"Well, that went well."
Hamdy said, a sad expression over his face.
Wow. I didn't expect someone who's always smiling to be so sad.
I wiped a few tears away. Millie and Annie rubbed my back gently.

"It's okay.."
I barely nodded, hugging both of them tightly.
We rode the limo after, and I just kept thinking.
I don't remember crying like that over my biological dad. I was trying to 'act strong'. What was so special about Cameron and Mars ? Both were young, and didn't deserve to die. Unlike my dad, who was 52 when he died. And after he left us, his sisters and brother came into our life and stuck like glue.

I hated my dad's siblings with passion. No matter what my mum said.

As we pulled off in front of the location, I got out of the car quickly, and entered the Mess Hall. I saw Giacomo and Gavin talking and looking at their scripts. And since they've been waiting long enough, I walked towards them.

"Hey, guys. So what did you want to ask me about ?"
I sat between them, and they looked up at me in..admiration ?
"So I wanted to ask about.."

They asked me questions about their characters, and about their reactions to different situations during filming.

However, something was off.

I glanced around as I listened intently to my co-stars.
Where was he ? Where was he ?
Barron was supposed to arrive about thirty minutes ago.

"Hey Rajwan ? Did Barron show up by any chance ?"
He thought for a moment.
"Yeah, but he disappeared somewhere."
"I think he went to the woods."
Johnny continued.

I nodded, and after my co-stars left, I ran off to the woods.

...

I saw my boyfriend sitting on the bare ground, specifically in The Spot, staring into void. A sad expression crept over his face, and his eyes sparkled.
"Barron, what's wrong ?"
I asked softly as I sat down next to him.

"Nothing. I'm sorry about your co-star."
I put a gentle hand on his shoulder.
"Thank you but don't try to change the subject."
He blinked, and a small tear went through his face.

"Barron ?"
He shook his head, and kept staring into nothing.
"Nothing is wrong."
I sighed heavily, and wrapped my arms around him. He hugged me back, leaning his head against my shoulder as another small tear went through his face.

"Why don't you want to tell me ?..it's okay. You don't have to anyway, just, when you're ready to talk, you know you can always talk to me."
He paused for a moment.

"Do you love me ?"

"Of course I do !"

He paused again, and I hugged him tighter, touching his soft hair.
"I will always love you."
I whispered, kissing the side of his head gently.

"Remember last week when I sent you a text saying that I couldn't make it to the location and that something came up ?"
I stared at him in confusion.

Why do I feel like there's a story behind this ?

To Be Continued..

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