Time skips.

Yn came home and she was thinking about what seojoon said at the party. She was laying on the bed while thinking.

Yn thought: that's why he hates girls? Who's that girl who did wrong with him? That's why he's always cold. But he's not like when I first saw him..I still remember that day when I met him for the first time.

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Flashback.

Yn was standing in the principal room because she takes 1 week of holiday due to some health issues. She was standing behind a few students. Then suddenly someone pushed her from front and her back fell on something hard. She flinched and then he held her arms from behind. She didn't turn then he left her arms and said .

Taehyung: hey , are you okay?

He asked and she simply nodded in fear because she gets bullied in previous years so she always keep distance from boys. Taehyung sighed when a teacher called him.

Teacher: Kim Taehyung, come here.

The teacher called him and he left.

Yn: Kim Taehyung.

She mumbled while looking at his figure. She stopped at her place . She was admiring his beauty. She blink her eyes and her eyes were not moving from him.

Yn thought: he's so handsome.

She thought while looking at him who's busy talking with the teacher. He smiled in between his talks .

Flashback ends.

Yn smiles remembering his face, and then opens her cupboard. She took a old diary and opened the first page.

Date: 24th June 2019

Heyyy! Today I met my senior. His name is " Kim Taehyung". I don't know why I think I have crush on him. I know it's funny to sounds but I can't help he's so handsome and unique. Oh gosh! I just can't take my eyes from him. I wish I meet him daily.

Reading the first note about him, she smiles at her childish behaviour.

Yn thought: that first sight crush changed into love of my life. I never know that I'll love him madly. He's still same no I guess he's more handsome now. ! Because of that stupid girl, his smile fades. He become angry bird now. *Pouts* it's okay.!

She thought and layed on bed while holding the pillow which she have his photo. She hugged that pillow tightly.

Yn: Good night love.

She mumbled and closed her eyes.

Next day.

Zoe came outside of the house and walked towards the car where his driver is waiting for him.

Zoe thought: I'll buy something for noona. She's hurt because of appa. What's wrong if she got second position. I'll buy a dress for her as her present. She'll be happy I'm sure.

He was walking while thinking then suddenly bump into someone makes his phone fell from his hand.

Zoe: ughh.

He said annoyingly then looks at the person who's already looking at him. It's none other than Taehyung.

Taehyung: I'm really sorry buddy.

Zoe: it's okay hyung.

Taehyung smiled then took his phone and handed to Zoe.

Zoe: thank you hyung . *Innocent smile*

Taehyung: fine bro. Btw you're here?

Zoe: um.. yes my house is there only.

Taehyung looks here and there .

Taehyung thought: aishh what's wrong with you .

He thought while looking at yn's house.

Taehyung: you're going somewhere? ..

Zoe: actually yes hyung. I'm going to buy dress for my noona.

Taehyung: oh wow buddy. That's great.! *Taehyung shows his boxy smile*

Zoe: hyung can you help me? I mean I don't know about girl's choice.

Taehyung: m..me?

Zoe: yes please hyung.

Taehyung: okay let's go..

Zoe shows thumbs up and they both drove off in Taehyung's bike.

At mall.

Zoe and Taehyung was searching dress but didn't found anything good.

Zoe: hyung this one?

Taehyung: aniyo that colour is not good bro.

Zoe nodded and kept that dress. Taehyung take a short length white colour dress. His face is lit up seeing that dress.

Taehyung: Zoe, buddy this one?

He shows that dress to Zoe and he immediately nodded his head.

Zoe: wow hyung it's so pretty.

Taehyung: okay. Then you're buying this?

Zoe: of course.. she'll look like princess in this dress.

Taehyung smiled but his mind was thinking about yn..but why he don't know.?

Zoe: hyung?

Taehyung: yes.. yes let's go.

Taehyung thought: what's wrong with you tae? Again yn?

He shrugged off his thoughts and walk behind Zoe.

Taehyung: Zoe you know your sister is so lucky that she have a brother like you.

Zoe smiles and looked down while shooting his head.

Zoe: no hyung. I'm so lucky that I have a sister like her. You don't know she's a gem.

Taehyung smiled and ruffled Zoe's hair.

Zoe: thank you hyung.

Taehyung: my pleasure buddy. . Now let's go.

Zoe nodded and they left.

Time skips.

Taehyung came home after his coaching. As he entered the house, his father said,

Mr Kim: look at the time tae. You're getting late.

Taehyung simply nodded and left to his room.

Mr Kim: I'm just thinking about his future.

He mumbled while Mrs Kim sighed.

Mrs Kim: please don't force him . Let him fulfill his dreams.

Mr Kim: as you say.

Saying this, he leave the mansion.

At college.

Yn entered her classroom and found no one. She holds her stomach while hissing in pain as she got her periods. She slowly went towards her seat and sat. Tears fell from her eyes. She close her eyes in pain. Definitely she don't want to come to college but her father forcefully brings her. She layed down on the chair while sinking as she can't able to sit. Ema also didn't came yet. She was sobbing in pain.

Suddenly she heard footsteps. She looks up and saw her classmate.

Girl: hey yn, what's wrong?

Yn: no.. nothing.. em..Ema?

Girl: we were in lab . Wait let me call.

Saying this she runs and yn sighed.

Yn: ahhh.. th...this p..periods.. ahh *sobs*

After a couple of minutes, Ema came to classroom..

Ema: hey..yn.. I'm here... What's wrong?

She asked worriedly seeing her condition..yn open her eyes and try to sit but Ema stops her.

Ema: no yn don't.

She holds her and made her sit. She rested her head on ema's shoulder .

Ema: you got your periods?

Yn nodded slightly.

Ema: aish this uncle ! Why he's forcing you..

Yn: it..it's hu..hurting em..ahh Ema. *Sobs*

Ema: yn wait I'll call someone. Let me bring pain killer atleast.

Yn : *shook her head* please.. no.. Ema.. I..I wa..wanna go h..ho..home..

Ema: yes you'll yn but you can't able to walk.

Ema massage her belly slowly slowly . She put her head on her lap and caressing her stomach.

Ema: try to sleep ynie..

Yn close her eyes while tears falling from her eyes...

On the other hand, Taehyung didn't saw yn from morning.. he was talking with his friends in corridor. He noticed Ema run towards her classroom. First he thought something is wrong but then ignored his thoughts ..

Wooshik: so guys, levis is not coming so we have to replace.

Jungkook: but he's best you know.! We can't take risk in semifinals.

Jimin: don't worry, he'll come to finals.

Wooshik: then good. What say tae?

Taehyung was lost in his thoughts not knowing what's going there..

Jimin: we're asking you tae?

He flinched and came back to his sense.

Taehyung: yah yah, I know. Levis is not well till then we'll replace.

Jungkook: but --

Taehyung: don't worry kook, I'll handle,

They nodded then they walk from there. While walking, Taehyung's eyes fell on the classroom which is empty.

Taehyung thought: it's her classroom.

He wait for sometime but his friends walked away. They turned and looks at him.

Jimin: what's wrong tae?

Jungkook smiles and pich to jimin.

Taehyung: no..nothing. let's go..

Wooshik: yeah.. *smirks*

Saying this he also walk from there but suddenly he turned and entered the classroom makes him shocked. While his friends also followed him.

As he enters, he saw yn was laying on ema's lap and suffering terribly. She can't able to lay or sit, while Ema was caressing her stomach.. seeing him, Ema's eyes widened. He approached while panicking.

Taehyung: what's wrong?

He worriedly asked to Ema. Hearing his voice, yn looks at him and try to get up.

Ema: s..sto..stomach p..pain oppa..

Taehyung's heart skipped for the moment and he gets panicked..

Wooshik and jimin understood and they looks at each other.

Taehyung: let's go to hospital..

Yn: I.. I'm f.. fine..

She finally gets up but Taehyung quickly takes her in his arms makes everyone's eyes widened..

Yn:s..sun..sunbae..

She stuttered nervously.

Taehyung: shh..

He shushed her and looks at her pale face worriedly. He walk towards the hospital section while Ema and his friends followed him. Yn looks at him, she was feeling dizzy.. she blink her eyes for clear vision .. he looks so worried soon she fainted in his arms.

Taehyung: YN !!!

He yelled seeing her unconscious figure .. it's the first time he called her name but she's unconscious. He run hurriedly and entered the hospital .

Taehyung: open your eyes ! Damn !!

He said then nurse came ..

Nurse: what happened to her?

Before he said something, Ema said..

Ema: umm..she got her periods and having stomachache.

Taehyung looks at Ema with wide eyes. He gently put her on the bed .

Taehyung: she fainted. Check now!

He ordered the nurse .

Nurse: you all go outside.

He was about to go, but her hairs stuck on his shirt button. He looks at her, then his button.. flashback played in his mind. . He was definitely so worried for her. His heart ached s"eeing her in that condition in classroom. He slowly removed her hairs and walked fr'om there after taking a glance at her.

He come outside and saw his friends and Ema were waiting. He didn't said anything just sat on the chair.

Taehyung thought: why she came to college when she's having stomachache. Silly girl ! How that Ema will handle her alone. If I didn't come at right time?

He close his eyes remembering her. The way she's attacking him, the way he's having feelings for her. The unknown feelings which he's not ready to accept but failed. She's different, different from others. Only she's making him think about her.

After a couple of minutes, nurse came and said.

Nurse: it's common in periods. I guess she skipped her breakfast, that's why she fainted.

Ema nodded while Taehyung's face changed into cold. He poke his tongue inside his cheeks and simply nodded. The nurse left from there. Ema sighed.

After 20 minutes Ema entered inside the room and yn opened her eyes.

Ema: hey, how are you feeling now?

Yn: it's paining slightly.

Ema: let's go to home now yniee.

Yn nodded then the door burst opened revealing Taehyung. He came inside with his friends. Seeing him, yn looks down in fear thinking what if he gets mad again.

Taehyung: how you feeling now?

He asked in calm tone. Yn slowly looks at him and nodded her head.

Yn: I'm..I'm fine sunbae.

Wooshik: good. You should take holiday yn.

Yn looks at Ema and nodded.

Taehyung: let's go to your home.

Yn's eyes widened and she looks at Ema.

Ema: umm.. oppa I'll call her sister. She'll pick up her.

Taehyung: no need. *Cold* jimin-ah start the car.

Jimin nodded then left while jungkook followed him.

Yn: s..sunbae I'll manage, unnie will--

Taehyung: hyung, here.

He handed his card to wooshik and he nodded then left.

Taehyung: Ema, bring her bag.

Ema: y..yea oppa.

She also left. Now they both are alone. Taehyung sits on the bed and looks at her who's looking down.

Taehyung: why you came to college today?

Yn: I...I

She was finding words to answer him.

Taehyung: it's good to attend college but you should think about yourself.

She listened and nodded still not looking at him.

Yn: s .. sorry

Taehyung: I want--

Ema: yn, let's go .

Ema came while carrying yn's bag. Yn nodded. She was about to stand but Taehyung carry her in his arms makes her gasped.

Taehyung: let's go now.

He said and came outside of the hospital while carrying her..

Yn: su..sunbae, put me down.. I'm fine now..

She uttered nervously.. he looks at her who's already looking at him. She was feeling goosebumps as she feels his hand were on her waist . Taehyung was lost in her eyes . He stopped walking as they both share an intimate eye contact. He always noticed only love In her eyes for him. They way she looks at him with pure love. They don't talk much but their eyes tell everything. His eyes softened seeing her. Meanwhile she was looking at his deep ocean eyes . This time it was showing some different emotions and feelings for her. Her heart was beating fastly he can hear her heart beat. He internally chuckles. His eyes fell on her lips and he slightly gulps.

Taehyung: shh.. let's go .

He said and walked towards the car still holding her. Thankfully there is not much students there.. wooshik opened the door and Taehyung made her sit on the back seat and he also sat beside her. Ema sat in the front seat. Then they drove off. Yn was looking outside of the window thinking what's going in her life.

Yn thought: why he's doing ? He already rejected me.. and I know it's not his thing so why? He's worried for me? But why,? Because of me, he skipped her coaching.. aishh.. what's going in my life,

Taehyung thought: what she's doing with me? I have a different feelings. What it's called? Why it's so complicated? Forget love, can't we stay friends? Of course she's kind and I know about her. Why she's so scared of me always? I'm that much bad? She knows me well.

He thought while looking at her..

To be continued..

Love from tatamic ❤️‍🩹

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