[private chat with roses.]

[roses is online.]

[ace is online.]

roses:
ace

are you busy right now

please

ace:
im not what's wrong

roses:
i need

to do something

to distract myself

right now

ace:
okay okay okay one second

are you inside?

roses:
yes

i am in my apartment

ace:
look around

is there anything blue around you?

three items?

roses:
uhm

my notebook

my flower pot

and my t-shirt

ace:
can you open up the notebook for me

roses:
yes what's next

ace:
write down everything that you are feeling right now, don't stop until you fill the page okay?

roses:
okay

ace:
i will play a song for you

[ace is playing lost in paradise by ali, aklo.]

keep writing

i am here

roses:
okay i think i am done

what now?

ace:
tear it apart

into a hundred pieces

roses:
but i just wrote the whole page

ace:
that's the point

you put your anger, sadness and everything on paper

now rip it

roses:
okay

im doing it

ace:
did it help?

was it a good distraction or do you need anything else?

roses:
no i think

i think i am calm now

the urges are gone

sorry for rushing in here like this

ace:
hey as long as i was able to help!!!

its fine

don't apologize

roses:
i have already noticed this

but you're a great guy

i usually have no problems figuring people out

and yet you

ace:
what about me?

roses:
nothing about you screams "dangerous addiction"

you've told us

that it's terrible

ace:
you learn to hide things

i guess i am tired of losing people

and i want to maintain the friendships i have with you guys here

it's been over two months

i feel connected

roses:
i have heard from hyena and needles

wait you know them

from kuroo and bokuto that you seem completely normal

ace:
yeah we had a meet up

i guess i am most surprised by learning who green is

roses:
hinata is quite a handful

he's unpredictable

ace:
i guess so

still

i learned to hide things

roses:
yeah its something us addicts know how to do

especially those  with addictions that leave physical markings

like kenma

the marks on his necks...

ace:
yeah i know what you mean

i guess mine is borderline physical too

roses:
so is mine

ace:
are you okay now?

roses:
yes

thanks for your help

ace:
also

im just curious

did kenma

tell you anything?

roses:
oh you mean like did he confess to me?

yeah he did

ace:
and??????

roses:
why are you curious

ace:
i might seem like a stonecold man

but this stuff always makes me happy

roses:
it's mutual

it's been for a while

kenma never noticed my advances

so i am glad he did now

ace:
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omg that makes me so happy for no reason

roses:
if kenma is close enough to tell you this then

i guess there is no reason for me to hide too

im akaashi

ace:
oh!

i didn't expect this but thank you

[ace changed roses' nickname.]

[roses is now akaashi.]

akaashi:
dont be mad at kenma

[akaashi changed ace's nickname.]

[ace is now iwa.]

iwa:
did

did kenma tell you my name?

akaashi:
...

yes

iwa:
c:

akaashi:
understood

i will tell him to text you immediately
[read.]