y/n pov 

i looked at him , what he means by he used to think like that .

y/n:- what you mean ?

i asked while sniffing 

tae:- when my .......mom died , i was broken to the core and i used to think whatever to her was cause of me ....and i bring disaster to whoever close to me . i started distanting myself to all the precious people to me 

as soon  he mentioned his mother , i could sense his voice becoming heavy .....i shouldnt have asked him that . i sit next to him and took his hand in mine and patted it as he continue

tae:- until jimin came and made me realise that it was not cause of me ..it was not me who was resposible for this , it was the people who did this to me and my mother

y/n:-  what happpened to your mother ? 

i quickly shut my mouth with hands , as its slips out of my mouth without realising .

y/n:- i am sorry- 

i quickly  apologised as iit was m mistake and very absurd to ask ..... until i hear him speak .

tae:- its okay , it was my  4th birthday my mom was getting ready with all her happenies.....

i saw a bitter smile formed on his lips as he speak about that day , his eyes showed regrets as he continued

flasback to taehyung  birthday  ~

taehyung mom :- you my sweetpie love sweets so make alots of sweet items and all his favourite food . and you make the decore as if the world is celebrating itself my sweetpie birthday. and yeah did the magician arrived  , make sure nothing could go wromg could you please 

as the queen instructed all the servents about their work . as all the servent nodded their head in understanding ..she warmly smiled to them and turns to see how others are working  until a cute voice of a boy echoed through the hall . the queen that was busy with all the preparation quickly turns to the boy and went to pick him up

tae mom:- aww my sweetpie what are we doing here ?

baby tae:- i was slelping then i heard all the voices  and wake upp

as the cute boy barely making words announce the reason behind his aacqintence here as his mother chuckled at his son adoreable behaviour 

tae mom:- oh is that. we are sorry for that my sweetie hehe.....now that you are up what you wanna do

the boy eyes sparkled with happenies as his mother asks him the question 

baby tae:-  mom can i have chocolate pewease mom 

queen chuckled at his son behaviour as she ordered maid to bring some chocolates for prince .

tae mom:- so honey are you excited for your birthday 

baby tae:- i am very exited mummy , mom will jiminie will be there 

queen smiled at the boy question , and nodded as yes in answer 

baby tae :- magician ? balloons? cake ? and and and gifts hmm ?

tae mom;- yes there will be all of these my prince 

baby tae :- dad?

as soon the boy asked the question queens smile dropped  , it was no hidden facts that taehyung fathers was a ruthless king , he never cared about anyone he only thought of himself and his greed .... he was so greed that for money he could do anything doesnt matter how hedious the work is ...he married the princess of andresia (taehyung mom) cause once he marry her he was getting a huge amount money and nothern side of  andresia ...he never loved the queen once they get married  and he got the money and the kingdom he started to neglect the queen.

he spends most of his time in mistress brothle and spend his money their while queen take care of the kingdom and its people , no matter howw hard she tried  king never ever once looked at her with love . 

once taehyung was born king was very happy but as tae started to grow he has his mothers nature which bothered king so he started neglecting his own kid  

and it was taehyung 4th birthday  and he was still not here ....nowhere to be known .

tae mom:- he ... be there  , i guess 

the last part come out almost as a wispher 

party started and the guests were coming 

soon the king and queen arrived at the ball  room 

king :- hope everyone enjoys this celebration, my dear son is 4 years now ...i am glad to have him ..  cheers 

everyone raise their toasts and clap as king complete fake speech...soon everyone enjoying themselves in party . king went to his friends and drinking whle talking ...queen was busuy with other queens and little taehyung stared to play with jimin and some other friends 

*kings friend* 

aurther :- so how have you been or most your wife

king aurther asked with a evil lustfull tone  about queen, tho king noticed it but ignored it as if it was nothing 

king :- i am good... and she is still pathetic 

arson:- come on you have such a beautiful wife...and you still behave like this 

kashir :- excatly if i was you i wouldnt look at other women ...imagine her being under you aah too beautiful 

aurther :- just imagining it is so beuautiful 

king heard his friends and chuckled at their statment 

king :- why imagine have a try ....but as you known it wont be free

as all his friend where shocked hearing his word , while he smirked and took asip of his drink 

auther:- you serious 

he asked with a lustfull eyes and king just nodded ...with this they all smiled and put forward the money they wanna offer on the lady who was living her life peacefully, enjoying the night without any knowledege that this is the night that will destroy everything 

*after few minutes *

king slowly approched the queen and ask sweetly to the queen to accompany somewhere . queen was so happy that her husband was giving the love she deserved finally ...after all these years of abuse mentally and physically ...this the most loved she ever get from him. but still there was this weird feeling lingering in her chest

queen:- where are going ?

king :- somewhere that you remember for forever .

she smiled and keep on walking with him , until they reach a room ..it ws all dark in there ..he told her to stand there and she will see the suprise . queen went inside and stand there waiting . until she felt a hand on her waist but it was not the touch she was familiar with ...it was more forced and weird to her ....she quickly understood that it was not king 

she pushed away 

queen :- who are you? someone turn the light on 

as she was backing away her body hit another person and she felt that the person hand travelled to her upper part ..she pused before she could run she felt someone grab her and tried to kiss her neck ..as she tried and free herself ..she was suddenly pushed and she fell on a bed ...before she could react or try to run she felt her hand was being trapped by someone while another hand hold her mouth ...and the felt someone trying to undress her and trying to enter

she cried and begged for help but nobody helped ...a voice spoke among them 

aurther :- shut up and cooperate your husband has given you to us for tonight ...so be quiet and take it 

as soon she heard that  her whole world shaterred , her own husband s-s-sold her ....how-how can he do somethimg like that to her own wife ...how can he ? she was torn and shaterred when she hears the voice of that disgusting piece of shit voice 

king : - this what you get when you wont go by rules i made ...now make these gentleman happy i be ut now...i be back when all this are done enjoy gentlemans . after saying that he left while the cry and sobbings along with evil laugh came frome room . 

by seeing this horrible state the sky cried itself as the thunderstroms shouted....the cries were hid by the ball going downstairs 

in the ball room*

baby tae :- jimine i be back i am going to mum 

the little smiled and left his friends in search of her mother , as he saw his mom go upstair going with dad but his dad comeback alone ..so he thought he mom was probably preparing a suprise . he took his small steps to upstairs 

baby tae:- mom will be haapi seeing me here hehe , 

he was going smiling to himself until he hears a scream ..he thught himself who would it be and went toward the sound 

as he reached the upper room he can hear the voices more loudly with some maniac laughing , he saw the doors were open so he peeked , inside what he saw was true horror for him... he saw some men tossing a women here and there ...without even realising his tears come out he tried  to look who was it but it was hard in night. 

soon a thunder occur and he saw the women and mens faces ...his voice almost as wispher 

baby tae;- mom......

tears where coming out of his eyes non stop , he shaken by this horrifying seen and as if legs were froze he couldnt move from his palace as he saw his mom getting hurt those men ..her crying ecohing in his ear . he stood there while the women was geting hurt ..as it was happening their eyes meet for a brief second and as soon the queen saw  she pushes the men and run towards his son 

she reached their and saw his son crying as she hears footsteps of men coming she told him to run 

baby tae:- mom ,mom ....mom ..mom what happened 

queen:- run please for me please 

her voice were like wisphere but he heard and run while crying and hide in the closet there , as the men approched and drag her once again inside ....all night her cries could been hear out loud ..the little boy in closet heard all of it 

back to present* 

taehyung:- the boy was me ...i heard her cries and their evil laugh ....later when in morning i went inside i saw my mother brusied body siting there ...you know i ran to hug her but she stopped and i saw her took her own life right infront  of my eyes ...i cried and cried no one came ..my fahther said its suicide of incapibility ....i always blame myself if i was brave enough i could maybe help until i realised it was not me , it was the people that did to her ...i decided i will kill all of them and i did soon starting from my father, i made sure he never ever hurt anyone precious to me .

he looked and smiled towards me  bitterly , after listening to his words ...everything that i ever misunderstood was clear as crystal. i feel a gulit deep down in me for misunderstanding him..thinking him as a monster , heartless ..

i was lost in my thoughts until i feel his hand cupping my face , i was taken aback why did he did this ..then i felt him wiping my tears ..i didnt realise i was crying until now .  i closed my eyes and let the tear flow as he spoke 

tae:- people assume that i am a monster , if i have to save the people i love while being called a monster i will . 

he said while looking straight in my eyes , the more i look into him the more i get to know him , the more i feel amused by him ... his eyes are the deep oceans that hide secerts and appears to be voild  

y/n :- i - i am sorry 

i said as i looked down as i was ashmed for misunderstanding him . until i hear him chuckle 

taehyung :- its okay y/n i dont blame you for misunderstanding ...it happens it was not your faut , you didnt knew anything ....so no worries dont be embasressed 

he said and stands from his place and was about to go 

y/n :- thank you , thank you for bring this understandig , thanks for helping , thanks for making me undestand ....and you know jimin was right its not your fault ...its thair fault find those pieces of shit give them thier fate , i know you will win this battle and y-you not a monster taehyung .

i smiled as i told ....as he smiled back and give me his hand to stand and  took it 

TO BE CONTINUE.......

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do next any idea?

will she fall in love in with him?

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