Theodore

This is far from what I had in mind, when Jaelen said she had a surprise for me.

I walked real close behind Jaelen as we made our way through the bodies of people in the nightclub that we're currently in. And my heart has been beating so loud since we got here, and I feel like I might pass out from social anxiety.

Oh, dear lord, if you hear me, please get me through this.

"Hey?", Jaelen began to rub my arm, I guess she must have felt my discomfort. my hands were sweating like crazy and my breathing was uneasy. "You don't have to talk to anyone if you're uncomfortable, and I'm right here with you", she lightly bit my ear lobe as she whispered.

I close my eyes letting out a breath. I nodded my head. "Alright?".

God, I'm starting to get that tingly feeling down there again, and I'm not sure what it means. Yet it always happens when I'm around or thinking about Jaelen, so I guess it's a good thing.

"Okay", I smiled, grabbing her hand. As long as she's with me I don't care where I am.

"Ok, come on sweets!" She began pulling me to a secluded area in the upstairs part of the club.

If only Kai could see me, I thought to myself. He always told about how It would be cool to sneak into a college party or club, he made a list of things he wanted us to do before we were of to college next year.

I scrunched up my nose in disgust as the smell of sweat and tobacco filled my nostrils, as we walked past the bar.

He can definitely check this off the list.

"Is that better?" She asked as she began resting her legs across lap as she got comfortable in the booth table we were sitting at. I'm not going to lie, that made the tingly feeling 10 times worse. But of course, I wasn't going to tell Jaelen about it.

I bit my bottom lip to suppress the moan that wanted to slip from my lips

"Yeah, I-Its fin-fine", I attempted to hide my discomfort while she began rubbing her heel against my manly parts. God, does it feel good

"Are you sure sweetness? Because you look like you're holding yourself back from me", a mischievous smirk formed upon her face, as she began applying more pressure to my lower region.

"Mmmm, Jaelen, Please!" I whispered moaning, as she started moving dangerously slow with her heel.

God, I feel like I'm about to explode.

"Please what?" She smirked, are you asking to let you cum?"

I frantically shook my head. "Mmmm, Yes!", as I felt myself getting closer.

"Then Cu-"

"Theodore?".

Jaelen quickly removes her legs from my lap and I pout at the loss of contact, because I was seconds away from releasing myself but I just sit up in my seat and try to get my breathing back. And act like nothing happened as Winifred approached our table.

Oh, dear Lord. What is she doing here? And what if she tells my parents about this. Oh, God, of course she was gonna tell them, once dad hears about this it's off to the wilderness and living life on the grid.

Just relax baby Jaelen said, as she scooted closer to me and began rubbing my shoulders. Slowly easing my worries away, I closed my eyes, enjoying her hands on me.

"Hey, girl you look good!", Jaelen complimented Win then began waving one of the workers over. I just sat there uncomfortably with my gaze on the table, trying to avoid Win's staring.

"What can I get for you beautiful ladies?" the waiter said while smiling at Jaelen. I felt this feeling of anger rising in me as he looked at her.

"Can I get a strawberry daiquiri and buffalo wings?", Jaelen smiled. Why is she smiling at him? I don't want her looking at anyone like that but me

"And what about you guys?", The waiter asked. "I'll have the same thing", Win told

"Alright, and for you?", he pointed his pen to me.

"I'm fine" I said, as I put my arm around Jaelen pulling her closer to me.

His eyes darted to Jaelen then me, and I sent a knowing smirk his way. That's right she's mine.

"I'll be right back with your orders", He said.

Win had finally spoken up once he was out of sight. "Theodore, what da hell were you thinking coming to a nightclub?. You know-how yo dad be", Win said, eyeing me across the table.

I nervously swallow.

"I-"

"Girl calm down" Jaelen said, putting her hand on my lap and began rubbing my thigh.

This girl is gonna be the death of me.

"He's here with me, so just mind your business".

Win gave a dumbfounded look."I didn't even know you like white dudes", Win said.

"And, Theodore, don't worry about me telling your old man. Just don't drink anything with alcohol in it".

"Deal" I smiled.

"Jaelen and Winifred!. I'm so happy that y'all came". Some dark skin guy said as he walked to our table.

Who is he?

"Justin!", Jaelen said, as she got up and hugged the guy, and I didn't like that at all.

After they ended the hug he nodded his head in my direction. "Who dis?"

"This is my boo" Jalen smiled, as she sat in my lap, and that had my cheeks turning red, and Win just looked around while shaking her head.

"Awe, so you off da market huh?", He laughed. "Sup man, I'm Justin stan, the owner of this place and these two's friends", he announced.

"Theodore", I told, as I held Jaelen closer to me, making sure that he knew she was mine.

"Here you go", the waiter had returned."Two strawberry daiquiris and two Buffalo wing combos", he placed their drinks and food on the table.

"If y'all need anything else just let me know," the waiter said, as he winked at Jaelen before walking out. What the heck is going on with all these dudes tryna flirt with her like I'm not here.

"Mmm, these wings are good. Mmm" here sweetness try some", she held a wing up to my mouth. "Mmm, I let out as Jaelen feeds me some of her food. She's right! It is good.

"So how y'all liking the place so far?", Justin asked, taking one of Win's wings. "boy!... You better get yo own wings", she warned. "Why everyone like eating my food?".

Jaelen waves her off. "And yeah, you know I'm enjoying myself". Jaelen took a sip of her daiquiri.

"Mmm, I'm enjoying myself too, but when I get on the dance floor, imma be having the time of my life!", Win smiled, doing a little happy dance in her seat.

"Girl you better take it easy on that drink, because you know you are a lightweight" Jaelen clarified, while feeding me another fry. And I slightly graced her fingers with my teeth. She just bites her lips and starts moving herself on my lap.

"You have no idea what you're getting yourself into", she whispered in my ear. She's absolutely right about that, but it's like when I'm with her I can't seem to think clearly. All I want to do is please her.

"Ooooh, This is my song!. Come on Jay let's go dance!", Winifred said, as she started pulling Justin to the dance floor.

"Dang girl slow down!", Justin said. And the moment they were out of our site's Jaelen smashed her lips onto mine.

The taste of her daiquiri lingered on her tongue causing me to moan out from the sweetness.

"Mmmm, I let out, as she slowly starts grinding on me and sucking on my bottom lip. I so desperately tried to keep up with her rhythm.

"If we weren't in this place right now Theodore", she warned with her eyes closed. "I would have you moaning like crazy and wouldn't stop until you were seeing stars". She smirks.

My lips were swollen from our kissing and my breathing was ragged.

I blush and look away from her. God, she's so outgoing and always says what's on her mind, and I just love that about her. I just hope I can be as confident as she is one day.

"Sweetness, let's go and dance", she began to pull me on the dance floor. Oh, God, my anxiety was back.

It was all just too much to handle. I wasn't used to stuff like this. Lying to my parents, going to clubs, hanging out with girls to do things that my father would say "is sinful". I did feel bad about lying to them, but I don't regret not coming here with Jaelen, no matter how uncomfortable I am. Because I love that feeling of butterflies I got whenever she looks at me.

I said certified freak Seven days a week wet ass pussy make that pull-out game weak

"See you go have to move over! Because imma bout to tear it up on this dance floor!" Jaelen yelled, then began shaking her backside on me.

I don't wanna spit, I wanna gulp, I wanna gag, I wanna choke

I want you to touch that little dangly thing that swings in the back of my throat.

I was just so mesmerized from watching Jaelen dance. It was just so, so desirable. The way she moved her hips to the beat of the music, and the way she kept her eyes on me almost like she was dancing for me. It was so hot, and I just stood to the side awkwardly admiring her.

"Boy, what you just standing there fo? Come over here and dance with me sweets", she said, as she put an arm around my neck and began to move her butt on my front.

God, I'm not sure if it was my anxiety but It felt like everyone was looking at us. probably wondering what a dorky white kid like me was doing with someone as breathtakingly beautiful as Jaelen.

"Just relax", she whispered and guided my hands so that they were on her hips. After a few minutes of her swaying her hips on me, my hands started moving up and down her body, and my little friend started to wake from his slumber.

"Oh, "Someone's excited?" Jaelen whispered, as she began to dance slower on me.

"Mhm, only for you, beautiful", I moaned, out of her ear, and started nibbling on it.

"Mmm, now you better keep that same energy when we are all alone in the car," she said, as she threw her head back against my chest. I'm not sure what it was, but having her this close to me was making me feel so confident right now.

"We can go right now if you want?", I softly bit down on her ear.

"Ahhh!", she quietly lets out. "alright sweetness let's go. Shoot forget Win, I'll text her later on" she said, and began pulling me towards the front.

Oh dear Lord, what have I gotten myself into?.

"We about to find out if you'll all talk or about the action, when we get in this ca-"

"Well, well What do you know?. If it isn't Church boy", the annoying deep voice spoke.

Please, God no. Not now, not when Jaelen is with me. What is he doing here?

"Who is this?, sweets" Jaelen began rubbing my arm, and Brandon just looked at her with lust in his eyes.

"I'm Brandon. Nice to meet you", he held out his hand to her and all she did was look at it.

"Jaelen," she said, firmly. "Anyway, we have to go", I tried moving around him, but he wouldn't let me.

"Or, how about you just leave while I keep her company", he suggested, trying to take Jaelen's hand but I quickly pulled her behind me.

"No!", I said, looking at him and I could tell that he didn't like that at all.

"How about we ask her", he smirked, then turned to Jaelen. "Wouldn't you much rather have someone with the experience and who actually knows how to please you in the bedroom?. Like me, and not some loser church boy who can barely form a sentence when talking", he said, glancing at me and I lowered my head in humiliation. "He wouldn't know how to handle a woman like you".

"And you think that you can handle me huh? Is what you're saying", Jaelen moved from behind me and started towards him, and I couldn't handle the heartache that I felt watching her go towards him, but I was too humiliated to even move or let alone stop her. God this is what I've been dreading, the day when she realized that I wasn't going to be enough for her and she needed someone with experience of pleasuring a woman and not some same inexperienced little boy.

"How about you let me take you back to my place and I'll show you", Brandon smirked while looking directly at me, and I couldn't take it anymore so I quickly ran out the door before Jaelen had the chance to respond and I got in my car and drive away with tears in my eyes. I know that it was too good to be true. But I thought she was different, I thought she really wanted me.

God, how could I be so foolish to think she would want someone like me, when in reality the girls always go for Bad Boys, jocks but never go for the dorky, quiet, mathematic types.

Jaelen

"Thanks for bringing me home girl," I said to Win.

She waved me off "Girl don't mention it. And if he still hasn't called you by tomorrow, I'll try talking to him", she said, as I was about to get out but she stopped me.

"Jaelen I just want you to know something first tho" she said, all serious. "Theodore is like a little brother to me and I grew up with him and his brothers, and when Peter and Josh went off to college, I promised them I'd look out for him. He's such a good kid and he doesn't always stand up for himself, Kai told me about that Brandon dude who you kneed in the balls back at the club, has been bullying Theodore since freshman year".

"That's why he got kneed in his shit," I snickered. "He better be thankful that security and Justin got there before I could really do some damage" like dude really thought I was about to go with him, but little did he know was that the second I got close enough I took my knee and rammed it right into his baby-makers.

"Any other time I would lecture you about fighting people when we go out, but this time Imma let it slide Win shook her head while smiling. "Look I saw the way that he was looking at you tonight, Jaelen Win told, and began looking ahead like she was deep in thought.

"I'll try my best to help y'all out with his parents so y'all can have more time together. But just promise me that you won't hurt him, Jay? Please he's such a sweet kid and he has the most Kindest Heart ever and he deserves someone who's going to love him just as much. So I need to know", she was examining me.

I wasn't gonna lie, I felt a bit uneasy under her gaze.

"Is he really what you want?

"Yes", I said, without hesitation. "And I promise that I won't hurt him intentionally".

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