Theodore 

My heart was beating out of my chest and my palms were moist, like I had just gone swimming.

Just calm down Theodore I told myself, but I couldn't help it. She was sitting so close to me that if she were to move her leg it would be in my lap.

I'm not sure what was happening but I knew I liked it, it was this feeling that I get in my stomach whenever I think about her or see her.

It was like a volcano of butterflies erupting in my stomach, and it was the best feeling I ever had and I hoped that she felt it too.

Her sweet smoothing voice grabbed my attention.

"I'm sorry Theodore, I seem to have taken up all of the space", she said with a pout on her adorable face making me just want to kiss them even more , and suck on them too.

I bit my lip.

"I can move if you want,'' she said and started to move her legs around me, and I quickly started panicking.

I didn't want her to move her legs, so I quickly grabbed them and put them back where they were and she just smirked at me.

"Y- you don't h- have to move the- them", I said, trying not to stutter as much, keyword trying.

We looked into each other's eyes as I involuntarily began rubbing her legs, they were so soft and smooth like she just shaved them, and I enjoyed being this close to her.

"If you say so Theo", she went back to watching the movie, but not before she let her hand brush against my upper thigh.

I closed my eyes letting out a breath. Jesus Take the Wheel.

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"C- can I ask yo- you something?", I said while looking at Jaelen. She and I were the only ones in the living room and if I wanted to talk to her I needed to do it while nobody was around.

Well I mean Win was in here but she was out cold and Kai had gotten a call from Maddy, and he's been gone ever since.

"Sure, what do you want to ask me? Cutie," she said while making duck lips and grabbing my cheeks. Which just causes my cheeks to turn even redder.

God what is she doing to me I said to myself.

"Wh- why didn't you e- ever ca- call or text me?", I asked while looking at her with soft eyes.

Maybe she's just not into dorks like me, and believe me when I say that I'm a huge dork, I dress like a grandpa, I'm not as muscular as Kai and my brothers and I vintage coin collection. What girl is gonna find that attractive.

"I- is it because you f- felt lik- like you had to give m- me your number because yo- you felt s- sor sorry for me?", I was a bit hurt and prayed that that wasn't the reason why.

But a part of me knew that it was.

She just looked at me with a bit of confusion written over her face like she didn't know what I was talking about.

She doesn't have to act like it's not true so she can spare my feelings.

Maybe she does, believe it or not, if she said that she doesn't like me in that way, I wouldn't know what to do. There is a kid at my school who's been picking on me since freshman year. I had to deal with his constant name calling and harassment for so long I got used to it, but if Jaelen were to say she didn't like me in that way, I would be crushed.

The feeling of rejection would be worse than any physical or emotional harm Brandon has ever done to me.

"Your cars here right?", She asked while looking at me with a straight face and not giving any emotions away.

"Yeah, I whispered. while looking down and trying to avoid her eyes, because I didn't want her to see me cry when she rejected me.

God, listen to yourself of course she doesn't want someone as soft as you I said to myself while I kept my eyes on the floor, hopefully, she does it quickly.

So that way after she's finished I can just get in my car and drive home.

"Tell your friend that you're going to take me home and I'll be waiting for you outside", Jaelen said and began making her way out the living room.

Is it supposed to hurt this much when you like someone? I said above a whisper and began going to find Kai.

*****

It was dead silent, the only noise that can be heard is the other cars and the sound the tires make every time someone makes a turn.

I had never been this nervous in my whole life, not even when I asked my parents to let me spend the night at Kai's.

This was a different kind of nervousness, it was the kind that makes your stomach tight and hard for you to breathe.

And even give you a little migraine.

I started to feel all of those things and some, but I was beyond scared for what she was going to say.

I couldn't handle the thought of her being with someone else, it- it just hurts even thinking about it.

"You see that Burger King right there?", she pointed out.

Is she still hungry?

She and Win were the main ones that were eating the majority of the pizza and wings.

But if she's still hungry I'll get her something, my girl's gotta eat, I thought to myself with a smile on my face, wait did I just say that she's my girl.

God, Theodore she's not yours and probably never will be. But a boy could dream

"Yeah", I said back, and waited for her to tell me what to do next.

"Park right behind the store", she orders and I do as I was told, and begin preparing myself for what is about to come next.

But instead of her talking she began taking her seat belt off and started climbing over to my seat, where she placed herself on my lap.

Oh God, oh God, oh God, oh my God.

I couldn't even get my thoughts together and my heart was beating way too fast and I was scared that it might stop at any second. Was this actually happening? Was this beautiful creature really seated on my lap or was this a dream?

"Let your seat back", Jaelen had whispered in my ear while letting her lip brush up against them and that caused me to let out a moan with my eyes shut.

"Jae-"

before I could get it out she had grabbed my face and smashed her lips onto mine. I had never kissed anyone before, so I was completely lost.

I didn't know what to make out of this, but all I know is that I'm not going to let this opportunity pass.

So I started moving my lips along with her and trying my best to keep up with her, but boy was she good at this.

"Mmm", we both let out when she started moving her lower body on mine, and that's when I took my lips from hers and threw my head back, and welcomed the pleasure that she was giving me right now.

"Mmmm", I let out as she continued rocking her hips into mine and started kissing and sucking on my neck if only my dad could see me now I said to myself while I started moving my hips a little bit too.

He would flip his lid, I'd never be allowed out of the house, he would probably move me to the middle of nowhere to keep me from civilization and "the sins of the world".

" J-J Jay I-I I think w- we might ha- have to stop, I ha- have to pee!" I let out while trying to move her. Instead of stopping she took both of my hands and held them behind my seat, and started moving even faster.

My mind was going a mile a minute, and the sweet Taste of strawberry from her lip balm lingered in my mouth. She was intoxicating, and all I wanted to do was get lost in her.

"Oh, God!" Jay" I let out. And she quickly put her lips back on but this time she added her tongue, and that's when the urge to pee got even worse.

And she wasn't making it any better. Her tongue explored every inch of my mouth, and at one point they wrestled with each other and she won of course, then proceeded to sucked on my tongue.

"Mmm", I moaned while trying to free my hands but she had a good grip on them and she wasn't letting up on me.

"Mmm Jaelen, please" I moaned out while I attempted to pull my lips from her, but she wasn't having it.

She lowered her mouth to my ear and began to nibble on it, I closed my eyes and placed my hands on her hips.

"Open your mouth" she whispered out. With a bit of hesitation I did as I was told.

"Good boy", she praised. before she took her tongue and started playing with mine and suckling on my bottom lip, and that was all it took for me to let everything go that I was holding in, and God did it feel so much better.

"Awww, you cum?", Jaelen had let out a pout on her face that instantly turned into a smirk.

My cheeks turned pink.

"I-I I'm, oh God" I let out as Jaelen began moving her hips again and sucking on my neck.

"J-Jay wa- wait I let out", while out of breath she never gives me time to calm myself.

"N-"

"No! I-I didn't get a ch- chance to cu- cum", she moaned. Continuing to move her hips and making both of us throw our heads back and ecstasy

"Oh God" I'm almost there!" She announced and started moving even faster and making that pee feeling come back but this time it was coming a lot faster.

"Ahhh, mmm" Jay?" I-"

"I know cum with me baby", she whispered and started licking my neck.

That was it for me.

"Ahh, ahh mmm ", we let out at the same time and were just trying to calm our breathing.

I was just looking up at the ceiling of my car and trying to get my thoughts together, well that was until I felt Jaelen releasing my hands and started kissing my neck.

"Your mine Theodore", she whispered

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