Theodore

I took a deep breath, wiped my tear-stained cheeks and prayed that what I just heard was all a part of my hallucination and not the voice of the girl who broke my heart into a million pieces.

"Theodore, please look at me", she pleaded.

I shake my head still facing the door and not looking at her. "What are you doing here?", I twiddle my thumbs.

"You and I need to talk, and you've been avoiding my calls", she said as I heard her start to make her way towards me.

My heart quickly started racing out of nervousness and my palms began to sweat.

"Theodore, I just want you to know how sorry I am", she wrapped her arms around me, and my entire body went stiff.

"I didn't mean to hurt you, I was only tryna teach that jerk a lesson for picking on you".

Huh? What does she mean she wanted to teach him a lesson? Like in the bedroom?

God why is this happening? everything was going fine till she showed up, I can't do this. I'm not ready to face her.

"I didn't sleep with him if that's what you're thinking".

I finally turned around to see the same beautiful brown eyes that were so full of life, now looked sad and miserable.

She looked like she hadn't gotten a good night's sleep In weeks.

Was I the cause of this?.

It shouldn't matter to me, I should be happy to see that she looks as miserable as I feel. some would be glad to know that the one who hurt them we're suffering and not doing well, but not me.

Jaelen had sunk her claws so deep into me It had me so far gone, It wasn't about how I felt at the moment It was about comforting her and letting her know I was here for her even If she didn't care for me like I do her.

Did I do this to her? I thought to myself as I pulled her closer to me and we just hugged each other like our lives depended on it.

I rested my head on top of her head and inhaled her intoxicating perfume that had my body relaxing.

"I kneed him in the balls, that's why I was walking towards him not because I wanted to go home with him", she whispered, and I know that she was crying because I could feel my chest getting wet and I held her tighter.

She didn't sleep with him?.

"I...I", I didn't know what to say I felt like a complete idiot.

That's why Kai and Win wanted me to talk to her so badly because what I thought happened really didn't happen. God I'm such an idiot. For weeks I was In my room laying around crying over her wondering why I wasn't good enough for her, thinking I was unworthy of her love. Here I was thinking she was living her best life with Brandon, just for me to learn nothing happened between them.

I would never admitted out loud but for weeks the more days that past I slowly begun to hate her for what she did to me, I loved the person I was with her and when I left her at the club I knew no one else could make me feel the way she did, my heart would never feel whole again.

I hated her for being so beautiful and catching my attention on the very first day, I hated her for invading my every thought, and most of all I hated her for making It so easy for me to fall in love with her and driving me insane.

But I wanted her, God I still wanted her. I had to make this right, I didn't care what It took. I would beg if I had to.

"I'm so sorry, Jaelen", I pulled her closer and started kissing her head.

She shook her head.

"You didn't even give me a chance to explain", she wrapped her arms around herself as she pulled away from me.

I felt my heart pounding against my chest.

"You just assumed that I went home with him and stopped talking to me".

"I was so heartbroken she wiped her eyes, and if it wasn't for Win I wouldn't be here right now".

"I thought why should I care about some stupid birthday party, when he didn't care enough about me to even call", she rolls her eyes.

I frantically shake my head.

"Jaelen, that's not true I do care about you. I-I was just hurt and I thought you didn't want me anymore", I tried to pull her to me but she took a step back.

I ran a hand through my hair. God please, just let her hear me out. I can't lose her again.

"Jealen-"

"No!, I told you before I didn't want anyone but you, but you clearly didn't believe me", she turned away.

"Did I ever give you a reason to question my loyalty for you?", she softly asked.

"Or give you a reason not to trust me?"

"No", I shook my head while looking down at my feet.

"Then what was it then!", she said, sounding irritated. "Because you've been ignoring me for almost 4 weeks I need to know why".

"Because I was embarrassed okay!", I yelled back, and she just looked at me with confusion.

"What Brandon had said about me being a virgin, was true", I walked away from her to go and sit on the bed.

"And I was terrified of what you might think if you knew", I said, letting the tears fall.

"I thought that if you knew you would realize that you didn't want me anymore and that you wanted someone with experience".

"Hey", she said, now sitting beside me as she rubs my shoulders, and I just relax into her touch.

"I wanted to call you so many times", I cried.

"But I didn't, I thought maybe you wanted Brandon and I didn't want to get in the way of your happiness".

"Look at me Theodore", she whispered, and placed both of her hands to the side of my face and turned so that I'm now looking at her.

God, she's so beautiful, and I've missed her so much.

"I already know that you're a virgin," she giggled.

"From the way you were moaning when we were making out our first time in your car".

I instantly started blushing from embarrassment, and I couldn't do anything but look at her.

"And you thought you had to pee when you were about to cum", she smirks.

"I guess it was kind of obvious huh?", I said, making us both laugh.

"Yeah", she closed her eyes and rested her head on mine.

It felt like my heart was going to beat out of my chest for being this close to her and my pants were starting to get a little tight when I got a whiff of her perfume.

"And I still want you", she whispered, as she smashed her lips against mine and placed her hands in my hair, and lightly tugged on it.

"Mmmm, Jaelen", I let out and pulled her on my lap and she immediately started moving her hips against my lower half.

And boy was I loving it. I took my lips away from her and started kissing and sucking on her neck.

"Theodore", She moans out and throws her head back with pleasure.

I just smiled knowing that I was doing it right, I remembered when she first did it to me and how good it felt so I thought why not return the favor.

I wanted her In ever way you want a person. She was my person and I felt whole whenever I was with her.

I wanted her to be my first and I wanted to be her last everything.

"Jaelen?".

"Hmm?".

"I want you to be my first", I whispered, while still placing light kisses on her neck.

"Theodore", she pulls back to look at me. "You don't have to have sex with me because you feel like you have-"

"I love you", I say cutting her off and she just looks at me with surprise, and I can't help but to blush.

God, I've never been this bold in my life, but here goes nothing.

"From the moment I laid eyes on you, I've loved you and I can't get you out of my head, your smile, that intoxicating laugh of yours, these beautiful big brown eyes that I admire so much", I confessed. We both let out a laugh and she lets a few tears roll down her cheeks.

But I wipe them away and gently rub her cheeks as we look into each other's eyes.

"Every night when I close my eyes and go to sleep since I met you, all I've been seeing is the beautiful brown girl who stole my heart".

"I'm so in love with you that it hurts. I feel like I can be my true self around you", I rested my head against hers.

"Why you gotta go and say stuff like that, knowing that it's gonna have me up here crying", she sniffled.

I just smiled at her and kissed her pouty lips, and we were quickly back to making out.

She took her lips away and started kissing down my body and I just threw my head back in ecstasy while biting my lip from how amazing it felt.

"Theodore?", Jaelen said, seductive like and I quickly looked down at her.

"I want you to keep your eyes on mine alright sweets?", I just smile when I hear her call me that, oh how I missed it.

"Yes".

"Good, now take off your shirt", she demanded. I quickly did as she said, and began to unzip my pants and start pulling them down along with my underwear.

Now my anxiety is back and my heart is racing, and my cheeks are probably as red as an apple.

God, what if I'm to small or what if she doesn't enjoy it, or-"

"Ahhhh!, my eyes instantly rolled to the back of my head when Jaelen's hands wrapped around my shift. "Mmmm, Jaelen, please don't stop!", I moaned.

"Oh, believe me, I'm not", she licked the tip and I just lost it after that.

"God, you're so big", she said, more to herself with excitement.

"And it's all for me", she said to herself, before taking my whole shift in her warm mouth, and she started sucking and swirling her tongue around it.

At this point, I don't care if we get noise complaints in the morning, all I care about is how good her mouth felt wrapped around me.

"Ahhh, Jaelen!".

"Mmmm", she lets out as I put my hands on the back of her head to control her movement.

And she just started bobbing her head and I felt myself hitting the back of her throat.

"Jaelen!".

"Princess, I'm so close!". She just took me out of her mouth and started slowly licking me up and down while smiling.

"Mmmm. But I don't know if I want you to cum yet", she smirks.

"Ahhh!", I felt that familiar feeling like I was going to burst any second, but I quickly grabbed the back of Jealen's head and shoved myself down her throat and I immediately cum when I made contact with her warm tongue.

"Aaa, aaah aah!". I fell back and caught my breath.

"God, that was so incredible".

"Haha, and that's not even the best part", Jealen slowly started taking off her clothes and I couldn't help the blush was starting to appear on my face.

I never seen a girl naked, this was all just so new to me.

Jealen places both of her hands on my legs and slowly moves them up my stomach and she circles her nail around one of my nipples.

I bit my lip and closed my eyes.

"Mmm", I let out as she wrapped her arms around my neck and climbed on my lap, her sex rubs against mine and I can feel how extremely wet she is.

This is it.

"How bad do you want me sweetness?", She grabbed hold of me and started rubbing it in her juices.

"Mm, so, so much princess", I moaned. "Please, baby".

She places me inside her and we both let out a moan in pleasure.

"Oh, God!", I throw my head back as Jaelen starts moving her hips In circles.

"Aaah, Theodore!".

This felt a hundred times better than being in her mouth, I'm not sure how to describe it but it was like Paradise.

I grabbed hold of her breasts and placed one in my mouth while playing with the other in my hand.

"Mmmm", Jaelen moans as I start sucking on her breasts and she just holds my head in place. As she started bouncing I wasn't sure how much longer I was gonna last.

I love the feeling of being inside her as she started squeezing the life outta my lower half here and there. "Oh God, Jaelen baby please don't stop, I'm almost there!", I moaned.

She began moving faster and I could feel her fluids running down my leg and the sound of our skin slapping against each other could be heard throughout the room.

"Mmmm, come with me baby", she whispered. just like that I let myself go right inside of her and I feel her liquids as well running down onto my thighs.

"Wow", I fell back on the bed but not without taking my Princess with me.

"That was incredible", I smiled and began kissing all over her gorgeous face.

God, I love this girl so much.

"I love you too".

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