angel🎀.

"is it hard for you to sleep ?" my therapist asked.

"yes and i'm scared to sleep alone so most of the time my girlfriend sleeps with me" i said. i rubbed my sweaty palms down my pants.

"and how bad are the nightmares ?"

"not too bad but i still see him sometimes" i told her. she nodded at me as she continued to write on her clipboard.

"and chennedy how is her eating habits ?" she asked looking over to chennedy.

"she doesn't really have an appetite. it's me constantly begging her to eat and sometimes i have to force her. i even tried getting her favorite food" chenn said.

"well if it makes you feel any better i'm really hungry right now" i said as my stomach growled loudly. she laughed as they heard the growling.

"that's good" she said laughing.

"okay what were gonna do is.. take her off her medications i think they're taking her appetite. it also increases the nightmares for her as a side effect. we'll try that for about a week and see how it goes" she said and i nodded.

we talked a bit more and i walked hand in hand with chenn to her car. "okay what you wanna eat baby ?" she asked me.

"can we get chic-fil-a ?" i asked happily. she smiled at and me and nodded. "ofc anything for you my love" she said kissing my cheek.

"i'm so spoiled" i said to myself giggling. "how do you feel mama ?" chenn asked me.

"good i'm really happy today. i feel like i can do anything" i said showing my teeth. she smiled at me and nodded.

"you can do anything love.. i'm so proud of you my love ik it's been hard for you but you gone get through it." she said. i smiled at her and felt as tears rolled down my eyes.

"don't cry baby" she said wiping my tears. "i love you" i said. "i love you more pretty" she said.

we went to chic-fil-a and i got everything i wanted. period.. this BK HAVE IT MY WAY. (please tell me yall know the commercial 😭).

we got home and i pulled chenn upstairs to my room so that we could cuddle and i can be all in her skin. "come lay with me" i said and she nodded.

i watched as she took off her hoodie and shirt leaving her in her black sports bra. i smirked at her and she came and laid down wrapping her arms around my waist.

"i love you" i mumbled burying my face in her neck. "i love you mama" she said back. i felt her rub my back lightly making me drift off to sleep.

chennedy🖤.

"I JUST GOT BACK WITH EX" angel yelled making me stare her down. she looked at me & stopped dancing.

"yeah stop playing with me" i said making her giggle. she came over to me and pecked my lips.

"you guys she so fine" angel said making me smile. i wrapped my arms around her waist. "no you fine" i said. i smirked at her camera.

kamilla came through the door and sat down. "you guys tell me why someone dm'd me talking about i look like sugar mama off penny proud" she said making me and angel burst out laughing.

"it's not funny guys" she said pouting. "sorry milla it was just out of nowhere lol". "and then someone said i look like moana grandma" milla said pouting.

people are ruthless and tbh i didn't find it funny anymore because it seem like it really did mess with her confidence. i just don't understand why people can't keep they rude comments & opinions to themselves.

"girl f*** them people, you getting money so they don't need to be worried about you" i said making her nod her head.

"ouu bae look at the new lipgloss.. should i get it ?" angel asked me showing me her phone.

"nope you already got a whole collection and you be bout to crash out about them lipglosses" i said making her nod.

"okay so that means yeah.. i'm gonna get it" she said making me stare at her with a blank face.

"girl what ? ykw do you baby if it makes you happy go ahead and get it my love" i said laughing. she excitedly clapped her hands.

i love seeing this side of angel. because she's been through so much and life is really life-ing for her. but i'm glad something can cheer her up because i hate seeing my baby sad and heartbroken.

i watched as she happily ordered her lipgloss. iykyk angel loves lipgloss, blush, lashes and everything in that nature.

"this girl and lipgloss" kamilla said giggling and i nodded. because she is crazy about it.

"chennedy can we go see inside out 2 this weekend ?" she asked scrolling on her phone. and they really caught me off guard cus what she calling me by my whole name for.

"what ?"

"can we go see inside out 2 this weekend ?" she repeated. "i heard you the first time why'd you call me chennedy ? did i do sum ?" i asked.

"no" she said confused. "you called me chennedy baby. number 1 hate that and number 2 you only call me that when your mad at me" i said.

"what i do ?" i asked wrapping my arms around her waist. "you didn't do anything bae i just didn't realize i called you that. i'm sorry" she said kissing my cheek. i smiled and nodded at her.

she yawned and set her phone down making me smile at her. she's sleepy and she hasn't had her nap yet. i grabbed her hand and pulled her towards me.

"okay mamas let's go.. your sleepy and you haven't had your nap yet" i said. she nodded and i led her upstairs. after getting into bed she cuddled up to me where she drifted off to sleep easily. i rubbed her back lightly because she needed some type of touch for her to feel protected. i think that is so cute lol.

chapter 23😝! sorry for disappearing again i was struggling to come up with an idea. aww angel is doing better guys! love to see it period 🥹🥹. and chenn is such an amazing girlfriend! vote & comment🙃!