Never in my life have I regretted words I have said
But now knowing how much time is left
I wish we could just go back to when we first met

I know, you said this was your dream
I know I said you should follow your dream
But there isn't enough time for me to prepare myself
I wish this was all just a bad dream

Can't time side with me for once?
Can it not hear my deepest prayer?

Sweetheart, I need you to know

I wish I hadn't ever said those words
I wish I hadn't ever inspired that thought
I know I said time could change things
I know I said that it was the inevitable
I know I said that we couldn't change anything
I know that I said we had to accept it

But I wish you knew how I lied between those words
I wish you knew how I had a hope of faith that time wouldn't separate our bond
I wish you knew how I wanted us to change fate
I wish you knew that I didn't want to accept it

Two years you said
Perhaps even more
Wait for me you said
I can't forget you

Honey bee, you call me
Sweetie, you call me
Baby, you say
Hun, you whispered

Oh my cachorito

How strong I have been
Nothing could have torn me
Especially in such a short period
But this did

Two years til I hear from you again
If I do
And two days left til we say goodbye
If we do

It's selfish of me, oh I know
It's not that long, I know
It's not the years that frighten me
It's how life could change us between those years

You spoke of the future
I hated it, it seemed illogical
But I never said that
But your words were so bittersweet
So hopeful

We buy a home
Europe, Italy
Raise a family
We mentioned the apartment too
We get married

You and your thousands of kisses
Me in your presence

As if distance itself wasn't already an issue
Now time is against my heart too

You'll be ignorant of how I feel
Only moments ago you were crying

Will you miss me, you asked
Will you remember, you asked
Don't forget me, you requested

This is your dream
How could I get in the way of it?
I know I wouldn't want anyone to get in the way of mine

But that desire to tell you to stay is there
And if you are to go anywhere, come to me instead

May that filth be cast into the pits
May you flourish
May you succeed

But fear lingers
If they call for you again
Then you might never come back
Would that be our last goodbye?
Our final hello?

A honey bee is nothing without its nectar, don't you know?