The way I felt when I looked into his eyes, the way they trapped me inside those glistening orbs ,

Boy, I never felt that way before.

Uh, how can I think about a guy now? I was no longer showing myself as a girl to this world. My bad...

I tried to focus on something else. Drifting my eyes towards the opened book on my desk, I tried to read it. But once again, my mind was running about Jeon Jungkook. That name suits him so well.

The sound of someone's footsteps made me lift my head. I couldn't believe my eyes. I pinched myself to make sure that I'm not dreaming.

" Ouch!" So it's real.

The same man who I was thinking about all this time entered the empty classroom.

He is same class as me? How come I didn't notice it?

I watched him gliding towards his seat which was in the other corner of the class. His eyes stared at the window preventing any kind of eye contact with me. As he took his seat I observed his striking figure.

I plunged into his alluring looks.

Not only his eyes, his everything was a whole beauty. He had a well built body. I could see his muscles in his arms fighting against his fabric. The sharp jawline along with a thin upper lip and plumpy lower lips were giving him a sexy and stunning look. I was admiring his figure from the far corner.

He suddenly looked at me.

I quickly ducked and hid my face on the desk. I don't want him to think I'm a gay guy or something.

The rest of the time during school, I did my best not to look in that direction. My hand kept pinching myself to bring me back to my sense. But it's so hard to ignore the man near the window. For Jesus sake Y/n, don't get involved with people , you better stay out of trouble.

To my relief, the bell rang putting an end of the long day. It was my first day and look what I got my self into.I took quick steps towards the bus stop praying not to walk into that bunch of jerks. Luckily, they had already disappeared to from school.

I took a quick shower and then headed out to find a part-time job. The big cap and the oversized hoodie covered me completely. Soon I was strolling around the streets trying to find a job that fits my conditions. None of things suited with my fixed time period with college. I roamed around the town , desperately wanting to find a job.But still, at the end of the day, I find myself jobless.

I guess it's not my lucky day.

I sat on a bench. It's so frustrating. My legs were aching because of walking all day. The thirst was killing me. I wet my dry throat from the nearest tap.

This leaves me no other options but to search at the bar. But all kinds of perverts are there. What if they try to touch me? Plus I can't stand smocking or that smell of alcohol. I groaned , running my fingers through my short hair. Come on, you are a boy Y/n,

I had no choice, I hate this but ...

I sighed and walked to the bar where I saw the notice before. The wooden door made a loud creak as I pushed it. Some of the drunken men who were lying here and there ,slowly lift an eyelid to see the newcomer. Again they mindlessly fell on their spot. Geez, They are drunk as skunks. The bar was dark as it had only a dim light that made it look like a cave.

Looks like all kind of criminals in the country have gathered here.

I went to the reception with slight agitation inside my head. A raven-haired man was reading a newspaper. A cigarette was pressed against his lips. White cloud of smoke was covering him which were apparently the smoke rings he was blowing out from his lips. As he saw me he immediately greeted me in a rude manner.

" What do you want?" He barked at my face , placing his cigarette between his two fingers.

" Sir actually I came here seeing this notice," I showed the notice that I removed from the front door. I tried to be polite in front of the man even though he didn't look very pleased by my appearance.

" How many times do I have to tell that fool to remove it," he groaned as he persued it. The man flickered at me and yelled at my face, "There is no work for you! Get lost!"

I barely managed not to punch his face. What in the world, how rude of him.. The frustration and the anger were boiling inside me. Who does he think he is to yell at me like that? I made another attempt to talk with him . My fist was curved to a ball with indignation that I couldn't let out to his god damn face.

" Please sir, I beg you let me work here. I catch up real quick-"

"Yah! Don't you get it? I don't need your work here. Either buy a drink or get out!"

I can feel my eyes were tearing up. It happens when I'm angry. I show my emotions so quickly. This weakness of mine makes me throw huge hate towards myself.

He's so rude! I hate him! I hate Everything!

I looked for something I could kick to get rid of my anger. While I was was searching something to kick, the door opened making my thoughts drifted to that way. A man seems to be like in his twenties stepped right towards me.

With in ten seconds, a pale-looking person with his chest half-opened was standing infront of me. I could see a tattooed butterfly on his chest through his unlatched clothing. His hair was dyed in snow like white colour. The messy bangs were fallen to his forehead giving him a seductive look. The earrings that were attached to his eyebrows and ears flickered in the semi darkness in the room.

He smacked his lips as he stopped infront of me. With a sneer grin , his tongue touched his lips to wet them. His body slowly leaned forward, making me go backwards. I gulped as he got even more closer.

What is he doing?

I leaned both of my arms on the counter behind me as my back hits on it. He didn't stop. His face was dangerously close to mine. He's fucking close to me. My eyes widened as his lips got closer to my ears. An ice like cold voice hazardously breathed into me.

" Move!" He said.

" Huh?" I staggered as he said. Then he stood straight faced and shot his blazing gaze at me,

" I said move! Are you deaf?"

He pushed me away making his way to the front of the cashier. I tried to proceed what happened with me. My cheeks burnt with embarrassment as I evoked the incidence happened a second ago. What was I even thinking? I must've looked like a fool infront of him. I nibbled my chin to get rid of the awkwardness.

"What do you want Yoongi?"

The man in the chair blew another ring of smoke making it fly in the air. I coughed struggling to breathe properly.

"He wanted us to check why the delivery was getting late" That guy, Yoongi replied surly with no emotions in his words , not even sparing a glance at me. He looks like he doesn't give a shit to anyone. His husky tone gave me goosebumps.

" It's ready. We will deliver it tomorrow night," Even I was intimidated with his character, the other man didn't look bothered like me. He rather looked tranquilized.

" You better make sure you bring them on time or else-" again the white haired guy talked ominously. The dark dangerous way he speaks could really kill someone. They are sharper than blades believe me.

" Yeah, yeah I know, Ki Sung is always so flustered even he knows that I never fail him"

I blinked as he I heard his words. Did he say, Ki Sung? The same person I need to find? Suddenly my mind was yearing with anticipation. Maybe this is my chance.

" Watch your mouth you idiot! Do you want yourself to get killed?" Yoongi hissed in a low voice at him. He paid no attention to me who was standing near them. This guy is so serious bruh,

" Whatever Yoongi, do you want a drink or not?" The other guy stepped towards the racks full of bottles not taking the whole situation serious like the Yoongi guy. Rolling his eyes , he took the nearest to the front cashier.

" I'll take two shots, from the same as always "

The pale man flickered at me as he got seated. I avoided his gaze and looked away. But as soon as he gained his attention away from me, I enlisted my eyes towards him. His tattoos gave him a pure gangster look. The man who was tapping the table till the other guy brings the drink looks like he was involved with some serious shit. But the thing which was ringing my mind is ,

Does he know Oh Ki Sung?

I have to find out, but how? I couldn't just walk up to that guy and ask "Is that Oh Ki sung you are talking about?" As I was fighting my mind with thoughts, I suddenly reminisce Jungkook's words. Living here means either I had to shut up or die.

I got to be careful with words.

As I saw a empty table right next to Yoongi's, I promptly took my chance and got seated. I heeded at their conversation as the other guy acquainted him.

Both of them started drinking. From the way they were talking, it looked like they were working together for sometime. Who knows maybe they are doing something illegal , maybe they are transporting drugs even.

"I'm coming tomorrow evening to check-up. I'm warning you, Do not mess up" Yoongi slurped his drink as he talked.

" Yoongi, dude, when did I ever mess up?"

" It's really important this time. Don't be overconfident"

So Yoongi is coming here tomorrow. From what I heard this far, they are working under a man named Ki Sung who is maybe the guy I'm finding. I need to assure that he is the one. I have to follow him to this Ki Sung guy and find him.

I just need to follow him without getting notice right? I'm good at sneaking around.

I went out of the bar. I didn't get a job, but I did find something.

Thanks to that jerk I didn't have my lunch and I was starving. I had to satisfy myself from a fast food place for the night. After dinner, I went straight into my house.

The house is so quiet. My mind was lost in thoughts. There are so many questions. This city hides half of the truth. The murder of my family was still a mystery.

Could it be the same person?

This is a small world after all.

I need to find answers...

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