Requested by becca-rosalie

Warnings: Fucking too many! I am 80% asleep. Btw, the reader is a vampire. Yandere, mentions of blood, getting killed almost, Super psycho love, abuse, rape mentions, mentions of parent's death, yeah don't forget about language!

Trigger Warning: Attempt to rape, Felix behaves like a mega yandere, smut, physical torture, trapped in love. Don't read if you are a kiddo. Obviously you won't listen to me, anyways enjoy!

The sounds of your heels clicked, as you climbed up on the marble tiled stairs to the terrace. You were not sure why Felix wanted to meet with you at such a place, this was the abandoned building in the lake view of Romania. But you trusted him, since he has been training you to control your speed, strength, thirst, anger-emotions for months. You pushed the door open, subliminally calming yourself.

The calming breeze in the air, helped you to feel comfortable. You had never been on a date, your only experience with a guy was when you were asked out on your prom day but it wasn't that much special for you to remember. You have always felt that your life should get builded up before you focus on them. Felix was someone who never took his eyes off from you. His attention to you always made you feel special and secure.

You lifted up your gaze from looking at your hands nervously at the handsome man standing Infront of you with a light smile, his black eyes fixed on you, staring at you in admiration. Felix was attractive, no wonder why Jane once mentioned that women drool over him. He tilted his head slightly, gesturing for you to come closer. You nodded, shyingly, walking towards him. You were wearing a simple light blue dress, it had half sleeves. The dress wasn't tight but was comfortable.

Immortality wasn't that bad afterall, you did get advantages. Your features were upgraded with perfection; all the things you secretly once wished, you had while you were a human. The dark circles, sunburn, ageing, imperfections of your skin were gone. You liked the better version of yours. But what vampirism was unable to change was your nervousness that followed you like a shadow.

"Hey Felix." You greeted him, shyingly, gripping the ends of the fabric of your dress. His eyes stared into yours, you began to feel that you were getting lost in his eyes. He made you weak in your knees. The soft charming smile was still planted on his face, the stare never lessened.

His smile grew, "You are looking, gorgeous." His eyes gazed at your body in admiration, it wasn't lustful at all. But more like in admiration. You were happy to have a friend like him. In those months, Jane didn't get any closer to you like friends, which you thought that you and Jane would be really good friends.

"Thank you." You choked out. You were really delighted, hearing it. You thought you were looking really plain, but of course you trusted him. Afterall, he wouldn't lie to you. He laughed, softly, walking towards you. His eyes were staring into yours making it impossible for you to move a muscle from that spot.

"I wanted to tell you something." He spoke, sincerely, watching your expressions. Your expressions began to get curious about his next words. You nodded, acknowledging him that you are hearing, also to encourage him. Your eye contact deepened. You gulped down when his hand palm moved up your face, placing it on your cheek, affectionately, he made you look at him more.

A whisper left your lips, "Yes, Felix..... Please go on, I am listening...." You didn't want him to say something that destroys your friendship. You hoped that he doesn't say the words about the feelings that he feels for you but doesn't reveal them but you always understood the way he looks at you. Each and everything of him.

You didn't like to kill people, he knew. He knew it really well, that you don't like killing, hurting people. You feared those- the way your parents were killed Infront of you. He noticed it, for the first time when there was an execution happening in the throne room. No one noticed that, except for him. Everyone was concentrating on the execution of the vampire, even though he was the one who was helping Aro and Demetri to execute that vampire, he noticed how your legs began to shiver and the way you suffered remembering the darkest moments of your life. He rushed to your side, the moment the execution was done. He comforted you that night when you were suffering, he was with you. Since then, he always made sure not to kill anyone around you.

He opened his mouth, saying each of the words carefully, more like in pain for the rejection, he feared, "Y/n, I love you so much. That much that I can't bear to handle the pain by refraining myself from loving you." The thing you feared came true. Your eyes began to fill with venom tears, hearing his confession that he loves you. You sucked a breath, all the words he said, echoed in your mind. All of this was happening so soon. It has been barely 4 months, you know each other. More of all, your parents' death, you haven't still gotten over it yet.

With a heavy heart that was currently clenching inside your chest, the response from you came, "Please Felix, no...." It sounded lower than a whisper as followed by sobs. His hand slowly left your face, the loving touch he had earlier. He stared at you with his eyes widened in pain, internally burning. He took a step back from you. You fell on your knees, covering your eyes with your hands in sobs.

"Please Felix, forgive me!" You sobbed dryly. The skies above began roaring the thunder. You watched the news last night that there would be terrible weather in Romania today, but what you didn't know was that you would be present here, crying. You continued, sobbing and pleading for him to say something. The skies bursted in heavy rainfall, the piercing raindrops grazed down your skin. You removed your hands to see that Felix wasn't there anymore. You were crying alone, he left because you broke his heart.

"Felix......" You cried, "FELIX!" You screamed his name, hopelessly. You were drenched completely in the rain. You sobbed, trying to find his tracks. You broke his heart. You were crying in pain until you heard the footsteps that squashed the water, stepping on the raining ground

"Oh look, Maxwell. What do you have here?" A romanian accented, male voice spoke from behind you. You were confirmed that he wasn't Felix. You turned around, looking at them. A platinum blonde haired man along with another brunette haired man. They both were vampires.

You furrowed your eyebrows not recognizing them. Thoughts began to wonder in your mind, about their identity. You slowly stood up, it was still pouring from the sky. You were completely drenched, so were they. You blinked, trying that the rain droplets don't get filled in your eyes blurring your vision.

"Sweetheart? It seems the Volturi hasn't told you about us." The man pouted dramatically, again smirking at you. He ran his hair through his wet platinum blonde hair, pushing them slicked behind because they were coming Infront of his face.

You absolutely were unaware about the foes of the Volturis'. But as your volturi crest was visible, they were definitely not the volturis' friends. You took a step back, trying to cover your body so that they cannot see the visible body slacked wet because of the cotton fabric of the dress. You tried to get from them, "They have never told me about you. But I will really appreciate it,if you leave me alone here."

"It will be really foolish to leave someone so pretty here, alone." The raven haired man Maxwell, spoke for the first time, with that they took a step forward. Their eyes were stripping you off with their lust. You wanted nothing but Felix to be here to shoo them off. Your nervousness began to kick in. You looked at them with pleading eyes, to let you go away.

Suddenly Maxwell blurred away, and you felt pain in your head, you realized that he pulled your hair harshly. You gasped, crying that didn't make him mercy on you but all he did was to tighten the grip of his fist clutching your hair. Your hands tried to fight back, to push him away. He pinned your both hands behind you, with his one hand while his other hand gripped your hair tightly, making you wince in pain. You screamed, not knowing their intentions. Will they just hurt you or behead you?

You were unaware of everything that was happening but screaming and crying until the blonde man widened your legs, rubbing his thigh under your crotch. You understood what they were trying to do. You tried to move your arms and shove them away and escape. But it was 2 against 1.

You cried, "Please let me go!" Nor they paid any heed to your pleas. The raven haired man clamped your mouth with his hand which was pulling your hair before. You tried to scream as fast as you could, all the mercy you were begging now were muffled because of his grip.

"Not so easily, Curvă." The raven haired man who was holding you from behind, laughed evilly. The blonde's hand travelled all over your body, squeezing your clothed breasts to your massaging your hips and arse. They both left hickeys all over your neck. Your lunges wanted to burst. You were wishing to get killed right that moment. A whimper was heard from you, when the blonde man gripped the edge of the sleeve to tear your sleeves off.

"O să te tragem, târfă murdară la dracu." (We will fuck you, you little bitch.) The man yelled, tearing off the sleeves of your dress. You sobbed, begging them to kill you rather than to rape you. He kneeled down, placing your legs on his shoulders. You tried to punch that man but his grip was too tight since you were not skilled. You wished that Felix was here. You moved your leg to kick him on the face but he widened your legs more, tightening his grip. The rain droplets continuously showered. You closed your eyes, manifesting death for you.

Suddenly you fell on the ground. Gasping, you opened your eyes, to find Felix standing Infront of you. You were looking at his back. He shoved those dirty lousy evil vampires at the wall. Felix turned around, looking at you. He unbuttoned his jacket, taking it off, he wrapped it around your shoulders, covering your modesty. It was big and comfortable. You clutched it tighter together, covering yourself more. You were shivering due to the panic. You kept panting for unnecessary breath, closing your eyes. Gulping down, feeling yourself to be on fire. All you were able to hear was thrashing noises, cracks, growls, yellings and the rain droplets showering.

"Leave us Volturi. You can have fun too!"

"Forgive us Volturi!"

"Let me go!"

"I didn't do anything! It was Maxwell!"

"NO ONE CAN EVER TOUCH, MY Y/N!"

You opened your eyes, slowly. You realised, you were laying on a bed. You looked everywhere, feeling weak as if your senses were returning really slowly. You looked at a man, who was standing at a corner. You finally realised, you were in your room of the castle. The man was Demetri. He walked towards you, looking at you carefully, "How are you feeling, Y/n?"

You scratched your temple, in confusion thinking if you have heard him say something. You widen up your eyebrows, looking at him. Last thing, you remembered was you were in Felix's arms. Felix saved you! He saved you from getting raped. He came back! He came back for you! "Felix, where is he?" You demanded.

"Y/n..." Demetri tried to ignore the matter. But you were not willing to give up. You had to apologise to Felix. He saved you after, all the things that would have destroyed you. You grabbed his hands, giving him pleading eyes.

He sighed in defeat, "You have been unconscious due to the shock for 6 days. So that it doesn't affect your mind, you were under Alec's gift. Until you were back to your senses, Felix was holding your hand and didn't leave you for a second. But when you were regaining your consciousness, he had to leave." He clearly seemed to know about everything that happened on that pathetic day.

Demetri was however behaving awkward with you. It seemed to be predicted since Felix and Demetri , they both are best friends. You didn't care about it much. You stood up on your feet. You were wearing a comfortable dress, best believing a female member dressed you up when you were unconscious. Ignoring Demetri, you ran on your way to Felix's bedroom. You wanted to thank him and apologise to him. He was there for you when no one was. The blooming flowers scent from the gardens spreaded in the castle melodiously.

You stopped Infront of his doors. Building up your excitement to thank him. You pushed the doors open. He was standing, leaning at the closet. He wasn't looking at you but was holding the urge to do so. Crossing his arms on his chest, his gaze was fixated at the drawer box beside his bed. You didn't know what to do. But the silence between you both was making it awkward enough for you only for you but he didn't seem to be concerned by it. Not able to control the urge of thanking him but also to apologise. You opened your mouth to speak up.

"I"-

"I am glad that you are okay. About what I did, my apologies. I was overwhelmed. I won't bother you anymore. You need more training, Matthias and Santiago will help you regarding them. Forget what I said. For your comfort, we won't be talking anymore. I can suffer all the pain, alone."

You were cut off by him, he started speaking, not looking at you. You were sure if you were a human then your heart would be pounding right now. You gulped down, settling to calm yourself and started listening to him. Venom tears began to well up in your eyes. The unbeating heart inside you was feeling heavy. He didn't want to talk with you anymore? If he wanted you to stay away from his concern, his love, his aggression, his madness then why did he save you from them above all? You were not ready now to leave him or ever.... You cannot let him go like your parents. The way, he looks at you. The way, he compliments you, the way he mesmerizes you. He always finds beauty in your every deed. You were unable to leave him. His love made you crazy. Till yesterday, you wanted to avoid him and just used his talent to learn then avoid him again. But the thought of leaving him made you feel like dying. How could you even survive by leaving him? If you leave him then you won't be able to see the other women drooling over him. His love, his madness, his everything are only for you. He is yours. You heard from Marcus once that the bond needs to be developed to be claimed. Your bond with Felix has been established now to be

"And what if I don't want to?" You kept looking at him with hope. You weren't sure what his answer would be. But his refusal would break you and your heart probably would make your body weak enough to collapse on the ground because your mate wouldn't want you anymore. He lifted up his gaze, looking at you, studying your features carefully. The answer came from him.

"Then don't." He walked towards you, wrapping his arms around your waist making you get on your tip-toes, thanks to his tall height. Your lips met and his kiss was really different, it had love and passion which were dedicated only for you. You understood that you belong to him. His love and affections everything is for you and you only. You gave him the permission to shower all his love on you. Just the thing he has been refraining from. You are finally with the most deserving person. The doors were shut. You both lovers, caressing each other's body lovingly with desire. He threw you on the bed gently, proceeded all over you to claim you as his.

❝𝙔𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙇𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙝𝙖𝙨 𝙢𝙚 𝙩𝙧𝙖𝙥𝙥𝙚𝙙. 𝙄 𝙘𝙖𝙣𝙣𝙤𝙩 𝙢𝙤𝙫𝙚. 𝙄 𝙘𝙖𝙣𝙣𝙤𝙩 𝙗𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙩𝙝. 𝘽𝙪𝙩 𝙄 𝙙𝙤𝙣'𝙩 𝙬𝙖𝙣𝙩 𝙩𝙤 𝙗𝙚 𝙡𝙚𝙩 𝙜𝙤. 𝙋𝙡𝙚𝙖𝙨𝙚 𝙙𝙤𝙣'𝙩 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧 𝙨𝙚𝙩 𝙢𝙚 𝙛𝙧𝙚𝙚. 𝙔𝙤𝙪 𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙢𝙮 𝙟𝙖𝙞𝙡𝙤𝙧. 𝙄 𝙖𝙢 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙨𝙡𝙖𝙫𝙚. 𝙄 𝙖𝙢 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧𝙨 𝙛𝙤𝙧𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧. 𝙐𝙣𝙩𝙞𝙡 𝙄 𝙜𝙤 𝙩𝙤 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙜𝙧𝙖𝙫𝙚.❞

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𝐒𝐨 𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐦𝐲 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐞𝐬? 𝐈 𝐚𝐦 𝐡𝐚𝐥𝐟 𝐚𝐬𝐥𝐞𝐞𝐩. 𝐁𝐮𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰, 𝐰𝐞 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐚 𝐟𝐚𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐲. 𝐁𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚 𝐟𝐚𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐲 𝐝𝐨𝐞𝐬𝐧'𝐭 𝐨𝐧𝐥𝐲 𝐦𝐞𝐚𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐢𝐭'𝐬 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐚 𝐭𝐚𝐠. 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐬𝐜𝐞𝐧𝐞- 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐜𝐞𝐟𝐮𝐥 𝐬𝐞𝐱𝐮𝐚𝐥 𝐚𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐦𝐩𝐭. 𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐨 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐨𝐧𝐠. 𝐒𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐭𝐨𝐥𝐝 𝐦𝐞 𝐲𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐝𝐚𝐲 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐫𝐚𝐢𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐯𝐨𝐢𝐜𝐞 𝐜𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐝𝐨 𝐚𝐧𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠. 𝐁𝐮𝐭 𝐈 𝐛𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐞𝐯𝐞, 𝐢𝐭 𝐜𝐚𝐧 𝐝𝐨 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐬 𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐬 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐚𝐠𝐞. 𝐈𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐟𝐢𝐜, 𝐅𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐱 𝐬𝐚𝐯𝐞𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐢𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐠𝐞𝐭 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐨 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬, 𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐢𝐭 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐬𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮. 𝐆𝐞𝐭 𝐝𝐞𝐟𝐞𝐧𝐬𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐚𝐠𝐚𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐦. 𝐍𝐨 𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐡𝐚𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐨𝐮𝐜𝐡 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐦𝐢𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐨𝐧. 𝐁𝐞𝐜𝐚𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐢𝐭'𝐬 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐛𝐨𝐝𝐲 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐧𝐞𝐞𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐦𝐢𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐨𝐧. 𝐑𝐚𝐢𝐬𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐯𝐨𝐢𝐜𝐞 𝐚𝐠𝐚𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐦. 𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐨𝐧𝐥𝐲 𝐚 𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐲 𝐟𝐚𝐜𝐞 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐛𝐨𝐥𝐝 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐛𝐞𝐚𝐮𝐭𝐢𝐟𝐮𝐥.

𝐈 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐚𝐥𝐥, 𝐦𝐲 𝐪𝐮𝐞𝐞𝐧𝐬.

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