The beginning of everything .

Eva ' POV

Includes - fluff , F*F, oral sex  .

Five years ago ,

As soon returning home from my self - defence classes  , the scent of my favourite dish  -  silician  pasta hits my nose .

I was instantly excited to devour it . I entered the kitchen and there she was preparing the table for me , she saw me instantly and smiled which i returned .

My father was never at home mostly , it was never his infedility or that he does not like his second wife . After my mother's death due to an unfortunate plane crash , my grandfather was concerned about him , his bussiness reputation  and me as my mother and him were a young couple and I was in my teenage years when the accident happened . 

Their marriage was marriage of convience , a trophy wife  and financial security given .

I never considered her a gold digger , I was matured at a early age and knew what was financial security .

My father and her had a good companion relationship that was never converted into love as she told me and I saw it from my eyes .

She sat beside me at the table with her plate  next to mine. " Thank you so much for this Kayden but you do know i can feed myself with some snacks , its not even dinner time ."

"Oh.. shutup , won't you let me make my only daughter and a best friend her favourite meal . " She half laughed , her freckles highlighted under a dim ray of sunlight coming from glass windows far away from us.

There it is . This word .
It stings.

Daughter . Daughter .

She sometimes calls me daughter but mostly she goes by endearments but I never called her Mom , always by her name as she herself told me to do that , she is only 7 years older than me and  wanted to give me time to accept her as a part of family .

I never thought of all this becoming a web of forbidden feelings in which I was getting tangled  more and more each day .

I smiled at her genuineness ignoring the sting of the word . I don't know about her but from my side , our relationship was confusing for me .

One minute she is like my sister , helping me with all problems , always covering my fault when it comes infront of everyone and the second she is like someone with all the qualities of someone i like to see future with .

My bisexuality was no secret to anyone.  She has seen me taking girls or boys or maybe both in my room  late nights but never said anything  . Acting casual as if we were roommates .

Finishing my meal , I stood up , hiding my discomfort , " I'll go freshen up . " I rushed up to my room upstairs ignoring her buring gaze at my actions but the facetime call on the macbook stops me midway , i return downstairs to see my father id on screen . Kayden picked it up .

Kayden and I sat on the couch with the macbook in between . My father's smiling face greets us .

"How's my two beautiful ladies " he said in a singing tone . We both smiled and him .

"Listen , I  have to get to Seattle to settle a issue at a project location. So , Kayden could you pack my suitcase for two days and sent it to my office . "

"Of course . " Kayden said .

"Thank you so much , love you Eva . "
"Love you too dad , take care ." i smiled.

Who could have thought this was our last meeting.

Two years later ,

It is just getting impossible now , impossible to resist her .
But does she feel the same ?

It's been two years since father died , his death was like a downfall for me the most . His will was already written in which it was clearly stated everything will be handover to Kayden and I .

We were partners , I was handling all things on the creative side like advertisements , campaigns , what to launch next and she was handling all the business meetings and agendas  , finances .

My work mostly does not require my presence in the office , so I mostly work from my office at our home and go to the main office when I needed to.

Currently I was in kitchen making dinner for us both. The thunderstorm sound was echoing loudly , I look outside and the weather was pretty bad .

Then I remember , Kayden did not even had her lunch and it was close to dinner time. I tried calling her to remind her but the network service is worse.

I packed hers and mine dinner and went to the main office . It didn't take me long enough to reach since the streets were quite empty due to heavy rain.

Reaching the entry door , i greeted the doorman dressed in raincoat. I rushed to the elevator hitting the top floor button. Opening the door  , I found Kayden munching on some potato chips while gazing out from the floor length windows.

"Eating unhealthy again !" the chips packet fell down and she turned towards me with a guilty , shoulder shrugging expression.

"Here Madame.." I said in fake - French accent. She laughed her dimples making an appearance.

God , I love her..

We sat facing each other , eating dinner talking about work , we share everything in our lives .  I stared at her as she was on her last bite , her freckles were being highlighted due to dim light of the office and direct moonlight mixed with purple hint of thunderstorm .

Men must throw themselves at her , I wonder if she is seeing anyone or some one night stand . The thought made me mad for obvious reasons .  I was deep in thought that I did not realized she was asking me "Eva!!'

I was startled a bit and my knee hit the table splashing the water in the glass directly on my trousers . "Shit " i cursed " I will go dry this off "I rushed to the bathroom , i was about to turn on the air dryer from its attached cord stand when the whole place got dark .

I was still breathing hard a bit , it was all due to one's fault.
One fucking thing i cannot denied,
My attraction towards her .

Leaning towards the counter , placing my hands on either side , I stared at my reflection in dim moonlight . My blonde hair in waves were open with middle parting , a little cheek tint and a nude lipstick , nothing else .

What if I confessed my feelings towards her , will she even like me as a lover ?

It's been almost 10 years since I know her , she always dresses on point , perfect body , perfect voice . Everything . And I am nothing like that .

What if tommorow she tells me she got someone ?

The thought made me disturbed , I did not even realized the tears forming in my eyes .

I tried to move on but we live  and work under the same roof , everyday seeing her beautiful face , it is impossible .

It was supposed to be a stupid forbidden crush for god's sake .

I sob quietly covering my mouth ,  it was too much to take .

A hand touched me on my shoulder and I spun around to be face to face with Kayden . She was so close that our chests were almost touching .

"Kayden I .." She did not let me finish. When her lips came crashing down to mine.

Her warm lips sesnsation made me forget what I was thinking , I was frozen from head to toe .

Her tongue pushed through the seam of my lips , I moaned in her mouth . My backside was crushing against the counter but the pain was nothing at this moment .

Her hand cradled the backside of my head , tilting her head against mine , engaging us in deep kissing . My hands make up to their waist pushing her softly as I did not wanted her to stop .

Even in the dim light , I was able to sense her beautiful features .

Her kisses went from my lips to my jaw to my neck , never stopping . She sucks and nibbles on my neck . "Kay..den Kayden wait ! We have to talk first . "

" What is there to talk about love , her hands cupped my face , her thumbs stroking my lips and cheeks.
"I always knew about you . About your feelings for me , the same I have for you but I wanted you to confess and I cannot see you crying because of me . "

"You like me ? " I asked in a low voice still not believing it.

" Nope , I love you.  " she replied .

This time it was my lips that came to hers. I did not stop . She was a little taller than me , till now we were pushed against ourselves to a highest limit .

She hoists me up to sit on the counter , now we were eye to eye level . Her hands went to my top and stopped asking for my consent . I put my hands on hers she pushed down the straps off my shoulders revealing my sports bra which she took it off too.

My breasts were exposed to her , my nipples hard and erect for her. She lean down sucking on one while tweaking the other . My eyes instantly close at the sensation and my hands went to her open hair .

My legs wrapped around her waist pulling her impossibily closer , trying to burn off all the hunger and love of years in these mere seconds .  My hands go to her dress end she was wearing , I pushed the dress up to her waist , pushing her nude panties to the side . I was amazed to find her wet silt . I found her clit , stroking it softly , she stopped too . Her hands repeating my actions .

It was still dark , we were sweating now , my hairs were clinging to my naked body so was hers .

We were so different but right now we were like mirrors .

Her three fingers were inside me , my pussy clenched tightly , she pushed her lips to mine .

I moaned loudly due to a little pain occuring as she pushed her fingers deeper and deeper until her fingers were knuckles deep, her fingers kept stroking the inner walls of my pussy .

I pushed my mouth towards mine  , my climax was reaching sooner . My hands lost control and I grab her shoulders for support .

She did not stop as she kept staring at my face , staring at how she is gonna make me come , She was enjoying this , her little smirk evident .

My eyes were now closed , she kissed my jaw , my earlobe , behind my ear "Come on now darling  , I want to see your face when you come while my fingers are deep inside you . " she licked my lips after whispering .  I close my eyes tightly at the climax  sensation as I come .

Opening my eyes , I saw her staring at me with adoration .

Love?

Few hours later ,

I was on top of her grinding myself on her , we both were naked on the couch , the air conditioner's cold air was  of no use to us .

She gets up in a sitting position while I was still on her lap . She kissed me , not letting my mouth leave hers . She flips herself , resting my back on couch , she drops kisses on my stomach till right above my clit .

She tongued my clit while her middle finger thurst inside my pussy . Grabbing her hair , I came while looking into her eyes , her  brown eyes mixed with a hue of red .

In the end  , nothing matter other than us.

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𝑯𝒆𝒚 𝒃𝒖𝒃𝒔 ! 𝑰 𝒉𝒐𝒑𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒆𝒏𝒋𝒐𝒚𝒆𝒅 𝒔𝒐 𝒇𝒂𝒓 >3. 𝑺𝒉𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒕𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒈𝒉𝒕𝒔 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒗𝒐𝒕𝒆𝒔 .

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