note : sorry for the delay bae ! i am having my tests so i was busy. i hope you don't mind that.

tw: eating disorders

Dear Eva,
( estanic )

If you were wondering who's writing this to you, it's me, max. It's been like probably a month since we talked? I decided to write this letter because apparently, I came to know about what you're going through.

It's honestly so heartbreaking to see go through all of this alone. I'm not letting that happen at all. I'll be here with you till I die. As cliche as that sounds, I just don't wanna leave you alone. I remember talking to you, asking you to open up about why you'd been looking so gloomy and afraid. But you wouldn't say anything. It made me even more doubtful of whether I should approach you with this issue.

Eva, my girl, you are beautiful. Although it's hard to always fathom one's inner beauty, I can see it in you. You're incredible in the most unique ways possible. Eating disorders are so misjudged here in our place. But trust me, I am there with you. If you need someone to help you, I'm here forever. Things might not be the best always but I'm here - listening to you, thinking of you and trying my best to not let you suffer alone.

Chris and I were talking the other day and he told me about how you'd been hiding under covers, skipping lunch and crying by yourself in the backyard of the school. It fucking kills me to see someone who's always been there for me, go through this. You are way more worth than this world gives you. You're perfect in your imperfections and whatever the world might say, you are beautiful.
Taking small steps to eat, taking care of your health and also, giving time to yourself to heal is really something that you can do. But I'll help you, in whatever way I can. I'm assuring you of that. I really missed talking with you. I wish I came to know of what you've been through before. But now, I am not leaving your side ever.

It's okay to eat little by little. You might feel sick at first, but in the end, you'll slowly build up the resilience to eat as well as be contented that you are making a progress. I'm sure you'll be able to do that. I have all my faith in you. I'll make sure to bring anwar and chris with me next time at recess and we can all have a nice time together!

I hope you're taking care and don't let your emotions overwhelm you. You're a conqueror and no matter what anyone says, you will always be.

Yours sincerely,
Maxxie Oliver.

I hope you liked it! Also, take care bae. I love you so much <3

Lots of love,
Anurima.