Y/n pov

Taehyung:- I am sorry...

Before I could comprehend why he said sorry..I felt his lips met mine. His lips fit perfectly to mine , I was taken aback , unable to comprehend until I felt his lips slowly and firmly kiss my lower lips .

His eyes met mine they were holding enormous love and a guilt . I cupped his face and wipe the drop of tear that left his eyes .

As I kissed him back . his lips were soft, almost silken, and pillowy against my own.  I could feel the soft tickle of his breath beneath my  nose, his fingers carding through my hair as we breathed each other in .

As we slowly moved and sit ourselves properly..I can feel my back hit the end of bed and he slipped his hand to the back of my head and straightening so that it won't hurt me and he slowly and passionately kissed me .

As he slowly part away from my lips and trailed down wet kisses  to my jaw . I let out a shaky breath and he went down futher as he reached my soft spot on the my neck as he slowly sucks the surface a low shaky moan left my mouth ...I bit my lower lips .

He continued sucking their and I was trying my best to suppress my moans until I feel his lips moves away from my body ..I looked towards him with a question lingering in my eyes why he stopped .

When I met his eyes those that where ones filled with love were now replaced and filled with guilt . Oh no now I realised my situation what was even I doing oh no I mentally slapped kicked almost killed myself. How can I let it happen ..now he thinks he took advantage of me ..I want to explain to him but I don't know what to say , what if he asked why I didn't stop him how will I answer him when I can't explain myself why I didn't I am confused myself

Taehyung:- shit

He cursed tho he cursed as wishpers I can clearly hear him

Taehyung:- I am sorry I am really sorry for whatever happened here..I was not in my senses..I am sorry ugh

Y/n :- i- uh listen I mean uh I

Taehyung:- can you please leave me alone please I am all good.

Y/n:- i- yeah sure you majesty

I stayed silent as I don't understand what I felt myself at that time anger , sad or what I was confused with

I stand from my sit and fix myself and went towards the gate and I was about to go until he stopped me again

Taehyung:- y/n can you do me a favour , can you not tell anything about me crying to anyone else..or anything.

He spoke in a low voice and I understand his concern

Y/n:- Dont worry your majesty , I don't use others misery in my favor don't worry.

I left the room and closed the door. I feel like crying . I took my leave and run towards my room

Taehyung pov
I feel so fucking angry ughh how can I mess this up this bad ughh

Everything that happened minute ago made me so angry I just wanna ugh

How can I be so selfish like this ...how how can I just force myself on her ...how can I do something without her consent..how can I ...tho I kissed her cause cause I know I love her but still I can't just force myself on her just cause I wanted to kiss her cause she doesn't love me she will never love me

This thought was making me angry and in angry I punched the bed besides me  as I feel angry and guilty

I was in my own battle I hear door locked and she left I wanted to stop her and explain her and tell her how I feel how sorry I am but I don't know how to do it

I just closed my eyes and banged my hand in anger

I don't remember how much time has passed but I just feel that someone  just wake me up by shaking

I opened my eyes and I saw the person who woke me up ..I rolled my eyes why he is here.

Jimin:- if you wanna sleep on ground then why be a king be a poor servant

Taehyung:- just don't bother me I am not in mood .

I told as I streched a little and get up from my place

Jimin:- ohk ohk btw I was busy yesterday that's why I couldn't come were you ok it was thunder yesterday

As soon he mentioned yesterday all the memories come flashing to my mind ..shit

Jimin:- something happened right I can see it .. your ears are red but you ain't happy

Taehyung:- yeah something happened and I feel so freaking bad about it I don't know what to do

He sit next to me and told me to say everything..I don't have anyone that would explain me about my inner battle.

I told him whatever happened yesterday at first he was sorry for not being their for me , later he helped me

Jimin:- if I  be honest, you should probably apologies to get properly and explain why you did and you really sorry..so that you can make yourself guilt free

Taehyung:- ik that genius..I just don't understand how to do it.

We then discussed more like aruged for next 30 mins about what to do and why not

I finally made my mind I will be clear to her about everything.... EVERYTHING

First I need to go to court , just deal with a piece of shit

TO BE CONTINUE.......

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