✧ 𝐶𝐻𝐴𝑃𝑇𝐸𝑅 𝑇𝑊𝐸𝑁𝑇𝑌-𝑆𝐸𝑉𝐸𝑁, 𝐝𝐢𝐚𝐫𝐲 𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐫𝐲

☆○o 𝐃𝐈𝐀𝐑𝐘 𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐑𝐘 !
( 𝐸𝑀𝐸𝑅𝑆𝑂𝑁 𝑃𝑂𝑉 )

𝐝𝐞𝐚𝐫 𝐰𝐡𝐨𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐢𝐬 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐢 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐚 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐟𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐨𝐧.

not a godly confession but i need to take you back
to the beginning.

hi my name is emerson drew and i have anxiety.
that's part of my confession really. i overthink things
a lot. i also get so stuck up in my own thoughts that
i miss out on everything.

i talk to myself sometimes. not in a wacko psycho
way but in a im not doing so good way. truth is
i don't miss north carolina. i hated it there. i didn't
have any friends that's why no one cared to
contact me. and even if i did have friends it was
just to get a few likes or followers. for them not me.

my parents thought moving to new jersey would help
me become more social. it worked. way to well even.

i started to party. i got into a fake relationship. i gained
friends and i most definitely lost them as well.

their dead do me.

but i was dead to them first.

braelynn and brady are no longer together. isn't that
funny. the two b's got cut. sorry no time for
jokes. but it is funny. turns out b was not so honest
with the other noon twin.

womp womp. she was a bitch anyways.

i haven't talked to connor. he's been avoiding me.
was the kiss that bad ? who knows.

i don't sit with the same people at lunch anymore
and nether does madison.

we sit we maia and her friends. and they are oddly into
kangaroos ? i don't even question it anymore.

this is kinda like a life update. it's needed.

life's a bitch but hey at least i got into a ivy.
graduation is in less than a month wish me luck.

i wonder what future me will think when she sees
this.

because honestly i have one more thing to say. and i hope he's reading this.

connor noon i'm in love with you. but your not in
love with me. i would say i would wait for you but you
definitely won't wait for me. i still have the necklace
but i'll never wear it ever again.

i guess that's all i have to say. maybe i was an
experience that never was.

𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐬, 𝘦𝘮𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘰𝘯

𝐬𝐮𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐨 𝐜 𝐢𝐬 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 !
odd updating structure right now but i decide to
take a page out of my other book and try it one last
time here. we officially have two more chapters left.
the next one is the last one and the one after that is the
epilogue i suggest you read the epilogue when
getting your questions answered like with aliyana
or mason and all of them.

thank you for 16k reads. i appreciate you guys dearly.
but i think it's time to but this book at rest.