I could feel the heat on my cheeks. He was staring at my soul. My heart was pounding like I was running in speed of hundred kilometres per hour. I tried to hide the blush of my face. God, this is so awkward.

"Who the hell is making such a big racket?" a sudden voice thundered making us both flicker at that way. I heard footsteps stumbling towards us. Jungkook hurriedly got off from me, giving me some space.

" Crap! Yoongi is up!"

"It's all your fault. Look, now you woke him up" he snapped at me with a troublesome look on his face. Yoongi entered the living room and shot glares at both of us. His messy hair and drwosy look meant that he was sleeping a while ago. He was fuming because of the defer of his sleep. But, you came in the right time Yoongi,

"Why the heck are you shouting like idiots? I just got back from work and you woke me up!" The white-haired man started yelling at both of us. His face was reddish with both frustration and annoyance. Jungkook tried calm the older member down. He timidly lowered his head to the elder.

"Sorry hyung, we didn't mean to do that"

" Yeah Yoongi, we are sorry," I tried to cope up with Jungkook. He snarled at me.

"You shut up!" I frown at him and remained quiet. Yoongi sighed and switched his attention to my arm. He smacked his lips.

"I see you got your mark there"

" Yeah, it was quite painful, now it's ok" I grinned at him. Jungkook threw a nasty look at me and mumbled himself something that I couldn't here.

"What did you say?" I whisper asked him, tilting my head towards him. He shot a glare at me and pushed me away. He looked at Yoongi who was yawning while rubbing his neck.

"Hyung, You should go to sleep again" Is he trying to get rid of Yoongi so he can beat me up? To my relief Yoongi shook his head denying his suggestion.

" No, I can't sleep now, you two already ruined it. I'm gonna have dinner" He started walking away from us, leaving me and Jungkook alone. Yoongi, come back! He suddenly turned like he remembered something.

" You two can join me if you are hungry. Others will be late to come home"

" We aren't hungry-" Jungkook was bothered by my I interference.

" Yeah, let's eat, I'm starving" I tucked behind Yoongi leaving Jungkook on the sofa.

" You are always"

Jungkook mumbled and followed us heaving a sigh since he was was the only one left. We went to the big kitchen to have dinner together. Yoongi took out some packed food and started to microwave it, while I and Jungkook waited till they heat up. I started playing with the chopsticks because I had nothing else to do.

" So how did it go? I heard it was pretty hard this time" Jungkook started a conversation with Yoongi, completely cutting me off. Yoongi started pouring juices to our glasses.

" Yeah, I had to go through some cops. Questions, questions, such nosey people. They wanted to know who gave me the permit to enter. Like I will let them know who did, pft" Yoongi answered with vexation plastered on his words. I didn't get a single thing about what he was saying. Must be one of their business thingies.

" They already got the money they wanted, " Jungkook asked with a surprise growing on his face. Yoongi sighed.

"I know right, trying to pretend that they are doing their work. Nasty hoes" He slammed his fist on the table making me slightly flinch. Looks like he has been through a rough day.

"I don't understand. Why did even Namjoon hyung take the deal? It's low-key against our strategy" Jungkook's expressions looked heavy and serious than before. The microwave shut down with a "Ting" sound. Yoongi handed over our plates and took a seat for himself before answering Jungkook.

" Even he couldn't refuse this time Kook. That man, He's getting more powerful day by day" He shook his head disappointedly and waited till his food cool down a bit. I quitely start poking my dinner while listening to their conversation. Their words were filled with tension. Are they scared? I couldn't imagine that these guys were scared of anyone. What man are they talking about? their boss?

" I don't like where this is going at all, can't we just drop the deals with him and get on our own?"

"I know your issues Kook, it's just, we can't get rid of him...he's too powerful" his words were firm but with in a second his eyes got softened.

"It's all because of politics. Even we have nothing to do with it. Still, it has affected us, a lot" Jungkook seemed to be lost in his thoughts with Yoongi's words. Yoongi turned at me after heaving a sigh.

"So you ready to work with us?" His question was hard to answer. Half of my mind was curious about how the underworld works while the other half was trying to pull me back with fear. I was vague about my thoughts.

" Umm.... honestly I don't know what I have to do" I spoke the truth.

" We do all kinds of things. Transporting drugs to blackmailing people. And sometimes we have to deliver these extremely confidential information" Yoongi explained while I stare at him with half mouth opened. Wow, I'm with some real criminals who know their thing.

" Like what?"

" Information that helps him to keep his political enemies low key" All I can say is that Their boss is a real freak. He must be having a powerful role in this city.

" We get all sorts of missions from him. After every deal, we get paid for our work. So far we never failed him" Taking a bite of his meal Yoongi proudly smiled evoking the facts of their victories. I noticed that he never spoke with their boss's real name. He kept addressing him as "He"

"Can you tell me who you mean by HE?"

Yoongi was silent this time. Why don't these guys like to talk about him? They kept holding back.

"He's the most powerful and cunning man in this town. He works as a CEO, everyone knows him as a successful man who worked hard to get to his current position. But his real power is underneath his cloak" Jungkook suddenly start speaking to my surprise. I could sense the hate, rage, the loathe encrusted his words.

"Kook-"

" He has to know hyung, he has to be aware of the god damn truth" God, he sounds so angry. I gulped down discerning the vengeance pleading his words. Yoongi placed a hand on his shoulder.

"Calm down Kook" he exhaled his breath as Yoongi talked to him. I waited for Jungkook to calm his nerves before I shoot my long waited question with a fainted voice.

"What's his name?" Jungkook exchanged a glance with the guy who was sitting near him. Yoongi let out a heavy sigh, when the other guy answered me.

"Oh Ki Sung. The most successful CEO here"

So it is him. It's really him. That's the man I need to find. What does he have to do with my family? Did he kill them?

I felt dizzy.

He's the mafia king ...

I felt difficulty with breathing. My lungs were twisting with pain. I opened and closed my mouth like a fish to breathe properly. Jungkook's frustrated mood changed as he noticed me acting weird.

" What's wrong with you?"

"No, nothing. It's just" I drank some water and breathed heavily. The sound of shouting men and my father's voice kept appearing in my mind. The crying noises, the footsteps rumbling, gun shooting, everything keep playing in my mind in loop.

"Are you ok Kid?"

Yoongi asked patting my back. I shook my head up and down.

"Maybe it's the wound" I stood up from the table. I really wanted to be alone at that point.

"Go and get some rest Yeong Seok. It was like that for me when I got mine. Go ahead, I'll clean the plate for you"

Yoongi took my plate, giving me a slight push. God, how much of care were covered under that cold face of his. He wasn't cold from inside like he showed the world. Jungkook worriedly glanced at me. I forced a small smile and managed dragged myself into my room before I completely burst into tears.

I locked the door and leaned my back on it. I slowly slipped down.

I couldn't hold it anymore.

Tears were overflowing nonstop.

He's the reason I don't have a family anymore.

My mind ran through the pictures of my dead mother and father.

And my sister Areum...

How could they kill that innocent child like that? She was just starting to see the beauty in the world and those bloodthirsty men took her life away. Have they got no heart? Memories of my five-year-old sister were making my heart clench.

God, I was looking forward to playing with you when you became older. I wanted to be the best sister for you...

I cried out loud.

I can't bare it anymore.

I cried, cried and cried.

I cried till there were no more tears left to cry, Till my head started aching because of crying, I kept crying.

I got between my blanket and wrapped myself.

"I'll find him. I'll find out what he has to do with them"

I closed my eyes.

I will find answers soon

Happy birthday to our dear lil mew mew.
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Happy happy birthday Suga.💜😺

We love you a lot Min Yoongi.

Borahae 💜