I pull at my turtle neck uncomfortably as I slowly make my way down the side walk.

I had thrown on a pair of high waisted skinny jeans and a red turtle neck, in hopes of hiding the mess. Oh as well as a pair of black ankle booties.

"Miss. You've arrived at your destination."
I nod at my body guard and slip into the cafe, hearing some yelling coming from outside but ignoring it.

I eye the interior and smile. It was a yellow themed cafe sporting flowers and a happy vibe, a strong scent of coffee invading my nose pleasantly.

I walk towards the corner and sit down with a light aura, serotonin was high as I find small sunflowers on the menu in front of me.

"Hey Dumbass, Been awhile."
I look up and smile brightly. It was Katsuki.

He was dressed in some casual wear, a black gucci shirt, some black pants and some black shoes...

"Still emo as ever."
I laugh looking him up and down, he just chuckles before eyeing me back.

"You're literally wearing a sweater right now, and it's not even cold."
I pause before laughing, a nervous sweating building up.

"Oh hah... It's just because before I came here I was in a very hot country. So I'm used to more hot weather.. yea..."
Katsuki raises a brow but doesn't question it only slipping in opposite me, a dopey grin on his face.

"God.. It feels like forever hey.."
I nod while playing with the hems of my turtle neck, a soft flush taking over my cheeks.

"It still feels like yesterday when you left-"

"Oh hey! When I did leave. Who took my place?"
Katsuki leans in while staring me down.

"Shinso."
My face lights up as memories of a old friends resurfaces.

"Oh him! I always knew he'd get in... but just maybe not this way haha."
Katsuki calls over a waitress as they run over innocent looks on their face.

"My usual. And her?.."

"Oh! I'd have a passion fruit green tea thank you!"
I smile thankfully at the small lady before turning to Katsuki, a light aura floating around me.

"Anyway.. So before you so rudely cut me off.."
He chuckles before carrying on.

"Why did you leave?"
My body runs cold as I freeze. That was so sudden...

"O-oh... I- It was just a lot happened.. and I uh- I knew If I stayed any longer, I wouldn't have lasted hah-"
Katsuki sighs, when I stared at his face I could see hints of sadness.

"We should've helped-"

"You guys did! You helped me so much! But why I left-... I wouldn't be alive today-"

"WOULDNT BE ALIVE-"

"Yes Katsuki. I was so close-"

"WHY DIDNT you talk to us?!"

"Katsuki-"

"Why didnt you talk to us!?"

"Katsu-"

"WHY DIDn-"

"KATSUKI."
I shout abruptly scaring him half to death as he jumps slightly, staring me down.

"Just listen."

"I left because I had too. I needed to escape. I needed to breathe."
I say playing with the hem of my shirt, my gaze casted down.

"I met my mother when I left. I met her for the first time in 10 years. She took me in. And we traveled the world."

"She trained me all she knew. Because I don't use my quirk anymore... not after what happened here. And then I met.... him."

"He definitely made me into who I am today. I'm stronger now because of him. He made me happy-"
The waitress comes over clutching a tray before politely putting our drinks down and leaving.

"Didn't seem like it at the meet up."
Katsuki says grabbing his black coffee and taking a long sip.

"Ye-... But-"

Do I tell him? Tell him all the bad things he has done to me?

"Look. If you don't want to tell me don't. But just know I'll always be here for you-"
I tear up slightly before laughing.

"God did I ever tell you how much I love you."
Katsuki freezes, his face falls a sad look taking over.

"Do...."
"What was that?"
I say completely focusing on the slumped man in front of me.

"Don't lie."

"What do you mean?"
My tone was confused as I clutch my drink in my grip.

"You don't love me."
I crunch my brows together before sighing.

"Katsuki I don't know what you-"

"You love Todoroki."
My blood runs cold as Katsuki finally looks up, his piercing red eyes digging into my soul.

"What.... do you mean?"
I could feel panic setting in as he stares me down.

"You love Todoroki. Even after everything... I can see it in your face. Your actions. You eyes."
He cleared his throat before looking away, something lying behind his eyes.

Wh-....
His words played over and over in my mind as I stroked the brim of my cup, guilt weighing heavily in my stomach.

even after everything...

Fuck.

"Look... I'm sorry-"

"Why are you apologising?"
I freeze before looking up our gazes meeting.

"I-..."
I don't know. I'm just so used to being blamed by Sora... God what's wrong with me.

"Whatever. Let's just- Let's just forget about what ever we just talked about-... I have a meeting to attending now- I'll see you next time."
Bakugou stood up before quickly speed walking out, leaving me behind in a wave of confusion. He just left.

I clench my jaw tight as I grip my cup hard. It's only been 2 days back in Japan, and everything is already going to shit.

I remember the night I left. I stormed out of the school dorms in tears, heartbroken and hurt. That's when a portal opened. It was mother. She was using her quirk. No questions asked I went in. When I reached her on the other side she fell down in a sick mess, apparently she couldn't use her quirk anymore. It's too dangerous. I remember we shared a few tears, hugs, and kisses as we discussed what will happen to me. I was to stay with her and travel the world. Without even questioning it she started trained me day in and day out all over the world. And I slowly became stronger. Without my Quirk. I was still hurt and broken though, that's where I went wrong. Sora somehow met me some place and we talked, we talked so much and we actually got over what happened at the hero license place. I slowly got over my heartbreak and started falling for Sora. I thought this was finally my happy ending. But no. He turned. He turned on me. It remember the night so clearly. It was a party for one of his foreign friends, and we both went. He cheated to make a long story short. And in anger I hit him. Then he-.... He grew angry at me and.... quilt tripped me. Blackmailed me. Everything and anything. And he took advantage of my shattered mind. He took advantage of me. I was 15.... It's been 6 years but it's still like the wound was inflicted yesterday. It hurts everyday. I cry every night. And I hate myself because of him. I thought leaving Japan would solve my problems. But i guess trouble just follows me around. Anyway... He threatened my mothers life, saying if she knew of this or found out he would kill her... and me. He's sick. A disgusting psycho. A fucking rapist. I will forever be angry at him. But there is nothing I could do. My mother's life was on the line.