in an after school club that had a crush on her, but she didn't return those feelings since she was crushing on sydney, so at the end she'd understand how she felt. hence the title: it was supposed to be the butterfly effectish. also kaia loved butterflies.

kaia also ran a blog instead of writing a diary like sydney so there would have been snippets of her blog thoughts in the story. before the prom, she posted something about unrequited love, and bradley saw it and put two and two together. he outs kaia along with sydney and reads in her diary how sydney always thought she was annoying and a pain in the ass and makes fun of her for her pathetic crush on her which makes kaia sob.

sadly since the series ended, i don't think i'd continue it even though i love it a lot. sorry kaia! 🫶🏼

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GOOD GRIEF | NEWT
XANDER

my second favorite newt plot since he was announced to be home of sexual!! i had a few good ideas for this.

so xander was an engineer while at wicked and even created the outline for the grievers that impressed rat man immensely. sadly when he underwent the swipe, he didn't remember anything he knew how to do, and instead relearned becoming a medjack in the glade. the whole griever thing does bring a lot of guilt later on though for all the destruction they brought to his friends.

however, xander also had two siblings! his big sister (lia, portrayed by lily collins) was in a different maze while their little brother (niko, portrayed by nat zang) was actually in the same maze as xander and they had no clue about it. as kids at wicked, their parents returned after being effected and dropped off their latest baby for them to protect, so it's very sad 🥺 xander always had a sense of protectiveness over niko but never understood why. i did plan for lia to die at the end of the scorch trials to make niko go all insane and bloodthirsty, but sadly never got that far. anywho, xander and newt were a heavy slowburn since newt was so focused on leading and xander was fumbling in a full bi panic around him. they would have been so cute together 🥺

but also!! xander had a best friend (max, portrayed by jarod joseph) who had lost his boyfriend in the glade escape. after newt dies and while on paradise, they were end game because max would remind him newt would have wanted nothing more than for xander to move on 🫶🏼 god i love them so much, i miss this plot a lot, but i'm not as in love with the maze runner as i was before. even updating wicked dreams is a pain.

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KISS OF DEATH | ECHO KOM AZGEDA
NADIA KOM WONKRU

THIS IS ONE OF MY FAVORITE PLOTS EVER, GOD I LOVE ECHO. this plot was so perfect for her and y'all missed snatching it up in my plot shop!!

so nadia had the saddest backstory. she was trikru and lived with her girlfriend and girlfriends sister who were both influenced by alie and tortured nadia till she took the chip too. her girlfriend was one of those nailed outside of polis a and died from her injuries and later, the sister took her own life out of guilt, so nadia truly had no one when praimfaya hit and she was in the bunker. she was one of the grounders that were trying to break down the door but kneeled and chose wonkru when octavia laid down the law, and since then, hadn't left her side. that night nadia also found a little girl from another clan that she protected and adopted as her little sister (irene, portrayed by maisie williams) and the girl loses her boyfriend arkan when they attack the prisoners. however!

way before that, nadia is sent by octavia with echo to defect to the prisoners. they are the ULTIMATE enemies to lovers because echo hates her and nadia hates her even more... until they don't 😏 nadia is still so stuck in her wonkru ways and struggles to find her redemption. they really bond over the terrible things they did (nadia in the dark years in the bunker and all of echo's shit she did too). but they're truly each others rock. since i made this plot when season 6 was airing, i never really planned ahead after that, plus i struggled with motivation so i took it down too.

writing all this makes me miss this plot so much. i'd definitely consider posting this again.

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CONFLAGRATION
DREAMS ALL DIE | BELLAMY BLAKE
NOAH GIROUX

oh my baby. i'm tearing up looking at his drafts and reading about him now. i had written up to season 3 for noah before the allegations against bob morley came out and i took the fic down. at the time i was also struggling a lot with my mental health and found it very difficult to get into noah's headspace because a lot of his backstory was based off my own abusive childhood, so writing his story was becoming a huge trigger of mine, and everything else just sealed it. it truly makes me sad because i had so much planned for noah and i wish i could finish it one day.

if you aren't familiar with noah, he was a delinquent and a past friend of bellamy's when he caught him trying to steal from his family's farm. he came close to discovering octavia one day and bellamy's mother made it clear it was her or noah, so out of the blue, bellamy drops him. afterwards, noah's abusive father kills his wife in a murder-suicide and noah reaches out to bellamy one last time because he's all alone, but he's turned down, so he decides the only way to handle it was to burn down his family's farm because he's crazy and i love him for it 🤗 he reunites with bellamy and there's so much angst. so much angst.

noah was put through the WORST with me. he was bone marrowed in mount weather (later had a ptsd episode when jackson was trying to help him), nearly blown up by the explosion too only to come back to see a bunch of dead bodies outside arkadia, breaks up with bellamy for it, and altho these plans never made it i also was going to include: being tortured by alie (a floukru grounder literally pressing on his bone marrow scar till he feels it), took the chip and killed a bunch, and then was in the bunker with octavia for six years. i remember he committed a crime and was put in the pit too and killed his opponents, the last one by literally ripping his throat out with his teeth and then looking up at blodreina and smiling like a psycho 🫶🏼

here's how i planned the future seasons of the 100: by the end of season 4, noah and bellamy were back together, however he missed bellamy so much that he got wasted one night and kissed ryker (another oc, niylah's older brother, played by theo james) but he was turned down. bellamy and noah totally banged when he came back down to earth but noah's mental health had deteriorated so much while in the bunker that their relationship gets damaged again. i didn't plan much for season 6-7, HOWEVER, after bellamy was killed... it breaks him totally. but there would have been an epilogue where noah ended up with ryker years after because he knows bellamy would have wanted him to be happy 🫶🏼 noah, my love, me unpublishing your story was the only way for you to have an ounce of happiness.

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VENOM | ROBIN BUCKLEY
LUCIA REYES

AAAHHH i still love this fucking plot so much. lucia is such a badass bitchy lesbian who lives for humbling men and she's exactly the type that robin needs in her life. idk why i unpublished this one, maybe it'll make a comeback someday... but not today.

so the book starts with lucia going to the principal with a protest sheet and demanding they allow her to start a queer community club, and when she's declined, she stages a sit down protest outside her office (literally while wearing a shirt that says DYKE could she be more iconic?). she meets some of her closest friends when she's finally allowed to have the club, including thomas knight, a transgender male (portrayed by elliot fletcher) and arya torrez (portrayed by tashi rodriguez), his bisexual girlfriend. later those two would end up in a poly relationship with steve but THATS BESIDES THE POINT!

lucia is fearless and well known for getting into fist fights with grown men, except when it comes to love. she's always blushing and fumbling around robin and admits later on she doesn't believe in love but what she has for her comes close to it. this is 'cause it's known in hawkins that her father had multiple affairs with her mother before abandoning them. lucia doesn't even know what love is, but robin's there to show her 🫶🏼 i didn't have a ton planned besides cute and funny moments which i think is why i took this down, but perhaps it'll be back one day!!

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ROBOT GIRL | MIKE HANLON
NOELLE "NOAH" MITCHELL

this one always makes me sad because i based my entire childhood for noelle. after her older brother leaves derry for college, she's left with the responsibility of taking care of her younger brother and sister because their mother is a drunk who's too career focused ever since her father died. her siblings are her entire world and she'd do anything to keep them safe, including fighting a bitch ass clown from space. noelle also had a friend who had a puppy crush on her that she would lose at the start of the story to pennywise which fuels her anger to taking it down ✨

my favorite thing about this book is instead of making noelle and bev close friends from the start, noelle absolutely hates her guts 😭 it starts when beverly aces a class and knocks noelle off the honor roll. then beverly chooses her last in a p.e. game, so she punts the ball at the back of her head. beverly trips her in the hall, noelle ties her shoelaces together. she spills spaghetti sauce on her shirt, bev hides a carton of milk in her locker till it goes sour. the two have had beef since they were kids but they'd definitely rekindle and giggle about it later. originally it was gonna be an enemies to lovers bev fic but then i realized mike hanlon has absolutely no appreciation and deserves so much better, enter noelle! she loves him so much from the start and mike is always a blushing mess around her, they had the absolute sweetest bond. he admires her so much for all she sacrificed for her siblings and she admires him right back for his own sacrifice staying in derry even when she had to leave. despite losing 27 years, they'd fall right back into each other like nothing ever happened.

i had so many cool ideas for this too, like how noelle would cough up a bloody balloon and find her father's wedding ring inside of it (something she thought she lost after she saw her mother tried to throw it away and take it). also noelle would lose her hand in the fight against pennywise because she sliced off a few of his fingers during their first visit to the neibolt house so for revenge, he chomped her whole damn hand off. i foreshadowed it so hard in the first chapter, she cuts her hand making breakfast for her family and at school beverly tells her to stop being a clumsy shit so she flips her off and says "well yeah, i definitely need this hand" 😭 i'm so funny.

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DARK STAR | JACK KLINE
ARES STARKE

i was never a dean and sam person, i was a side characters fan, hence this jack fic and my claire fic (that i haven't updated in like three years but that's besides the point). i took this down after, once again, the allegations against bob morley came out and i wasn't interested in having his face in any of my books. i have yet to find a different faceclaim (which is why i used the gif above) so i haven't republished it, plus my motivation is so shot for it too. tho i did have a ton of ideas!!

so ares was born in the alternate universe world that was destroyed by angels so it would be an ultimate enemies to lovers fic if jack didn't follow ares everywhere like a lost puppy. ares can't stand the sight of the nephilim at first because of how much he's been through with angels, like them killing his whole family and most of his friends, including his older brother with a bomb and boyfriend when he went to go save area's brother. however, ares is the one who encourages jack to do what he feels is right with lucifer instead of yelling at him like dean, and he becomes so overprotective of him because of his power. ares also had a huge brotp with dean and sam who became like his older brothers and mary who was like his mom 💗

extra thoughts i had too:
01) lucifer killed ares after the first time he'd pet a dog then brought him back to make jack happy, but ares was severely traumatized by the experience
02) ares would go through an intense depression because of his ptsd and jack would make him tell him the truth about he's feeling using his powers like he did on lucifer, and ares would snap out of it and slap his hand away super mad because he felt it was too personal and not what their relationship was about. jack's an actual angel tho and apologizes.
03) when chuck killed jack... god i wish i still had a gif edit of ares reacting, the way he falls to his knees and sobs. he loved him so much.
04) also when dean and sam locked jack up, they had to chain ares because he was determined to let him go.

jack deserves so much more love also the show ended (in my opinion) on a poor note so... rip ares ☹️

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LOSE MYSELF | NEWT
CLARK

honestly this is the ultimate newt plot (no offense to xander, love you my boy). but this one just had so much more to the plot and a lot of ideas i had to make me more motivated to write it ... even tho i took it down-

ANYWAY, clark was never sent in the maze, in fact, he was too afraid to go when janson offered, and then decided clark would be too important to lose to force him anyway. clark is a genius but he poses as one of the nurses at wicked. he's a major help and hand in aiding janson & dr paige with the trials, but guilt is getting the better of him, and he considers rebelling, especially when he discovers they've sent newt to the glade. he runs to stop them but they tell him it's too late, he's already been through the swipe and lost his memories. later they tell him newt had jumped off the walls and killed himself, so all the time after, clark numbly keeps working for them because he feels like they had nothing left to live for. he was deeply in love with newt since they were close from the start and regrets all the time they spent dancing around each other instead of confronting their feelings. janson would try separating them on multiple occasions because he didn't want his test subjects getting intimate and close. so when clark finds out newt's alive? he'll burn down wicked even if he burns with it (hint: a heavy promise janson made him when group b made their way to wicked and clark finds out newt's alive? "screw you. screw wicked. you can all burn." "if wicked burns, you'll burn with it.") which really foreshadows the future.

some random extra fun ideas i had:
01) when newt starts getting bits of his memories back, it starts with remembering clark's red hair and how warm he hugged. it's the last thing he thinks of too.
02) janson was also physically abusive with clark, not just mentally. he'd grab him by the back of the neck on multiple occasions, hard enough to bruise, and had even bashed his head on a table if he screwed something up, making his nose bleed.
03) clark is bisexual! if i continue this story (idk yet) i was gonna merge this and wicked dreams and possibly make him and iris an end game couple at paradise years after they lose their loved ones.
04) a line i wanted to use at the end was "was it revenge, losing newt? after everything he'd done? clark broke away from wicked and they still won in the end." 😭 he just has so much guilt about the things he's done. he's truly lost himself.
05) another favorite line i loved was clark snatching the blaster gun from minho (bc boy can also fight), and turns it on the doctors in that one scene when they're escaping and grabbing teresa. she warns him janson will hear about his betrayal and clark spits back "yeah? tell janson clark said to eat shit."

these facts were not fun lmao

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POISON & WINE | BETH GREENE
GRAY "LEO" HOLLAND

this plot makes me so sad every time i go back and think about it. it doesn't even have a happy ending, he gets so close to it but never truly gets happy 🥺

gray's real name is leo, but he changed it to gray after everything he'd been through because that's just what he felt. before the apocalypse he was such a happy guy, planning to go to school, had loads of friends, a sweet girlfriend, all of it. unfortunately when the world ended, robbers invaded the campsite he shared with his girlfriend and family, and ambushed them, even sa'ing his girlfriend while he was tied to a tree before murdering her too. gray freed himself that night while they slept and stabbed one guy to death before strangling the other so he could see who was killing him. gray buried those he loved and sat there for days before moving on. he was all on his own until eventually comes across rick's group at the prison before season 4 started and was invited there.

so ... that was dark and heavy. it only gets sadder from here! gray escapes with beth (sorry daryl i do love u but im stealing your thunder) and she gradually becomes his hope and light. he tells her everything he went through at the start of the apocalypse and she soon convinced him to go by leo again 🫶🏼 losing her he almost loses himself trying to find her again, and when he finally does ... yeah. i planned to end it with glenn trying to comfort him, calling him leo, and he looks at him and numbly goes "call me gray."

rip gray i'm so sorry for all you've been through and what i'll probably never write, I'M SORRY!

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PHANTOM | WILL BYERS
DOMINIC JENSEN

possibly my favorite stranger things plot next to 'starcrossed'. i love the ideas i had for it and thought it was so cool so i will cry if anyone steals this even tho i may not post it again. sowwy!

dominic was a subject like eleven, i think he was twelve because he came to be after creel killed the others. his parents were scientists in the lab too and brought him every day, but never truly paid any attention to him since they were so focused in their work. however, when a fire broke out in the lab, dominic got caught in it. his parents believed he died there, but dr brenner pulled him out and injected him with creel's dna that healed him and also gave him cool powers. since he was so close to death while in a fire, he basically became danny phantom ... he has control over fire and can go ghost!! because of this dr brenner would try to send dominic to find eleven after she escapes hence how he gets caught up with the party.

i didn't have a lot planned for this fic past season 1 and 2 which is why i took it down, but i did think the sinclair's would take in dominic like he's their own. and lucas would totally be the first one he tells about his crush on will. they would've had the cutest relationship too!!

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NEVERLAND | PHILIP "LIP" GALLAGHER
OPHELIA NEWTON

this is another really tragic plot i had in store, but with shameless, it makes sense. it was sorta inspired by frank's relationship with bianca, but a little differently because ophelia actually loved lip and he truly loved her, and losing her was a massive kickstart to his drinking problem. honestly looking back at it, i can't remember exactly what i diagnosed ophelia with (i'm a terrible writer i'm sorry i thought i had it in my notes somewhere-), but she's given a few months to live right around the time she enrolls in lip's college and meets him there because of her roommate who is also her best friend that helped her escape a shitty house.

lip could listen to ophelia talk for hours bc she's quite the energizer bunny. he loves tagging along on fun things with her and it's not too long before he's asking her out, but ophelia turns him down purely for the fact that she knows she's dying soon and gently explains that to him. lip understands but still wants to be close (even if it kills him on the inside).

spoiler alert but ophelia would die at the end. she's peacefully surrounded by her loved ones and goes happy, but it definitely shattered lip. i took it down due to lack of inspiration but i'd love to see her again someday!

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BURNING BRIDGES | MADDIE BUCKLEY
LOGAN GALLAGHER

have i started this story? no. do i love the idea? yes. will possibly publish it someday? i think so. it's criminal that there aren't any maddie buckley fics for 9-1-1 because she's so baby.

logan is a bipolar lesbian mess with a little brother she's trying to raise, she's on the 118 team, and immediately smitten with buck's sister. she goes through a mess of troubles that she often gets herself into, but logan is tough and selfless all at the same time. basically maddie's the golden retriever and logan's the black cat in their relationship. also she's like another big sister to buck which is truly what he needs. i don't want to give too much away incase i ever decide to actually publish it! plus i have yet to actually write a chapter of it, so bear with me lmao.

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GOOD LUCK, BABE! | IMOGEN HEANEY
ALEXANDRIA CASTELLAN

this is another draft i have that i haven't written anything for yet lmao. and the title is from chappel's song obviously! WLW FOR THE WORLD!! but i've had the idea since i've first watched heartstopper and it made my heart ... stop? (im funny please laugh). anyway i'm a major imogen heaney defender and i have been since season 1, i'm so glad they've (hopefully) made her a lesbian so people stop being mean about a realistic teenage girl having harmless crushes. but i've been her ride or die since the start, hence alex!!

alex is the exact opposite of imogen. she's all doom and gloom and severe anger issues, straight up pummeling a guy who snapped imogen's bra strap when they were 12 to jumping over the table beating ben's face in when he called imogen a bitch in that one scene. they've been best friends since they were in diapers because their dads worked together so the blood runs deep, and alex realized at a very early age her crush on imogen while the girl was completely clueless to her feelings. alex has three older brothers (one of which is friends with nick on the rugby team but he can be a dick cause he takes after her while their other two brothers are sweethearts), and her dad who is a kind hardworking guy, but her mom was bipolar and abandoned them on alex's 13th birthday while they were out celebrating.

ever since that night, alex had wrote letters to imogen that she kept in a box under her bed. while getting ready for prom, imogen came across them when alex wasn't paying attention and read a few of them. she begs her to forget them but the feelings terrify imogen so much she runs off. i planned for them to get together at the dance when they kiss and make up, but given season 3 i may extend it a bit for the angst. anyway is this something i should post??? I DONT KNOW I'M AS MUCH AS A GAY MESS AS ALEX IS OKAY.

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ATONEMENT | NANCY WHEELER
ORION HENDRIX

me: "this is totally coming soon!! haha just hang on guys!! i'm gonna do it!!"
me: *quietly unpublished the story years later hoping no one noticed*

i'm sorry 😭 i may wait for season 5 to be released before i think about republishing it, but i definitely have too many stories at the moment to keep up with it. that being said i do love the plot so much and it's super original if i do say so myself.

basically orion was the sweetest soul that did everything good, volunteer work, helping old ladies across the street, all of it. and she was nancy's best friend, but she had no clue about the upside down and everything going on. so in season 3 when she sees billy having this weird breakdown, she goes to help him, and becomes flayed. HOWEVER, at the big fight in the mall, she nearly kills her friends before taking control over herself again. the process made orion feel like her brain was being split in two, and in doing so, she lost all her memories from the night at tina's party to the present day. nancy has all their friends keep the secret to protect orion from the truth so it won't destroy her knowing all the things she's done.

it's just a sad plot altogether. i planned orion finds out when she gets vecna'd with nancy because vecna gives her back her memories and when they both come back, orion rips off her headphones and sobs at nancy "how could you not tell me?!" orion's so destroyed by knowing all the terrible things she's done and struggles to forgive nancy and everyone else for keeping it from her. gosh i love orion so much and i get so sad thinking about her, but i adore her relationship with nancy too and their love. i'm excited to see them if i ever decide to bring it back!

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wow. a whole 6.4k words later. i am (possibly) going to be making a part 2 to this in the near future because this was a lot of fun and i have 52 drafts with a 20 image limit per chapter!! 🫶🏼

❤️ - koda