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Warning: smut

After finding out the obvious truth of Megumi, Geto invited you over for dinner at his house. He thought it would be nice if he were to distract you with some drinks to get your mind off things. You both were seated comfortably on his couch with a warm blanket covering you. Watching a random movie, the two glasses of red wine standing on the glass coffee table in front of you.

Your head was resting against his broad shoulder while his hand was caressing your thigh from underneath the blanket. His gentle touch brought you comfort. It was like he knew the ways to distract your mind. And it made you feel guilty. You were going through mixed emotions about him. Reconnecting with him brought you happiness and warmth but it also made you feel sad and regretful.

Why is he caring so much about your relationship with Megumi? Why is he helping you go through this? Does he still feel heartbroken from you?

You truly felt like you didn't deserve to have someone like him. He deeply worries about you so much that it makes you think...

What if things were different...?

What if you had chosen Geto over Megumi..? What would've happened? Would he ask you out to be his girlfriend? Would he propose after showing how much he loved you? Would you have carried his first child and started a family with him...?

"Y/n?" His soothing voice brought you back from your thoughts. "Are you okay?" He asks with concern.

You gaze up at him and softly mutter, "I don't deserve you..."

He gave you a questioned look, "What do you mean?"

"Why do you care so much, Geto? After what I did to you. After I lied to you about being in a relationship. Why do you worry so much about me?"

He sighs, "Because I fell in love with you, Y/n. I never stopped thinking about you when I left the army. You were always on my mind.! And I tried my hardest to forget you but I just couldn't. I kept thinking if you were safe. If you were being treated well while I was gone. Don't ever feel like you don't deserve me. I'm doing this because I care about you..."

His hand cups your cheek, noticing a small tear run down your face. "Hey don't cry..." he whispers and engulfs you in a hug. His thumb wipes away your tears, slightly caressing your arm with his other hand.

"I'm sorry..." You murmur against his chest. He knew what you were sorry for. For hurting and lying to him. But he was a bit relieved to know that you were aware of your mistakes.

He tilts your chin up to look at him. "It's okay, Y/n.." He stared into your eyes for a good few seconds. You stared back, already feeling the tension between you two. He feels it too. "C'mere..." he grabs your hips and moves your body onto his lap.

His hands caress your hips in a soft manner. "I'll always be here if you need me..." he mutters against your lips. You nod and wrap your hands around his neck. "I just want you to be happy."

You're not going to lie, your kitty was throbbing. A man who is sexy AND cares about your mental health!? Lord have mercy, will have us on our KNEES BEGGING FOR A PIECE OF THAT DI-

I'm not sorry.

He leans in to kiss your lips. You kissed back. His lips were warm and soft. He was kissing you passionately which made you recall all the feelings you felt for him in the past. You couldn't help but grind against his crotch which made Geto softly gasp in between the kiss.

"Fuck..." he whispers while holding your hips and helping you grind on him. "Don't do this, Y/n.." he says as you begin to kiss his neck.

"Why not?" You ask while removing your shirt, left only with your bra on.

"You're gonna regret it..."

You chuckled, "Regret? Suguru, I fucked Megumi's dad...and I don't regret it after I found out he was cheating."

"What? You fucked his dad!?" Geto asks in disbelief. "Why..?"

"I...because...I was stupid....and I broke our little promise about how you are the only one who gets to come inside me, oops. Haha." Awkwardly laughing you give him a quick peck on his lips. "But...maybe we can make up..?" Your hand slides underneath his shirt, touching up his defined chest in a slow and teasingly way.

He looks at you with a hint of hesitation in his eyes. He didn't want to be used as a rebound, much less someone who you only use for pleasure and then thrown away after he's no use to you anymore.

But the way you talked and touched him, it made his dick throb with anticipation. The way you made him feel emotionally began to resurface.

"Fuck this," Geto began to unbuckle his belt, you smirk and help him pull his pants down leaving him in his boxers.

You rubbed his bulge, feeling how warm and hard he was getting. You began to stroke him through the fabric of his boxers. A soft sigh left his lips as he kept eye contact while you continue to stroke him. He was having trouble controlling himself. He hasn't seen you in a long time and your teasing was leaving him desperate to feel your mouth.

"Tell me what you want, babe.." You whisper and slowly pull his boxers down, his cock fully on display.

"What, you dominating me now..?" Geto cockily smirks at you, teasing you. "You're gonna have to try harder than that to make me give in."

"Asshole." You mutter quietly and look away.

"What's wrong? Can't handle it?" He coos. "You think I was just gonna give in and beg for it...?"

You wanted to disappear in that moment. The embarrassment was too much to handle, you wanted to strangle him to stop teasing you.

He leans down to face you, his finger tilting your chin up. "Let me remind you, who you're dealing with." He kisses your lips once again, his arms reaching down for your hips before pulling you up on top of him. Your ass rubbing against his cock.

Taking off your shirt, he removes your bra. His lips detaching itself from yours and moving onto your erect nipples. His rough hand cupping your right breast as he stares at your facial expressions. His other hand sliding underneath your leggings and under your panties. Fingers playing with your pussy as he focuses on your breast.

"Fuck.." you bit your lip as his two fingers thrust inside your pussy.

"That feel good?" He coos and begins to thrust his fingers faster. "Tell me if it feels good don't just sit there."

"It..feels good, Suguru." You could feel your face burn from embarrassment. And he knew you were getting shy because of him.

"Good, good." He whispers and carefully pulls your body in a laying position on the couch. Taking you by surprise, he pulls your leggings off and moves your panties to the side.

He kisses your sensitive bud before looking up at you. "Look at me when I fuck you with my tongue."

You hold back a moan, not expecting him to say that. His arms wrap underneath your thighs putting them over his shoulders. His tongue licks along your slit and flicks it against your clit. He sucks on your sensitive bud earning a soft gasp from you.

His tongue continues to pleasure you and the overwhelming amount that he was giving you, your thighs were beginning to tremble.

Your fingers play with his hair as you tilt your head back and moan. "Ah~! F...Fuck.~"

He moans against your cunt, sucking the life out of you as he looks up at your face contorted with ecstasy.

"S..stop~..!" You yelp as you felt yourself  getting close.

He hums as if saying no. He didn't want to pull away, he wants to see your face after he's done with you. He wants to see you squirm under his touch. He wants your back to arch. Everything. He's so lost at the thought of making you feel good that he didn't realize your thighs closing in. Geto's hands quickly grip on them so you don't choke him to death.

The knot in your stomach releases and you almost scream from pure bliss. Your back arched as you still recover from your orgasm. A sigh of relief leaves your lips as your back falls back down onto the pillow that was resting underneath to support you.

Geto pulls away and his eyes gaze at you. Scanning your features, he takes his time looking at every detail. A beauty, he would describe. It didn't matter how you viewed yourself or how others viewed you. All that matters is how he saw you.

"What?" You ask him curiously, a gentle smile on your face.

He smiles back, "Nothing. You're just cute."

His sudden boldness left you without words. It still feels foreign whenever he would compliment you in cute moments like this one. You're so used to his toughness that you often forget he's a big softie inside.

"You're cute too." You finally manage to respond.

"Oh really?" He smirks, sitting up and getting himself ready for you.

"Mhm." You nod and watch his actions.

He pulls his cock out and rubs the tip of it against your clit. "Am I cute enough to fuck you?"

"Very cute." You smirk.

He hums in thought, "I don't like that you broke our promise, baby." His dick slowly sinks in your aching pussy. A soft groan emits from his throat at the tightness of your cunt. "Do I have to keep reminding you?"

"I think you do." You moan as his cock is fully stuffed inside you.

"Yeah?" He coos and slowly thrusts inside you. "Fuck, I've missed you."

"I've missed you," You respond back and moan as he begins to move his hips in a fast pace.

"I'm gonna make you forget that man." He groans. At first you thought he was talking about Megumi. But he meant Toji. "I have a feeling he's gonna be a big problem."

You didn't speak, too busy focusing on the way he was making you feel. Erotic pleasure filled the room, your whines and his soft grunts being the only thing heard in the room.

The back of your hand covers your eyes, too embarrassed to look at Geto who was dominating you. He smirks down at you and says, "Look at me, princess." He grabs your wrist pulling it away from your face. "I wanna see you..."

You couldn't help but whimper. The way his cock rammed in and out of you at a fast pace. His dog-tag necklace bounced off his chest, giving you dejavú. "Suguru~..." you whimper.

Pulling him down, you kiss him. Muffling your moans against his lips as his thrusts get deeper inside your cunt. "Fuck, y/n~!" He groans in between the kiss.

His forehead pressed against yours, just like 'old times'. But this time it was different. He stared into your eyes, his pupils dilated just by looking at you. You couldn't tell if it was because of lust or love. Whatever it was, you couldn't help but feel the same way.

Too lost in pleasure, you didn't realize your phone vibrating on the coffee table. Megumi, who was spamming your phone with messages and five missed calls.

"You're so gorgeous.." Geto pants, "...fuck"

You cry out a moan as he pressed his hand on your stomach while speeding up. "Yes~! Just like that~!" Tears stream down your face, his fingers holding your chin, smirking at you just by seeing how wrecked you looked

"You're so pretty when you cry, baby." He kisses your neck, sucking on your skin to leave a mark. He groans and cursed under his breath.

"Ah~!! I'm coming~!" Out of instinct you wrapped your legs around Geto's hips, locking him in. You tightened around him and Geto let out a loud grunt as he thrusts a few more times before finally climaxing. The both of you moaned, feeling yourselves let loose from the amount of erotic pleasure.

"Shit!" He grunts, finishing inside your pussy. He brought you into a deep kiss, the warmth of your lips against his drove him crazy. He pulls away and gazed at you. "Spend the night with me."

You didn't say anything but began to quickly look for your phone. You grabbed it from the coffee table and unlocked it. Finding missed calls and text messages from Megumi. You sigh and look between Geto and your phone.

"I...can't," You finally manage to say.

"What?" Geto furrows his eyebrows. "Why not?"

"I have to go." You clean yourself up.

He stops you, "Y/n please. Remember what happened. Don't go back."

You look at him and sigh. It was true. He knows it affected you finding that out and you were blocking your emotions for others to not see. That's how it's always been.

"Fine," You remove the last piece of clothing you had on before almost leaving. Geto's arms wrap around you and picks you up. "What're you doing?"

"Carrying you to my room." Geto smirks. "We're not sleeping on the couch."

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