The heat of sunlight was touching my face. Is it morning already? A slight snore came from the other corner of the room. He breathed heavily and calmly.

I sat on my bed, slowly sliding the blanket away. Slowly I got down from by bed with a small creek. I tried my best not to wake up the sleeping Jungkook in my room.

Without having any idea where I was heading, I just walked, walked to find a wall that will lead me to the end of the room. Nervousness was washing me, but the strong feeling inside me fought against it.

Don't be afraid y/n

Step by step, I walked keeping my extended hands forward. At one moment, my hand was touching a cold surface of the wall. I just have to follow along the wall, come on you can do this,

As the walls guided me, I was walking with the help of the perception of the touch of my hand. Sometimes invisible things hit me while I was walking. Avoiding making loud noises and rumbling sounds, I was finally able to reach the edge of the door. This got to be the bathroom, Jungkook always took me to my left side went I wanted to use it. So that means, this should be opening to the right place,

As I opened the door with a clang, I heard Jungkook groaning. Did I wake up him?

I held my breath and listened carefully to detect any kind of movement from him. He didn't make any noise nor talked. Guess he's still asleep, he must be tired, A ceramic sink collided with me with a soft thud, making my face glow with the happiness of my victory.

" Ha! I made it,"

Locking myself inside the bathroom was a risky thing, but Jungkook seeing me taking a shower wasn't a good thing either. I locked the door and made my way to the sink. I felt so fresh after splattering water in my face.

Roaming inside for a while gave me the idea of the bathroom. It wasn't hard to guess what was where since I was already a little familiar with it from previous times.

I managed to take a peaceful shower alone, by myself. After I was done, I grabbed the towel nearby to wiping the water dripping down my body. I wore it up to my chest, tugging the corner of the towel to cover my body. Suddenly I heard rumbling noises from outside. The loud voice of him made me realise that someone just woke up,

" Fuck, Where did she go?" Jungkook's panic grunts made me think whether he had dropped from his couch and hit his head somewhere. He is literally behaving like a bunny that got attacked by someone at this point. I couldn't help but giggle at his reaction.

The towel which was covering me was too short, half of my thighs were exposed, showing off the bare skin of my legs. I made it to the door of the bathroom to unlock it and calm down the crazy man who was screaming out of his lungs,

" Are you here?"

He suddenly opened the door before I did, making me collide with his hard chest. I quickly caught my towel tightly which was about to slide down. Still, the water droplets were remaining on my body, leaking downwards,

He gagged.

I heard him breathing fastly. Ever since I was blind,my senses towards sounds, smell and touch were getting stronger. And boy he smells so good. What am thinking? I gulped as my heart raced faster than ever. He suddenly screamed in a loud voice,

"W'Y THE HELL DID Y'U DISS'PEAR LIKE TH'T WITH'UT TELLING ME?"

Did he swallow something? He sounds weird.

"Yah! You were fast asleep and you were snoring like a bear, so I left you there. And why are you shouting?" I furrowed my face, irritatedly.

"I DO NOT SNORE AND I DID NOT SHOUT"

He grumbled. What's with this crazy bunny? I sniggered at his behaviour,

"Yeah, you did," I chuckled. He again yelled at my ears,

" Just Come here, you'll catch a cold, put on some CLOTHES," He grabbed my hand and dragged me with him. I was lost in confusion with his acts. Sometimes he seriously has mood swings. Maybe what I guess was true, He actually might have hit his head somewhere,

"I just got out from a hot shower," I clutched the clothing tightly, which was wrapping me from my free hand. He walked fast, dragging me with him.

"So what? You want to stay naked then?" He hissed.

"Ew, no, how dare you," my face heated up with embarrassment. I could feel the red colour flushing them.

"Just put on some CLOTHES,"

He slightly pushed me to the bed making me slightly bounce on the mattress. He shoved me some clothes, covering me from the pile. What on the earth is with him and clothes?

"I'll be here in a minute," he stormed out of the room with a great hurry.

"This man," I mumbled to myself. The soft clothes were so relaxing. The baggy shirt was able to cover till my upper thighs. After pulling up some comfortable jeans, I waited till Jungkook comes.

I needed to clean my wound, but I couldn't do it without his help. The parted skin of my wound was stitched together. A huge scar was left there even the muscles were growing, closing the gash. That scar is going to leave a big mark there. But I didn't care. I wanted that mark remain on my body. It was a beautiful sacrifice after all, it will be there with me forever,

I touched the mark on my arm that dug skin drew a butterfly as I ran my fingers along it. It was the mark I was given when I became part of the Bangtan. I and the other guys were Ki Sung's property. He owned us by our souls. I still had that mark that made me his one of his toys that he played. I couldn't get away from it, it was carved inside my arm muscles.

We shared the same blood. I was born with mafia blood. I feel like peeling off the mark from my body to get off it. But self-harming will only claim him another victory,

I recalled the words I heard the last day we all spent together. The story that Kang Sung-Jin told us. Oh Ki Sung, the fearless mafia leader is destined to be killed by someone in our family.

My father knew it, that's why he wanted me to come back to the devil's den. After my family member's death, I was the only one who remained. Which means I am the one who's going to kill the king of the mafia,

How can I do it? He'll do anything to kill me. He has the power, the money and strength he need to destroy me. He already made my life a living hell. It was his fault that I was blind. But those words kept ringing in my mind. It's not about revenge at all. It is about fate. In the end of this war of our destinies,only one us will make it alive,

Jungkook returned, making me stop thinking about it. My heart sank when I realized that he went to bring me breakfast. Why is he doing everything for me? He was using every bit of his energy to heal me from inside and outside.

"You can try eating solid foods now, I called the doctor, he will be here any minute now," he placed my hands on the spoon and the bowl of sticky rice.

"Jungkook, You don't have to do all this. You should take a rest. It's not good for you"

I looked straight ahead, forward. Am I looking at you? I want to see you so badly. But will I ever be able to see you again? I felt a huge knot forming inside my stomach. Even I won't see your face again, your picture in my mind will never fade away,

"It's ok, I'm not tired at all," But his voice was tired. My heart ached with agony. I was sulking,

" When did you sleep last night?"

" It doesn't matter,"

"It does matter to me Jungkook, I know you are staying up all night checking on me," My voice cracked as I spoke.

Ding dong

The bell rang making giving him a good excuse to change the subject.

"Here he comes, wait here Y/n," He rushed out to accompany the doctor.  The two men entered the room. I heard a chair being dragged in front of me.

"So miss Y/n, how do you feel now? How's your wound?" His voice was friendly and gentle. I tried to answer his questions as good as I can. After some simple questions, he started to examine me. His fingers gently forced opened my eyes wide. Suddenly I felt the black colour changing to a lighter background. I blinked and stared at the somewhat shimmer in front of my eyes.

"Can you see the light Y/n? Is it still dark or a little brighter than usual?"

" It's brighter," I answered. With a clicking noise, the bright light disappeared again.

"Can recognise any shape in front of you?" I shook my head to sides with deny, "No," He didn't have any more questions. After cleansing my wound, the doctor stood up.

" I can't promise anything Jeon. It's all up to her. Getting back her vision is up to her. All we can do is wait. But do not keep high hopes"

A spark of hope lighted up my mind. I blinked couple of times and looked where I could hear their voices. Do I really have a chance? I heard Jungkook's soft sigh, "I understand," his voice was quiet.

"Take good care of her Jeon,"

"Thank you so much doctor, I'll do everything I can,"

You don't have to do more Jungkook. Because even I'm blind for the rest of my life, the only thing that matters to me is being with you...

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