chapter 27.
chennedy🖤.
"angel will you just listen to me" i said.
"nope dgaf about what you got to say. you said how you felt and that's that" angel replied.
"just because i wanna wait to move in doesn't mean i don't wanna move in with you baby" i reasoned with her.
"uhh yeah that's exactly wtf that means" she said.
"angel why you being childish ? im tryna be mature and talk this sh** out mama" i said.
"it's not being childish chennedy. i have feeling and im allowed to feel how i feel ! maybe i just don't wanna be bothered." she said.
"okay but why you acting like i don't care about you ??"
"because obviously you don't. you don't even wanna move in with yo gf so bffr".
"that don't mean ion love you baby. it just means i wanna take the time to continue building our relationship before we make that big commitment" i said.
"lord you wanna wait for this i just know it's gone take you 7 years to propose." angel said making me look at her shocked.
"imma be out here looking like queen naija" angel said getting on her phone.
"bae" i said. she continued to scroll on her phone. ignoring me is crazy and she know i hate that.
"bae" i said again.
"angel.. im really trying and you not meeting me half way" i said sighing.
"yeah and i don't plan on it.. why would i give you anymore of my time ?"
"wtf is wrong angel ? like it's not just about us not moving in together." i said.
"ain't sh** wrong with me" she said raising her voice.
"why you gotta scream baby ? like calm down"
"chennedy stop talking to me" angel replied.
"ANGEL CIERRA REESE" i said making her look up at me and mug me.
"chennedy don't ever play with me like that"
"because your not listening to me angel. this sh** is ridiculous and im trying my best to stay calm for you but you can't even give me the time of day".
"you shutting me out if effecting our relationship. we too grown for this angel grow tf up and communicate with me baby. you gotta lmk how you feel cus i don't read minds" i said.
"YOU HURT MY FEELINGS. okay ? that's how i feel and i told you that from day 1. i just want you to leave me tf alone" angel said.
"were never gonna get anywhere with you. ion even know why i keep trying" i said laughing.
"i really don't gaf. cus you ain't care about my feelings so why care now ?" angel mumbled.
"because i never meant to hurt your feelings on purpose mama. that's why i care. im supposed to care and you selfish as h*ll."
"your only thinking about how YOU feel. you never asked me why i felt the way i did" i said raising my voice.
"girl stfu cus yes i did. when you said no i asked why you didn't want too. your actually the selfish like imagine not wanting to share you time & stuff with your partner" angel said.
"and this is why angel. this is the reason. we sitting here screaming at each other for no d*** reason man. it ain't even have to get like this"
"you don't know how to communicate and you wanna move in together ?? how we live with each other 24/7 when you can't even communicate ? we can't even talk out a simple argument cus you wanna be childish and sh**" i said.
"man aight. im out this h**" angel said getting her stuff.
"that's all you can do is walk out. yo biggest problem you'd rather run from em then face em. and that's not gone help our relationship" i said.
"idk what else you want me to say chennedy" angel said as tears fell how her face.
"i want you to understand what im saying and communicate with me baby. that's what i want."
"ma why you crying ?" i asked walking over to her.
"man this is too much. i can't do this right now" she said.
"angel don't leave. baby you gotta talk to me" i said. i watched as she walked to her car and quickly pulled out.
man ionk what's wrong with her. other than she can't communicate i really don't know what this mean for our relationship.
angel🎀.
"angel you have to talk to her" milla said.
"ik but i need time to think first" i said.
i honestly don't know what's wrong with me. it's not that i don't want to communicate i just don't know how to explain how i feel deep down.
i went downstairs to feed tiago.
"here you go boy" i said rubbing him.
i went back into the kitchen and sat down at the island across from kamilla. chenn kept texting over and over but idk what i wanna say yet.
chenn: mamas what's wrong ?? it's not just about us not moving in together... did i do sum else ??
angel: no.
chenn: baby you gotta talk to me and tell me what's wrong .
chenn: angel..
chenn: ma im sorry idk what else you want me too do.
chenn: you gotta learn how to communicate my love.
chenn being gentle with me really makes my heart happy. it took a lot for me to get her upset and she wasn't even mad.. she was at a 4.5/10.
even when im upset and yelling she's still so calm and gentle with me and i love that about her. i wanna be with this girl until i take my last breath.
idk what to say and right now i gotta find out how to tell her how i really feel. from my heart. and deep down she's right its more than that.
"you okay ?" kamilla asked.
"yes just thinking" i said as i grabbed a energy drink. i went to my anxiety app that i download too help calm me and give me motivation.
i really wanna hug chenn and kiss her because ik this has been rough for the both of us. but ik we can get through it we always do.
chapter 27😝! here yall go cus yall would not leave me alone 😫😫. nahh jk love y'all lol. chenn is so gentle with her even when she's angry. vote and comment💋!
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