I was reviewing the original manuscript of this story, which was written in 2018 (When I was like 15); and boy oh boy- was that a cringe!

The music above is Zayn and Zhavia's A whole new world. The song is perfect for this chapter. And my imagination's Ardent comes somewhat close to Zayn. Please play it after the dash lines.

"All war is a symptom of a man's failure as a thinking animal"

- John Steibeck.

October, 2019.

Ardent's POV:

Do you know when a man feels the most vulnerable?

It is when he starts liking someone and starts to fall for someone despite knowing that he was never meant to have that beautiful fairytale ending with the woman he desires.

It was my current state, I was feeling more vulnerable than ever before.

Tentatively, I traced my index finger over Madeline's image, feeling my heart rate pick up just at the mere sight of her. It was another image of her, the latest one from our last encounter.

She was staring up at the night sky as she gazed at the moon, hands spread out as the ocean called out to her. Her hair was ruffled from the wind, a hint of a smile played upon her lips.

A sigh escaped me as the stone on my chest became heavier by each passing moment.

How do I describe this messy situation I was in now?

I was supposed to meet Madeline today.

It had been two excruciatingly long weeks. I hadn't been able to get her off my mind ever since.

I folded up the sleeve of my burgundy shirt, taking a sip from the black coffee in front of me.

Yesterday, Madeline had called me, asking me whether I could whisk her away to somewhere peaceful or not. Did I mention that it was the first time ever she had called me since our past encounter?

Words can not describe how happy I was to hear her soothing voice. It was at that moment, I knew that what I felt for her was something more; a lot more than just a stupid crush.

For the past two weeks, I gave myself a bit space, a space to think about her. I thought about her, those moments and those undecipherable feelings I had felt.

It all feels like a dream.

A beautiful dream.

The feeling of euphoria that had been ruling my body, got more intense as the time went by. There were times when I felt like I couldn't breathe until I took a glimpse of her.

I tried, I tried my hardest to stay away from her. There were times I wanted to call up that infuriating woman and cancel this deal- but, I just could not. I wanted her, it was true and I was no fool to mistake my feelings for lust.

I was a genius, a man who knows his needs and I needed Madeline.

But, then, where did that leave me?

I wanted to love her, I wanted her to be mine. I wanted to kill that bastard who dared to cage her.

But I couldn't do it. Deep down both of us knew that we were meant to be doomed. We were enjoying the time we had with each other.

These memories, they were supposed to be beautiful. These memories were beautiful, but they pained both of us.

Yet, both of us decided to cherish it, nurture it inside our souls- even if they were bound to hurt us at the very end.

We kept these memoirs safe, like a anguishing souvenier. Both of us decided to cherish these moments even if they hurt us- because the memories were far too precious to just discard like that.

I sighed, taking another sip from the black coffee. The bitter taste made me oddly relaxed, allowing me more time to ponder over this matter.

Madeline was going to leave for Russia for a while, so, she wished to take some precious memories with her so that she could cherish them.

I had just the place in mind.

Smiling to myself, I pulled out a small, burgundy, velvet covered jewellery box. I had a gift for her, which I wanted to give her at the end of the night.

Today, I wanted to take her to a park. For a reason, I knew that she loved star gazing. After that, I was to take her to that mansion.

Anger spiked inside me as I remembered, no mater whatever I do, she was to go back to him.

The beautiful feelings that made my stomach churn, came to a halt. It was like a slap of reality; that forced me to awaken from this beautful dream.

Dream was an illusion, a made up of our subconcious mind.

Reality wasn't.

Dreams were supposed to be unreal, they were created from our mind and they die in our mind- leaving behind only the celestial feeling and the voidness they bring upon us.

Yet, we prize our dreams, latching onto it a bit more, wanting to lose ourselves in it- even if it was for a little while more; even hen we know that it's only a dream. An unreal illusion of our mind.

My condition was kinda like that. This green eyed girl came into my life in the most unexpected way, yet, she stole my heart, my dreams and my logical mind.

She was like a dream, short-lived, beautiful, melancholic and unreal.

She wasn't mine, but I wanted to hold on to her a little while more. She was my precious dream.

Suddenly, the bell in the small cafe dinged. My heart rate spiked up as I looked at the door; ffeling nervous.

She stumbled in, dressed in a casual blue dress, one that complimented her eyes. I sat straight, not wanting to seem like a vegetable.

Sucking in a deep breath, I gazed at her. She was so pretty, words couldn't describe how fine she was.

I threw her a nervous smile as I stood up- offering her the seat across me. We were in a small pizza shop.

"Hi.." I rasped out, feeling all giddy inside.

She smiled as she took a seat across me.

"So, where are we going today?" She questioned softly once we settled down.

"A park."

She raised an eyebrow, "A park? I asked you to do something special so that I can carry the memory with me.."

I smirked as I took another gulp of coffee. A blush crept up her cheeks, making her look adorable.

Cute.

She looked away, letting out a sigh. A part of me was nervous at her reaction at me, but majority of me was proud- proud to have derived this sort of reaction from her.

"But then again..." She mumbled, "Simplest things can behold great beauty and I believe you know it better than most others....."

"I do," Humore laced my voice.

I felt all of my worries and doubts fading away as I gazed at her shrunken form. I wanted to be with her.

Whereas I shouldn't be.

I shouldn't be this attracted to her, I shouldn't be this nice to her. I should be happy that she was falling right into my trap; it meant my method was working and our plan to get her fiancee through her was going to be executed smoothly.

But I wasn't happy; rather it felt like a boulder sitting over my shoulders; burdening me with it's heaviness.

I felt grisly.

"We are going to take a walk in the park; it's a bit high up, so, you can see the stars clearly from there."

"Really?!" She squealed, like a child. Her excitement was luminous, reaching the furthest corner of my dark-self, daintily.

"Really," I whispered, smiling at her softly. I wish we met under different circumstances, I wish we met like true lovers...

I wish she wasn't taken and I wish I wasn't a bastard who was hired to make her fall to demise her good for nothing fiancee.

I would have cherished her; hold onto her and never let her go. Fuck! I would even try to become a good man; for her sake.

So many 'I wish's. So many entreaties; none answered.

"So, do you wish to have dinner?" I enquired, taking a gulp from the coffee and setting it aside.

"Uh- actually yes-" She smiled as she picked up the menu, "I wish to have pizza..."

"Okay, cool," I nodded at the waiter, signaling him to come forth, "What toppings?"

If I were to choose, I would definitely opt for extra cheese, black olives, extra tomato and chicken.... I hate pineapple toppings.

"Uh- they have a lot of varities..." She frowned as she skimmed through the menu, "I think chicken, black olives and extra cheese. How about you?"

My mouth fell agape. Was she reading my mind or something?

"What about you?" She enquired cheerfully, "Please don't tell me pineapple toppings, I hate them!"

"Oh..." I uttered, "I hate them too...."

"Oh that's great!" I continued to gape at her as she placed her orders.

"So Ardent-" She caught my attention once the waiter left, "Tell me about yourself."

I am betraying you.

I am not a good person.

I gulped. "What would you like to know?"

She smiled gently, probably aiming to ease my discomfort, "About your passion, your interest- anything about you."

"About me huh?" I felt the uneasiness weathering away as I focused on her, resting my face on my hand abstractedly.

She nodded.

"Well, I like technology; computer science to be exact. I am a programmer as you already know and I love this profession."

She nodded, "So you can hack into people's computer too?"

Can she be more adorable?

I smiled, "I can."

Her eyes widened as her mouth formed an 'O'. "Can you hack into Marienne's computer too? You know, to delete every information about me...."

The question was small, but the depth of it and the vulnerability it held wasn't unnoticed by me.

My heart throbbed in pain.

Do you really think I haven't tried that?

"I can try." I can try again.

She smiled at me, her eyes shining with gratitude. I let out a sigh. "Tell me about yourself as well, it's not fair that I only keep rambling about myself and you only listen..."

I want to know you too. The you outside that thick blue file that woman provided me with.

"Well, about me?" She frowned, "You'll get bored.."

"Now where did you get that idea from?" I questioned softly, taking in her fidgety form, "Why would I ever bored in the presence of an adorable girl such as you?"

She shook her head, smiling a little, "I... assumed.."

"Well.." I leaned forward, taking her left hand in mine, tracing the green diamond with my thumb. Her eyes shot up, panic filling her smargdine eyes. I gave her a reassuring smile. Raw anguish and euphoria filled me as I brought it up and placed a soft kiss on the tip of her ring finger.

Tingles ran through my lips as I let my lips linger there a bit more. A knot formed in my throat as I took in the shock of blush that covered her cheeks.

"Don't assume then. I am always here to listen." I entwined her fingers with mine.

She made me feel these beautiful feelings. I don't want to let her go.

"W-Well-" She stammered, "I love aesthetism. I try to find beauty from within what is considered grotesque and simple. I believe that beauty lies in everything; one just needs to have the perfect attitude to catch it. I try to incorporate the beauty of simplicity in my works.... Why are you looking at me like that?"

I snapped out from my sedated state, untwining our fingers and putting her hand down gently.

She was impressive.

"I made you bored, didn't I?" She questioned timidly.

I shook my head vigorously, my insides filling up with warmth and fondness for her, "You must have been a good designer then, since you try to associate simplicity with beauty.... Why did you quite?"

She smiled sadly, "When I was 23, a guy from my workplace was trying to make me date him. Marienne found out and made me quit..."

My body filled with rage and furor. That connard again.

"Oh no- it's not what you are thinking!" She must have sensed my distress as she was quick to defend her spouse, "He offered me to open a designing farm of my own. But I refused."

I leaned back, "And why did you let go of your passion just like that?"

"Because I was tired..." She sighed, smiling softly, "I was tired of rebelling Marienne. I wished to be happy, so, I gave into his wishes and stayed away from everything ever since."

"And let go of your passion just like that?" I was boiling inside, I was mad at her. "You seriously think that letting him have his wishes would stop him from his tyrranic ways?"

She looked away, her silence answering my questions.

I huffed in exasperation. Seriously, how much more stupid could this girl be?

"Madeline, the more you let him rule you, the more he is going to do to just that- just get out of that relation already! If you aren't strong enough to handle him, get away!"

She smiled sadly, "It's not that easy- I-"

Our waiter came with ur pizza cutting of our converstaion, both of us dug in, trying to shift our mood.

A crawly moment of silence passed between us.

"Let's not talk about it okay?" She suggested after a while, "I only wish to bear happy memories."

I nodded.

"So, tell me more about yourself. You said you have a love for technology, which is the most fascinating technology for you?"

"For me?" I pondered over it for a moment, "It would be LIGO. Also, there is a patent going on about wormhole generator so..."

"What is a lego?"

I chuckled at her cluelessness. "It's not lego, silly. LIGO. The Laser Interferometer Gravitational-Wave Observatory- basically you can detect gravitational wave with it, along with some cosmic particle. It detected it's first gravitational wave in 2015-"

"Woah woah woah wait!" She hollered cutting me off, "I didn't mean that sort of technology! Um- I meant day to day life technology. I don't find any usefulnness of outer space science-"

I raised an eyebrow, "You mean cosmology?"

She pursed her lips, "Yeah that. I don't understand why people hanker after it; it's useless."

I pondered over it for a moment. "Well, If you ask me about a day-to-day life technology I would say- automated cars. Cars without drivers."

She nodded, "But why though?"

"Imagine-" I leaned forward, biting my lips, a mischievous idea playing in my head. She backed away, eyeing me suspiciously. "No driver. No hinderances for couples. They can make out or have se-"

"Ardent!"

I laughed, enjoying her embarrasment.

Once my laughter subsided, I eyed her gently. It felt like I could tell her everything in the world, I could let out my secrets to her, I could reveal the deepest part of myself to her.

"I also like swimming and sushis. We should go out for sushis when you come back."

She nodded, "I love East-Asian foods too. South-East Asian foods are a bit too colorful for me. I was a regular at Panda Express."

I let out a choked laugh, "If you think Panda Express is pure Chinese food, you are sorely mistaken."

Her eyes widened, as if she was offended, "Pardon?"

"I mean they ruined authentic chinese foods by mixing some western taste in it. Take orange chicken for example."

Her mouth fell agape, "Okay you should definitely take me to an authentic chinese place next time."

If there was a next time, I would. I have a whole to-do list with you, cherie.

"Let's go-" I stood up, paying the bill. "We have much more to visit."

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The ride to the park was mostly uneventful. We basked into each other's presence as we bopped along with 'Queen's music. Her music taste was extremely similar to mine.

Currently, we were walking through the small garden, immersing in the beautiful silence. I glanced at her, only to find her smiling softly to the lush plants.

I wish I could free her.

A whole world of worry weighted over my shoulders all on a sudden. A worry to keep her smile safe, a prayer to have her.

We were in a small hummock, away from the light polution of London. The sky was clear here and the stars more visible. I thought it would be a perfect place for her since she loved the sky so much.

"Ardent look!" She shouted with excitement and ran to the fence which marked the border from height as she pointed at the sky full with stars above, "So many stars! I have never seen anyhting like this!"

I smiled at her, following her.

In front of us, the entire London held it's head up in glory. It was shining with artificial lights, the big ben and the royal palace more noticable from here. This place was a bit darker compared to the whole city of lights, but that is what made this place more majestic.

She was accoustomed to those light as she grew up in captivation, without even knowing that she harbored a love for starlights.

She was gorgeous, but pained, vulnerable as she was a prisoner under a monster. I wished to be that person who freed her from that beast's clutch. I wished to be her knight in shining armour.

I gazed at her, looking up at the sky. The constellations were clear from here.

"Do you know the constellations?" I questioned, feeling light-hearted.

She shook her head, still gazing up at the night sky with a look of awe plastered over her face. Her green eyes shone under the glimmering and soft skylight.

Stars lustred in the pitch black veil of the night like accidentally fallen glitters. The dark was complimented by clouds of blue hue- the scenic beauty looking more majestic. Soft breeze blew, giving us a sense of serenity as both of us indulged ourselves into the nature; losing ourselves momentarily.

"You see those bright stars there?" I pointed to the sky.

She frowned, trying to follow the direction of my finger. "Where?"

"There-" I adjusted my glasses, "14 bright stars- See?"

"Yeah I see it-" She nodded after a while, "There right?" She pointed a finger at the constellation.

"Yeah-" I moved behind her, making her go rigid. I gulped, as I took the hand that pointed at the constellation and put my index finger over hers, my senses being filled with her sweet scent.

Her hand fitted perfectly inside mine. Her hair touched my face, making it tingly-my senses going haywire.

I wish that you were mine.

I sighed, drawing my focus back and began to draw the scorpion constellation with our joined fingers.

"There is the tail-" I whispered in her ear, making her shiver. She didn't atempt to stop me. I connected the five stars with our fingers.

"And-" I drew the finger a backwards, "There is the body... the arch..." slowly I drew an imaginary curve with our fingers- My throat becoming drier by the moment, "The curve- and the head...." I finished, jumping away from her.

I noticed her cheeks reddening, more and more by the moment- as she looked down and slowly belowed her hand.

"That's the scorpio constellation- better seen from Russia....." I looked at her; smiling sadly, "You can see that constellation and think of me... think of the beautiful times we had spent together."

She gazed up at me, her eyes shining with tears. I was taken aback.

Was she offended?

Did I say something inappropriate?

My heart throbbed painfully, clenching until I couldn't breathe anymore.

This moment, it was laughable. So very cruel, sadistic.

As a kid, I wished to travel the world. That small wish started playing within my mind, again and again- until it became a chant.

I wished to travel the world, but now, I wanted to do it with her.

I shouldn't but, merde, I can't- I can't help but to get attracted to her. I wish to write a future with her.

I know I can't, we were bound to be doomed......

I wanted to run away with her, to somewhere far from here; where there was no Marienne, or no lurking threats for her. We could build a small cottage near a river and live there; travel the world together as time goes by, have kids, grow old together- until we take our last breaths in each others arms.

It wasn't that impossible, was it?

I gazed down at her as I witnessed her lips quivering.

It wasn't impossible, I just have to save some money and ask her to run away with me....and...

I gazed down at her. For a moment, I let my guard down, I let her see how helpless I was feeling. I looked down at her, letting her know that I was indeed, not okay.

"I am not okay," I whispred, my breath a dainty caress over her forehead.

She cupped the side of my face, staccato of tingles shot from where she had touched me. I blame it on the euphoric rush I seemed to have whenever I was around her, I blame it on dopamine and the raging testosterone coursing through my arteries. I closed my eyes, feeling myself relax under her soothing touch, snuggling more into her hand.

"Me too." Her voice was an octave above than me, it was constricted, letting me know that she was going through the same struggle I was.

"I am technically cheating on Marienne, Ardent-" My eyes opened slowly, taking in the teary trail that ran down her cheeks, "The burden of cheating on someone... It feels horrible. I felt like the most disgusting woman on this planet.... but I can't stop, Ardent..."

"Madeline-" I whispered.

"Why can't I?" She uttred in a broken voice, her helplessness shining in her voice, "I should.... but why can't I?"

I remained silent, my own breaths coming out in pants.

We were tangled in a mess of strings, to the point where we were stuck and it was impossible for us to free ourselves.

"For the past the two months Ardent...." She whispred, tracing my lower lip with her thumb, making me shiver, "For the past two months.... you have showed me the beauty of my surroundings- you have introduced me to a new world; a beautiful world.... You have made me smile and made me realize the importance of freedom..."

She cried and I felt my heart breaking into pieces. I entwined my fingers with hers, pressing a kiss under her palm.

"Y-You have shown me your world, letting me in- You made me realize that what I was experiencing was not love; it was more like a convinience..... I thought I was in love with the world I live in but no;" She closed her eyes, letting her tears fall, "I have always craved the world you live in. I was too much of a coward to recognize it-"

My own tears slipped from my eyes as I was rendered speechless. My heart was pounding away, synchronizing itself with the beats of melancholy as I gazed down at her.

She had put me on a pedestal; and I didn't know how to pay back her debt.

"Thank you, Ardent-" She whispered, pressing my hand over her tear streaked cheek, "Thank you for making me realize who I am..."

"I love you..." I blurted out; not knowing what else to say. She froze as she looked up at me.

A moment of silence passed between us, my own heartbeat too loud for my ears. I gulped.

Is it the wrong time? Should I not have said it?

It happened so fast, yet, agonizingly slow. I felt her nearing me and then I closed my eyes.

Softly, ever so tentatively, her lips touched mine. They were soft, warm- like a blooming rose in spring.

I froze for a moment, it took me a while to process that she was kissing me.

The colorful emotions I was feeling, seemed to burst inside me; like someone had opened a dam within me. My heart was pounding in my throat- the unleashed emotions and everything- eveything just felt so real; like they were tangible.

Like I could just reach out and touch them.

Like I could caress them.

My breath hitched as she pressed her lips a bit harder on mine, kissing me, pouring her emotions in it.

I could feel everything through that kiss, we were transparent to each other. It was like a veil had lifted up from between us, allowing us to gaze into each other's soul.

I coiled my hand around her waist and pressed my lips on her urgently, tasting her flesh. She tasted delectable, like the most precious flower in the world.

I could feel her pain, anger, sadness, grief, guilt. I could feel her overwhelming emotions for me. I could taste her salty pain on her lips. She was hurting and I wanted to take it away.

I poured my heart in that kiss, letting her see..... letting her know....

Pain....

Grief....

My love for her......

My promise to her.....

The only thing that seemed to exist was me and her and our souls. It felt like we were the ones that existed; everything seemed to vapour away as I ran my tongue on her lower lips, earning a muffled moan from her.

My body was shivering with anticipation, I was ready to break in any moment. Her hand went behind my neck, deepening the kiss.

My lungs burned, but I didn't care. I wanted to taste her until I became dizzy.

Just for a while longer.....

I bit her lower lip softly as I pulled back, panting heavily. Our breaths intermingled, becoming one as we rested our forehead on each other's; basking in the euphoric bliss.

I am not letting you go, ever.

"Does that-" She whispered hoarsely, "Answer you?"

I nodded.

She..... loved me too.

I opened my eyes slowly, dazed and sedated from that soul shattering kiss; only to find her gazing up at me with teary eyes.

I traced a thumb over her right cheek, wiping away the tears. I leaned in a bit more, catching the offensive salty drops with my lips, kissing them away.

I felt a shiver run down her spine.

"Never cry-" I whispered, "Never cry- You are too precious to waste your tears over something so trivial..."

We were a mess right now. We were two souls, seeking out to each other- she was yearning to be freed, I was yearning to free her.

Suddenly, something dawned upon me.

"Wait for a minute-" My heart fluttered in nervousness, as I pulled back. Her eyes blinked in confusion as she observed me silently.

I smiled as I ran back in the garden, my gaze searching for those flowers I had seen here previously.

I halted, a smile of triumph lighting up my face.

Found 'em.

It was being sold in a small flower shop, it was attached to the park, their white, bushy petals and colorful stripes catching my eyes immediately.

Broken Tulips.

Her favorite flower.

I went to the shop and bought a bunch, running back to where Madeline was staring at me curiously.

I stopped in front of her, panting. "This- Is for you...." I took a breath as I extended the flowers to her, "You mentioned earlier that broken tulips are your favorite...."

She accepted the flowers with a shaky hand, her eyes widening in awe, "Thank you Ardent... I can't believe that you actually remebered it...."

I smiled at her, slowly taking out the small square shaped burgundy box from out of my sweater pocket, trying not to catch her attention as she examined the flowers with a smile on her face.

"Madeline?" I went to my knees.

"Wh- HUH?" She gasped as she took in my kneeling form, her frree hand immediately going over her mouth.

I smiled at her softly. "I know what you are thinking, love. It's not like that. Although I wish to propose you for real someday, but today is not the day. The day will come when you have enough courage to take off that ring that is already sitting on your finger...." I nodded at her engagement ring.

She stared at it for a moment and then without any hesitation, took it off, putting it in her pocket, much to my shock.

She was serious about us.

"However, i do have a gift for you, a token of my love...." I opened the box slowly, revealing the emerald encrusted earrings. They weren't anything fancy, just two simple tulip shaped earrings with the most precious emerald I could find sitting in the middle of them.

Her eyes reminded me of emerald.

She gasped as she accepted the box with shaky hands, her eyes zeroing over the jewellery.

"This is..... they are beautiful, Ardent...." Tears fell freely down her eyes as she traced the earrings.

I took one from the box, eyeing her ear piercing. I traced her earlobe slowly as I unclipped her silver piercing and put on my earring. I noticed as her ear lobe became red- a clear indication of her embarassment.

"Beautiful..." I whispered once I was done putting it on. She had already put on the other one.

I eyed her, taken aback. She was beautiful- I wished to make her mine.

"Madeline?"

"Hmm?"

"Leave him, I beg of you."

She smiled, it was laced with pain, suffocation, "He will kill me..."

I traced her bottom lip that was swollen from my earlier assault, "Then... let's run away..."

"He will find me."

"It hurts..." I whsipered, our souls entwining each other, "It hurts a lot knowing that you aren't mine...."

"I am yours..." She whispered, "I was never his."

I shook my head, feeling my tears surface. I never cried, but this girl was making me cry.

"You aren't mine.... I wish you were....."

"Ardent?"

Her voice was timid, broken, unsure. I gazed at her questioningly.

"Make love to me, please."

Was she crazy?

I shook my head vigorously, "I can't. You are his."

"I will break off the engagement as soon as I come back from Russia. I promise. It hurts me....." She burst out in tears as i cradled her form, hugging her, engulfing her inside me...

"It hurts me knowing that he could control my life; moreover, I fear he might do something to you....." She gazed up at me, shaking with force of her wails, "I fear that if he finds out about you, he will kill you...."

I smiled sadly, "I wish to make this memory with you, there is no other girl I would rather give my first time to...."

Her eyes widened, "You are a virgin?"

I nodded.

She closed her eyes tightly, "Marienne was my first time, but, if you have me, it will be my true first time..."

My throat constricted as a pool of desire and something more.... something otherwordly....made it's place in me, filling my soul with warmth.

"Are you sure?" I whispered, stroking her hair. I wasn't thinking rationally, I wanted us to be one.

I wanted her to be mine, fully and completely.

She nodded, "I want you to take my hurt away- Ardent. I want you to heal me, to free me."

I didn't have another moment of doubt as I captured her lips in an earth shattering kiss. No one existed, except for us and the beautiful feelings that surrounded us like magic.

Soft winter breeze blew through the dead branches as the starlight fell upon us, the only sounds that existed was the sound of our heavy breathings and the words of love we uttered to each other- healing each other's soul.

I made love to her that night, giving myself into her, indulging myself- promising to whatever deity that was up above to protect her.

Another small promise was uttered from her.

She vowed to be with me.

As I did to be with her.....

Forever.

Ardent and Madeline's moment :) I tried to make it as good as possible, but I admit it could have been better. Does anyone remember that diary entry? Yes, it's that one.

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