Triggers: SUICIDE and self harm

*A/N this one is really really dark so if you have ever even considered self harm, please don't read. I only want to share awareness to the world about how common a thought this is to lots of people, teenagers especially. I was going through a rough time when I wrote this, but don't report me! I got help, I'm ok now. I love you all. Seriously, don't read it if it will give you ideas, I don't want anyone to go through with it ever. ...on the bright side, it's really good acrostic*

I'm not ok

Wash myself with my blood, so red

Against cement, I'll bash my head

No ground beneath my feet, body splayed in the street

Twist the knife til the pain fades, how I love those silver blades

Tie a rope 'round my neck

Orange pills, swallow every last speck

Drown out all the misery

I'm not ok, but now I see,

Ending it would be my only victory