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The crew stayed at Po-Seoks' residence till late in the evening. You couldn't figure out why you were suddenly aware of Suga, but being in his presence in such a casual setting made you light-headed. He was unusually attentive to you, and you were filled with regret knowing this would be your last day with him. You sipped your drink and wandered around Po's -yard.  They had fairy lights strung around the shrubs and trees. It looks to be quite magical. You gently smile. You felt nostalgic simply thinking about your year with the crew you grew to love.

You were conscious of a presence nearby. Sugas' proximity next to you causes your heart to thump loudly.

He looked at you with a half smile. "Are you sad about leaving, Yeonra?" he asks, noticing the distant look in your eyes.

You turn to face him and shake your head "Both yes and no. I'm just sad that I won't see the crew again, but quitting my job...no way. It was too stressful and mentally exhausting for me."

He snorted, "I sure met some colourful characters at work, and I will genuinely miss all of them," he said softly, looking at the crew, who were laughing so hard as they danced around with each other. Po. and Sugwon appeared to be very tipsy, and Su-Li appeared to be beyond repair drunk. Po's wife insists that they all sleep over especially the  ones who were supposed to be the designated drivers but who were too tipsy for the road,

Suga smiles, "It was good to meet all of you Yeonra. Each one of you has made a lasting impact on my life. Which I will never forget or take for granted. " He turns to you and smirks, "I'll miss our cleaning together Yeonra."

You laughed "Me, too, and thanks for being a knight in shining armour the other day. It would have been a devastating day if I had to lose my precious first kiss to that jerk Song -Wook..oops, too much information"When you saw Sugas' eyes lift in astonishment, you blush bright red.

"You've never kissed a guy before...---"   Suga was rendered speechless. Yeonra was stunning. How come?

"Shush...nobody knows how pathetic I am in that department," you say, covering your hot cheeks with your hands. "Please ignore what you have just heard. It's extremely embarrassing."

Suga chuckles, "It isn't, but it is quite cute Yeonra.Have you never dated before?" He was delighted.

You moved your head, "I went on a date once in high school, as well as a few dates with Song Wook, but it was disappointing, so I vowed never to date again. I'm too shy and reserved for that. Perhaps it's my fault... I'm looking for sincere romance. I'd like my future partner to sweep me off my feet. We must kiss and dance in the rain, hold hands, eat ice cream, cuddle in bed for an entire day, and he must propose to me most unusually. " You laughed as you noticed his calculating expression. You took a deep breath, "I know it sounds ridiculous, but maybe I'm craving true romance. I have always had an old soul."

"It's not stupid," Suga says softly, "is it like a bucket list?"

"Yeah, sort of... but it might never happen because I'm not always approachable... and I'm a little afraid to trust in relationships... so I'll just watch cute kdramas... to soothe my girly, romantic heart," You chuckle to yourself.

"Don't give up on any of your dreams, Yeonra," Suga said, nodding. "You can have everything you want." Suga inhales deeply, imagining what it would be like to kiss her simply as Suga, without regard for his undercover alias. He likes her as Suga, but Min Yoongi has a different perspective, preferences, and dislikes.

You smile, thinking sadly that you have already managed to meet the ideal guy who makes your heart race. You fell for Suga, hook, line, and sinker, but you heard he might have a girlfriend at home. It broke your crew leader's heart, but she persisted in her pursuit of him. Su-Li simply decided to like him and give him space, but you're too afraid to get too close, enough that he notices your feelings for him.

Po-Seok was smirking behind you, but his face was flushed from the soju.

"Are you staying over, Suga-boy and Yeonra? We have enough room for everyone?" He inquired, smirking.

"Thank you, but no thanks, Po-Hyung for the offer," Suga said, shaking his head. "I still need to pack. I'll be leaving early tomorrow. Don't be concerned. I can still drive."

Po gets a smile from you "Thank you, Po. I need to get home. I have a shop that opens at ten o'clock tomorrow. I see it's already after 10 p.m."

Suga asks, "Do we call it a day then?"

You nod, then approach Po and embrace him "Thank you for taking care of me and being there for me and being a great confidant for this year. I'll miss you. " Your eyes welled up with tears. You'll miss everyone. However, you will see them on Tuesday when you finalize all of your financial forms with the HR Department.

"We, too, dear," he sobs as he gently wraps his arms around you.

You raise your eyes and ease out of his embrace. "I'll see you on Tuesday.  I think I'll leave with Suga."

Suga smiled as he noticed the smug look in Po- Seok's eyes and said, "Don't worry Po-hyung, I'll take her safely home."

Po nods and looks at you, saying, "Stay safe while your mother is in the US. Will Dae check on you?"

"No, don't worry, I'm safe at home," you shook your head.

Everyone came to hug you and Suga when they heard you were leaving. Po's wife Ada lavished you and Suga with gifts from the crew.

Su-Li sobbed drunkenly as she embraced you, "Oh my big unnie! I'm going to miss you terribly. Take care and conquer the world of entertainment, okay?"

You smile at the younger girl and hug her tightly, saying, "Enjoy your studies. I'll call you to go out for lunch when we decide to leave, OK?"

"OK," she said with a big smile. "I'm so tired right now... " After the group hugs, she moved to where Po's wife was talking with Jihyo and Sugwon near the fire.

You take your handbag from the garden lounge sofa and walk over to where Po-Seok and Suga are having a serious conversation. Po-Seok was patting Suga on the back. Suga just laughed.

Suga asked softly, "Are you ready?"

"Er... yes. We can leave now "Everyone was escorting you to the gate. You hugged Jihyo and Po's wife, Ada, one last time. Sugwon also hugged you and gave Suga his first bump.

You get into the car as Suga stands at the open car door, waiting for you. The air appears dense. It's late, but the skies looked like they were about to rain cats and dogs.

On your way home, Suga played soothing music, encouraging you to relax. He smiled as he turned to face you. Your head was leaning against the window, taking in the scenery.

When you get to the city bridge, it appears that the heavens have opened and it is beginning to rain.

The streets were deserted, and the night looked promising for nightlife. The only light that illuminated the interior of the car in the darkness was the flashing neon and bright lights of the city. The nightlife for most partygoers will begin at 11 p.m. You sneaked a peek at Suga. You notice his strong arms manoeuvring the car for the first time. His middle finger was adorned with a unique ring. Suga is an enigma, you think to yourself. You wish you had more time to get to know him thoroughly. However, you must cut your losses and move on.

"You like what you see?" Suga smirked as he felt your gaze on his arms. He teased you subtly in a flirtatious tone. You turned bright red as he caught you, checking him out.

You glanced and motioned to his hand, saying, "Nice ring."

Sugas' gaze was drawn briefly to his grip on the steering wheel.

"Oh, a gift from one of my best friends," he said, smiling. Taehyung bought it for him on his 25th  birthday. A year or two ago in LA. It's a tanzanite and platinum ring. It cost nearly $6,000.You notice he has excellent taste.

It began to pour harder just as you approached a bridge. From inside the car, Suga looked up at the sky and teased you, "Isn't dancing in the rain on your bucket list?"

"Yeah....but!" you say with wide eyes.

Suga unbuckled his seat belt and fixed his gaze on you "No buts....let us stick to the bucket list. So let's start dancing."

Oh my gosh! You appear perplexed. Suga, who is calm and serene, wishes to do so on the secluded bridge.

He opened his door and ran to your side, and you looked up at the sky with fear, then back to him.

He opens your door, and you take a breather, feeling the cold droplets on your bare shoulder skin "Oh my goodness! really, Suga?"

He just laughed and extended his hand for you to take. You take a deep breath as he lifts you into his arms and begins to twirl you aroundin his arms. You both laughed at the insanity of what you were doing. Dancing outside in the rain.

Suga burst out laughing at your expression, saying, "See, it's fun..now your bucket list is getting shorter.!"

He twirled you around, and you were both in stitches. Dancing like little kids in the rain felt liberating. Your hair was dripping on both of your heads. It was pouring outside.

He yanks your short, rain-soaked frame against him. Your breath caught in your throat as you looked up into his bright eyes staring down at you. At the nervous anticipation in the air, your hearts are both beating in sync. You've never felt safer in a man's arms than when he wraps his arms around you in a protective embrace. The air around you became dense as you both stared deeply into each other's eyes. It appeared that time had stopped. 

Your expressions were clouded with desire. Without hesitation or remorse, his lips hesitantly touch your in a slow-motioned kiss, allowing you to slowly mimic the soft and skilful movement of his lips against your nervous mouth. As he began to slowly move his warm mouth over yours, softly and sensually exploring the heated depths of your mouth, your breath caught in his throat. Suga's body was pressing you softly against the car door as his kisses became more intense. You felt as if you were floating as you unceremoniously wrapped your arms around his slim waist and began to respond to his feverish kisses with the same intensity. As he brushed his lips over your wet neck folds, his breath was warm on your neck.  You shiver involuntarily as your bodies crave each other like never before.

It felt like you'd been kissing for hours, but it was only a few minutes. The rain was pouring down on you, but nothing mattered at the time.

When you slowly separate your lips, both gasping for air. You were still close as you felt Suga inhale deeply against your open lips, his one hand softly caressing your wet cheeks, unconcerned about the soft rain falling on you. It was incredible kissing the guy who made you want more.

"Yeonra..." he says quietly. His eyes were filled with the intensity of the moment.

"Yeah..."You say strangled against his lips.

"Spend the night with me—-," he softly asked, looking into your eyes. You give a soft nod. Knowing that you both want to be with each other, you both cling to each other, kissing each other with wild and reckless abandon...as the rain poured down on you.

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A soft ray of light streamed into the room, where you were deeply cuddled in a soft embrace by a still sleeping Suga. He was embracing you tenderly against his bare chest. His strong arms wrapped around your torso.

As you became aware of your strange surroundings, your eyes widened. You blink several times to get a sense of where you are. You flushed bright red as you recounted the previous evening at Suga's aunt's house. You couldn't deny that you're both hopelessly attracted to each other.

Flashback

As soon as you entered the house, your desires resurfaced, and you were once again entangled in a passionate embrace. Your clothes were soaked, and you both looked like wet stray dogs.

Every logical or common sense left the room when Suga picked you up, lips still locked in motion, and took you up to his room...

...clothing on the floor, leaving a trail behind you.

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"Oh, my Sweet lord!" You raised your finger to your mouth, stroking it softly, remembering Suga's hot, fiery kisses. He was a very attentive lover. You became breathless as you imagined his hot body moving over yours. Gosh,  last night you became a true woman, being passionately loved by a man.  His caressing hands lovingly and gently touching you at places until---

You didn't want to think about your romantic and passionate night. You softly lifted the duvet that covered your body with one hand, your eyes widening in surprise at the lack of or non-existence of clothes.

You were in bed with Gwan Suga! Oh, my goodness. Shivers ran up your spine as you felt soft kisses on your bare shoulders and the nape of your neck. He's awake; how will you face him after your love fest the night before? You fell asleep by 2 a.m. because there wasn't enough time in the night to truly love each other physically. 

"Good morning, sweety," he breathed into your ears, still kissing your neck folds. You're apprehensive about facing him.

"Good morning, Suga!" you say softly, your face still beet red. You felt your body react treacherously as you felt Suga's feathery touch on your bare shoulder.

He grins as he turns you flat on your back, half hovering over you, and you shyly bite your lips. His eyes were amusedly fixed on yours.

"You are very absolutely beautiful, Yeonra...thank you for being with me...how did you sleep?"

His eyes were pained as if he didn't want to let you go. He was flabbergasted by your thick mahogany hair, which resembled a Chinese fan around your face. Last night, he couldn't stop playing and got his hand entangled in it. You have an amazing smell.

"I slept well—-you not going to let me walk out, doing the walk of shame...are you?" you ask softly.

In his eyes, you appear nervous. You'll feel so awkward being in this situation for the first time in your life.

"No, sweetheart, I still want to spend some time with you...cuddle a little and just enjoy your company for a while," he  tenderly whispers in your ear, your breathe hitch  as he fully pulls himself on top of you, with his elbows at the side of your face, mindful not to crush you, smirking in your wide eyes, "I'm still hungry. Can I have another serving of pre-breakfast? "He murmurs hoarsely against your lips. Gently pining you underneath him. 

"Yes...you may have many pre-servings as you want," you murmur against his lips.

With his hands caressing your wild hair and caressing your flustered face. You took a deep breath as you felt his body react to yours. Oh my goodness. Suga was insatiable as he slowly kissed you. Returning his sensual kisses removed all self-doubt. During last night's performance, you lost your inhibitions.

"Oh you smell divine," Suga murmured, caressing your jawline with his lips until he captured your rosy lips once more. You smile softly, perhaps because of the sandalwood and rose perfume you apply all over your body with its matching lotions, and with that knowledge you snake your arms around his neck, pulling him down on you as you kiss him with such fervour that he is surprised and leaves you breathless. You became more passionate, and he relished every moment of it. You like Suga, and because you know you'll never see each other again, you gave in completely to the carnal pleasures of life.

It was nearly eleven o'clock in the morning when you had had your fill of love. You were both sweaty from your rendezvous while laying in each other's arms. His chin rested on your hair as he caressed your bare shoulders.

"Yeonra..." he muttered your name softly.

"Yeah..."You respond with your eyes closed, enjoying the comfort of his strong arms around your body. You could feel him inhale deeply as you gently stroked his chest.

"I...I like you, and I know it's terrible timing for us. I'm heading back to my life, which is a little complicated.  But I want you to know that you are a very attractive woman and that every moment I spent with you was heaven for me—- "He kisses you on the cheek. You smiled as you looked up into his pained eyes.

"Gwan Suga, I like you as well. It was...amazing to be with you. I understand...you need to leave. Just be happy, okay...and I'll follow my dreams wherever they may take me." You respond hoarsely. You felt shivers all over your body. Your throat felt strange to you.

It was scorching all over you. Suga looked at your flustered face and it was not mere the glow of lovemaking.  When he placed the back of his hand on your brow, you looked surprised.

"Are you all right? Your body temperature feels way high. I think it was our stupid decision to dance and make out in the rain," he admitted, looking a little guilty.

You simply smiled softly and shook your head, saying, "It's okay, Suga, I'll doctor myself at home. I believe it is just a minor cold. I'm fine."

Yoongi looked concerned and rubbed your back softly, saying, "You body feels a little too hot...I think you got the flu from yesterday's darn crazy kisses in the rain..." he furrowed his brows as he examined your flustered face, Suga placed his palm on your hot neck. 

You snort a little," kissing you was worth it. I wouldn't change it for the world." You cough a little. You need to go home and take care of your upcoming cold.

"Silly girl," chuckled Suga."I don't get sick as easily as you do, but you appear frail. I'm going to make you a light breakfast and made you some concoction I've learn from my halmeoni (grandma ) and warm clothes." He hugged you tightly one last time. When he rushed out of the warm bed, you quickly shielded your face beneath the duvet covers, not wanting to be confronted with Sugas' manly glory.

Suga bursts out laughing at your covered face as he moved to the dresser.

"Come on, Yeonra. Why are you suddenly shy? You have already seen and conquered uncharted territories." He snickered when he heard you gasp loudly.

"Oh gosh!!! just get dressed," you strangle it out under the covers. You were hearing his soft snickers.

He quickly changed into loose sweatpants and a sweater and took out some warm sweater items for you. Because of your heated kisses, he had little red evidence all over his body.

He chuckled as he lifted the duvet away from your face, "I'm decent..." His eyes were filled with an undefined emotion as he looked at you. He can't believe how gorgeous you are. His heart aches as he considers the light in your eyes that will dim once you learn his true identity. He can't stand the thought of your reaction.

You smile at him, affection in your eyes "Thank you, sir. I'm going to miss you."

He smirked, "I'll miss you too...my darling," giving you a quick kiss on your mouth then turning around, missing the stunned expression on your face as he uttered that endearment.

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Suga let you shower first, the bathroom is so super cute. You were taken aback by Suga's use of such high-priced shower gels. It contains some of the market's designer brands. Maybe he comes from a wealthy family. You simply dismiss the thought and enjoy a very hot shower.

 He gave you a FILA sweater and even though the pants were a little longer, you and Suga were laughing at how endearing you looked. He served you a quick Korean breakfast while you both enjoyed the food and talked briefly about your families from his side.

"Weren't you supposed to leave early this morning?" You drank some of the ginger soup he made you. You were dressed warmly, and your clothes from the previous night were already dry. Suga had put it in the dryer.

"At 1 pm, a family member will come and pick me up. I don't have to take the train. This is my aunt's car, which she loaned me while I was in Busan "he says softly. He despises lies and deceit. He despises lying to her. But he also can't tell her the truth. Namjoon will pick him up and fly him back to Seoul in his charter helicopter. His private Moroccan stylist will be waiting for him at his palatial mansion on a hill just outside of the city, in a very secluded, high security, and exclusive gated community. Away from the vulture eyes of the media.

While Suga was in the shower, you put on your jeans and shoes, tying your hair in a messy bun, but you didn't take off Sugas' oversized Fila hoodie and a thick jacket. When you get home you will go straight to bed. You quickly check the time and gasp as you see how late it was. You took out your phone from the bag and send a quick message to your staff and told them not to come into the wonton shop. Let them rest and enjoy their day off.

Suga will take you home. As your weary eyes peered out the lounge window, it was still pouring with rain.

Suga entered, looking handsome in his tracksuit and jacket. He stood in front of you, hands on your shoulders, inhaling deeply as he cleared his throat. "Yeonra...remember one thing no matter what happens next. What happened between us was extremely real. Gwan Suga likes you. Please remember this at all times. Promise!" He appeared to be in a state of panic. He insists on her being aware of this fact.

As you pat him on the chest, you furrow your brows and grin," I know, silly. You already told me. I promise I won't forget---" He drew you into a tight embrace before you could finish your sentence.

His eyes were tightly shut, his face buried in your neck folds, and he mouthed to himself deep words from the depths of his heart...words he had never said to any girl...ever.

"...I love you..."

You softly smile as you wrap your arms around his waist, a little sad that it's time to say goodbye to Gwan Suga, and in your mind, you utter the words that have secretly filled your heart but that you will never have the courage to speak...

"...I love you..."

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A/n. Thank you to all of you, my faithful readers. I hope you enjoyed the chapter.🙊 I need to apologize because I'm not a graphic "smut". writer.😰I'm still blushing and it not even that graphic.

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Questions. Kindly give your feedback.

1. What makes Suga reluctant to tell her the truth, in your opinion?

2. Will his true identity be a roadblock to their feelings?

3. If she learns of his true identity, do you think Yeonra will isolate herself from him?