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"Iwaizumi.. I was thinking.." Oikawa started to speak.
It was a calm evening. Sun had already went down and dark rain clouds were slowly approaching. It's been weeks since Iwaizumi showed up at his place. And Oikawa didn't want to lie... He was really happy these days.
Iwaizumi helped him forget all the troubles. Before, he would spend his day thinking about the ones that he lost, thinking about how miserable he is, how he can't move on, but ever since Iwaizumi appeared... It's like those thoughts just went missing.
Iwaizumi always put a smile on his face, he always helped. His human feelings and emotions had really kicked in and he has been slowly opening up to Oikawa aswell.
It made Oikawa happy. Iwaizumi made him happy. As much as he didn't want to admit it... He started liking him in a different way.
"You were thinking what?" Iwaizumi shook him out of his thoughts. Oikawa turned to him, he was focused on him.
"Oh.. Uh, it's not that important actually you're feeling.." Oikawa said and smiled.
"Ah, I'm feeling good. What could be better than sitting by the window and drinking hot tea? You know.. I never got to experience these things before.." Iwaizumi said, his voice got quieter.
"I know.. But, you can enjoy it now" Oikawa reassured him and the comfortable silence fell again.
Oikawa would have to remind himself that Iwaizumi is the devil, that he isn't actually human. He had to remind himself that he'll be going to hell soon.. He didn't want to think about that...
Those thoughts would creep in at the worst moment, reminding his of his fate. All he wanted was to be happy, spend time with Iwaizumi.
"You know, I was really sceptical about making my appearance here on earth before. I thought that I would play a little joke and go back.. But I couldn't.." Iwiazumi suddenly said.
"You couldn't?" Oikawa turned to him. His face expression was unreadable.
"Yeah.. When I saw you, when I heard your story... I guess I could relate. After all, I lost everything. My father, my brothers, my friends.. I was left alone in the dark until I created my first demon. Till this day I think of them as my children, I made them.." Iwaizumi's voice was quiet but genuine.
"That's... Actually really sweet.." Oikawa reached out and took Iwaizumi's hand, he wanted him to feel confident, he wanted Iwaizumi to open up his feelings.
"The main reason was you though.. I've seen many people in my existence, but your flame of will was the brightest. You may have felt hopeless, but if you had dug a tad deeper, you would have realized how courageous you actually are. I was intrigued. I wanted to know more about you. Before I realized it, I started having these human emotions and feelings.. They are driving me crazy! They say that the devil is pure anger and such, but I only felt anger for the first time here on earth. It's such a terrible feeling.. Guilt is the most terrible out of all though.. And.. Happiness.. I didn't think it was possible to feel like this, such euforia.. I.. I felt like an angel again" Iwaizumi's heart was beating really fast, he was squeezing Oikawa's hand tightly.
"I understand, but now you know what humans are truly like. You have no idea how thankful I am that you came into my life, Iwaizumi. I don't know what I would have done without you" Oikawa smiled.
"I expected you to abuse my power. When I told you that you can ask for anything, I thought that you would ask for many things. Expensive cars and clothes, your own island or something like that.. But instead, you asked for a house, some money and a simple jeep. And you didn't ask for anything else. You could have gotten maids to do housework and a cook to make food, but you still did everything by yourself. I respect that. I really do" Iwaizumi finally turned to Oikawa and gave him a little smile.
"Ah, no need for compliments. I guess, I was brought up this way. I am used to caring for myself and others. I'm not some narcissistic idiot, you know?" the silence fell onto the room again.
Rain started falling slowly. The sound of raindrops hitting the window made them both calm down and put their thoughts into places.
The streetlights were more than enough to illuminate the expression on Iwaizumi's face. He was smiling softly to himself, his eyes were closed.
"Ah... My father was right after all..." He said quietly amd gripped the mug tighter.
"About what?" Oikawa asked.
"He told me... That the day when I start loving humans will come... Well, look at me now dad... I'm in love with a human being..."
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We're slooowly heading towards the end. So, buckle up cuz shit is about to get real guejuheuheuehe
-Hatari
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