This chapter is dedicated to Cameron Boyce, who never failed to surprise me, us. I love you Cameron.
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I stared at the headline, my eyes filling quickly with tears.
I then looked up at the people around me, who were watching me close.

They don't deserve to have their conversation ruined by me.

"excuse me.."
I whispered as I got up, heading towards the restroom.
As soon as I entered, I shut the door behind me, slipped to the floor, and started to sob softly.

He was just here last week.
How did this happen..?

I was immediately interrupted by something flashing in my mind.

A picture of a terrorist standing at an empty lawn.
It stopped suddenly, making me shake my head, quickly realizing the ugly truth.
I don't know what this is about either. Cameron has just died. I have to stop imagining things.

A few minutes later, I heard a knock on the door.
"go away..whoever this is."
I heard a small clank as the doorknob twisted, opening the door in the process.

I felt someone by my side, wrapping me in their arms. I didn't look up, because I could already sense who it was. I wrapped my arms back around him, holding him close as I cried.

"he's gone, Noah..I don't believe this.."
He rubbed my back gently.
"it's okay, he's in a better place.."

I could feel another pair of arms wrapping around me.
"a much better place."
I heard Finn's voice, and the other pair of arms hugged me tighter, wrapping the two of us in a group hug. I barely hugged back, a tear escaping my eye.

"it's alright."
A few minutes later, I heard a female voice speaking.
"can you two let her go now? We need to hug her too.."
I felt myself being wrapped into another hug by two other pair of arms.

Millie and Sadie.
I hugged them back, tearing up again.
Gosh, why did this have to happen ?

It wasn't my first time meeting Cameron.
I met him during the premiere of The Exhausting Journey. I thought he would be upset because I didn't give him a guest role like Pamela did in Bunk'd, but surprisingly, he was really understanding about it, making me love him more.

Yes, right now I'm with Barron, but my first celebrity crushes were two, Cameron Boyce and Karan Brar.
I remember saying that in an interview once, as I was so proud of them. I still am.

As I wiped my last of tears, I felt the girls letting go.
"are you ready to go out now? It's getting kinda hot in here.."
Millie admitted. I immediately remembered my fear of closed and tight places, so I nodded.

If you have claustrophobia, why is the first place you want to cry in is the bathroom ?
A sarcastic question rang in my mind.

I pushed all my thoughts aside as I turned to face the other cast members.

"are you okay ?"
Gaten asked, hugging me, followed by the others.
"no."

He gave me a sad smile as we let go, and the others just gave me encouraging words.

We finished the few scenes we had left, and I went back to the location.

Worst. Day. Ever.

To Be Continued..

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