I felt my heart beat.

I gasped, inhaling a large amount of air, filling my lung bags with pure oxygen. I rhythmically breathed in and out. I felt the cold yet clean air entering my alveolus. My head was weighing like I was carrying thousand pound sack on it.

Am I dead? Am I in heaven? But it's dark... This can't be heaven,so am I in hell?

I was lost in a world of black that had no illumination in it. My eyes lashes flutter opened, trying to espy an asset light source to gleam my world. But was the same result as before, Only the darkness was escorting me,

Why is it all black?

I heard my beating heart , the pulses that were thumping against my skin as the blood gushed through my veins, the puffing sound of my breathing, I could feel everything.

I'm not dead, I can't be dead, I wouldn't hear my heartbeat if I'm dead right?

I feel the softness of the mattress against my skin. My fingertips touched were touching the plush blanket that was covering me. I traced my fingers to feel the surface of the material. Even my hands had a tingling sensation and bit of a cramp, I was still able to move them,

I was able to move my body.

I tried to sit down by straightening my back but it was impossible since the usual force of gravity was holding me down. My body didn't budge to move. I brought my palm to caress my cheek. It was cold as ice. What did actually happened? My mind started frantically digging my brain for answers.

Suddenly it clicked me,

Everything started playing on my head like a tape recorder. I was with the seven boys, I was with the Bangtan boys

We on our mission to find the missing girl, which fatefully happened to be me. My identity was revealed in front them.They found out the truth about me, yet they helped me to escape. Why do I feel so paralyzed? why?

The poisoned blade...

I was injured because I was stabbed by the merciless dagger, but Seokjin, he helped me, he treated my wound. I safely got out from the war but, the boys,

They...they are gone.

The last thing I saw was the burning house that took the Bangtan member's lives away, except for one guy who saved me, who carried me on his back,

Jeon Jungkook, where is he? Is he still alive?

As the tingling was fading away, I could lift my arm. I weighted to my arms and leaned on the headboard of the bed. I felt exhausted even if it was just a simple move. Something was attached to my arm. I abutted my fingers to find the long thin tube that was tapped to my arm.

Just like someone is having saline,

Am I in a hospital? As I moved, I felt a sharp pain from the side of my abdomen. I hissed and slide my hand towards the area that was aching. It was bandaged, well wrapped without causing any harm to the wound. I remembered how Jin was sewing my wound at the last minutes of his life. I felt like something was stuck in my throat.

Is this all a nightmare? Everything happened to me was a dream?

My breath was so dry and warm. It was like a desert without water. I once again swallowed some saliva, wetting my parched throat. The figure of the man who was responsible to all of this imaged in my head. He's the reason, he was the one who caused this,

Oh Ki Sung...He did this...

The wind was dangling and blowing like a melody near my ears, brushing the cold breeze against my skin. Ticking sound of a clock was harmonising the ditty of the wind. I turned towards the direction that I felt the cold wind. It gently rubbed against my face, greeting me to the world.

I could feel everything. I could hear everything that hit my eardrums. But I was confused about something. Everything is ok but,

But why can't I see anything?

I was hundred percent sure that I'm not asleep anymore. I was fully awake and my eyes were wide opened. I blinked once, twice, thrice, but nothing was changing. It made me dumbfound and startled. The darkness was acquainting me rather than the soft luster of a light source. I slowly gestured my head to the right, to the left,

Still, everything seems to be the same,

As I heard footsteps pounding, I gained my attention towards the sound source, swilling my head towards that direction. It became closer and closer and then it suddenly stopped. A voice talked to me,

"Y/n?"

With a loud sound glass breaking, the footsteps hastened towards my way. My eyes squinted while  furrowing my eyebrows trying to figure out what was happening.

This voice is so familiar,

Again the same voice talked to me, "Y/n, can You hear me? You are finally awake,I was losing hope," I felt a body plopping near me,

That voice,I know that voice,

"Can you hear me?" Again the male voice inquired me. That's him, that melodies voice belongs to only one person in this world, I can't be wrong at all, it's him...

"Y/n!Can you hear me?" the anxious voice repeated his question. Suddenly my vocal cords were back to life. The air realised through my throat forming those vibrations to words. Only one word,

"Jungkook?"

" Y/n,god, Yes, It's me, It's me Jungkook," I felt his warm body hugging me, enfolding me in his arms.  "I thought I lost you too," his voice was emotional.

Is this real? It feels so real...

I touched his arm, they were the muscular arms that belong to him. My hand traced up to his neck reaching his face. A warm tear that rolled down his cheek, patched on my hand. I felt the silky soft hair of his,brushing the skin of my hand.

It's him, it's really him, it's Jeon Jungkook,

"Is this real? Are you real? It feels so real," my voice was rasp and quiet but it was clear, still lacking the energy in it.

"Of course I'm real, I'm right here with you," He took one of my hands and pressed it against his cheek, letting me feel the warmth of him. I brushed my fingers along his jawline,

It's really him,

But still, I didn't get the answer to the mystery remaining inside my head. I looked in the direction I can feel his presence, opening my eyes wide, trying to catch a glimpse of him. I breathed deeply, unable to espy his figure.

"Jungkoook,why is it dark in here? Are the lights off? Is it night?" I asked him while blinking several times. Why doesn't it make any difference? I felt his hands loosening the grip on me.

"Y/n," clear hesitation was plastered in his words. He looked taken back. For a second everything made sense to me. I gasped as a lighting went through my spine.

No wait!

I couldn't believe it, it wasn't not night nor lights were off. I had all senses  except for eyesight. That means only one thing, I can't see anything because,

Because I'm Blind.

I stared in disbelief. My eyes were filling with tears. They kept rolling down, falling into my shirt.

"I-I can't see anything,"

My hand moved back and forth in the air. I could feel the warmth of my tears streaming down my cheeks.

"Y/n, I want you to believe in me. To face both past and future," Jungkook's melodious voice talked to me. That voice was talking to me, telling me to believe him

The tears were not stopping. I couldn't stop the endless river of tears that was escaping my sockets. My destiny led me to a cruel fate,

I can no longer see the world, I lost my vision, my world is full of darkness,

"Jungkook, I'm blind, I can no longer see anything, It's filled with darkness,"

His both palms cupped my cheeks, perceiving the sweetest and strongest voice as he talked when he said  the most beautiful words in this world to me,

"Even the darkness is beautiful,believe me..."

The soft words grasped all of the strength in the world that I needed bring life to my soulless state. I let out a sob, respiring as I tried to steer my voice to words.

"You can't help me, there is no point in living like this. No one can help me," I talked through muffled voices. My shirt was getting wet because of amount of tears I shed. He caressed my cheeks,

"I'll become Your eyes. I'll be there to show your way. I'll become your eyes and show you the journey that lies ahead."

For a moment I felt like I'm not alone. For a minute I felt that I was rising up from my plight. It made my broken soul stronger, gathering the shattered pieces of my heart.That feeling, the feeling that made me realise that someone was there for you,

Someone wants me to live, He wants me to live,

I have to live.

I have to survive.

Because I will have Jungkook walking next to me, I was not alone. There was  someone in the world that I had to live for, I had to hold on my pains for,

I will continue my journey without my eyes, because he'll be my eyes to guide my way,

My hand moved to his cheeks, cupping them from my palm. I whispered to him,

"Be my eyes, I believe in you,"

I don't know if I was looking at him or not. But I could feel him looking straight into my eyes, I could feel that gaze on me. The eyes that will lead my way. To show me the world from his eyes.

I believe you, Jeon Jungkook...

My lips slowly curved to a smile. I hugged him. I hugged him tightly like there was no tomorrow, nuzzling into his neck. I didn't want to let go. I was protected when I am with him. Something deep inside said that I was safe when I'm with him.

He embraced me and held me tightly, enveloping his face against mine.

It made me comfortable,

It's warm, It's safe...

It's the safest place for me.

Don't cry Don't cry 😅

Listen to the song above while reading.

Her life is getting Challenging. I know y'all curious about next chapters.

Stay tuned.

Even the darkness is beautiful, believe me,
I'll become your eyes to show the journey that lies ahead...

Jeon Jungkook will be y/n's eyes.

Eyes of her life.

Damn I'm being so dramatic 😂

Love you loads.❤️ And tell me honestly you did cry reading this right? 😅I'm crazy don't mind me.

Bye bye

Special mention: My lovely angle purplefallenangel✨