(A/N- hey guys! I got a request to update this book so here you go^^ You guys know the drill and I hope you enjoy the chapter!! Now let's begin^^)

-Izuku POV-

I leave the classroom and was about to leave the school when I remembered that one of my books is under my desk in class. I run back to class and as I was about to open the door to enter, the door opens and I see Bakugo at the door. He looks at me with surprise as I smile at him sheepishly.

"What are you doing back here nerd? Aren't you going home?"

"H-hey K-Kachaan! I-I a-actually left my b-book under m-my d-desk and I-I came to t-take it."

"Okay Nerd but hurry up. Today, you are coming with me on the walk home."

"O-okay Kachaan."

I get inside the class and see Aizawa-Sensei at the front. I run towards my desk and see my book. I give out a sigh of relief and was about to leave when Aizawa-Sensei stops me.

"Problem Child, Is everything alright?"

"Y-yes Aizawa-Sensei! I j-just came t-to get my b-book since I-I left it i-in c-class."

" Problem Child, Is something bothering you? You were distant in class today. "

Oh no! He noticed that. I am always making a mistake.

"Oh I am S-sorry Aizawa-Sensei! I-I won't d-do it again."

"Midoriya. If you want to say something, say it now. No one is here except you, me and Bakugo. We won't tell anyone else if that is your wish."

I look at the floor in shock as I process what he said. Suddenly I hear the voices in my head. 

'You are nothing but a mistake.'

"N-no."

'Pathetic.'

"S-stop...."

'Useless'

"N-no...."

I clutch my head and start crying as the voices continue to get louder. I suddenly flinch as I was brought into a hug. I start crying harder and pass out.

-Aizawa POV-

I did not expect that to happen at all. Now Midoriya is passed out in my arms. I look at Bakugo who was totally deep into thought. 

"Bakugo, What are you thinking?"

"It's just that, Izuku was has had a panic attack before and they only happen when something really bad happens."

"What do you mean Bakugo?"

"The first time he had a panic attack was when Auntie Inko was hospitalized due to overworking. The second time he had it when I got kidnapped and was unconscious in the infirmary."

"Wait, he has had a panic attack right in the UA grounds!?"

"yea, luckily I woke up at that time and saw him have the panic attack so I was able to calm him down."

"So this means there is something that must have happened."

"yes."

I seriously don't know what to think. I really need coffee after this.

"Okay......Now let's take him to the infirmary."

"You hobo go grab your fucking coffee. I will take him to the infirmary."

Good to know that he knows me well but I must be with Midoriya for now.

"It's fine. I will be with you as well. Once he is in the infirmary, I will go get my coffee. Right now, I want to make sure that he is fine."

"Yeah whatever.

I pick up Midoriya and we both go to the infirmary. Recovery girl greets us in her office and looks at Midoriya.

"What happened to him?"

"He had a Panic attack."

"Wait, He got it again??"

"You knew about his Panic attacks RG?"

"Yeah she fucking knew since she entered the room when I was calming him down."

"So what is he worrying about so much?"

"We don't know but we mean to find out."

Recovery Girl gives a nod and starts to check up on Midoriya. She comes to us with a deeply troubled expression.

"Has Izuku been eating properly lately?"

"He doesn't fucking eat during Lunch break and those extras never do care. I asked him once if he was eating and he told me that he ate in the morning which I doubt was fucking true."

"There is another thing I found out about Problem Child. I found him working at a grocery store at the break of dawn. I asked him why he was working and he said that the owner went on a vacation and he was just helping them. I asked him if he sleeps and he sad that he does. I did felt like he was hiding something."

"When did you find this out Aizawa?"

"Today Morning."

I was about to continue when we all see Midoriya starting to stir. He wakes up and looks around before covering his eyes and mumbling something inaudible.

"Hey Nerd, Stop mumbling. Are you okay?"

"H-hey Kachaan. I am f-fine."

"Problem Child, What happened? Is everything alright?"

"Y-yes Aizawa-Sensei. I am fine."

"Nerd, come with me. I am walking you home today."

"K-Kachaan I am f-fine. I-I c-can go on m-my own."

"I am still going to fucking come with you."

"O-okay Kachaan."

"Problem Child. Take care of yourself and eat well okay?"

"Y-yes Sensei."

I watch as Bakugo and Midoriya leave the school and then head towards the staffroom to get my cup of coffee. I am so tired.

-Izuku POV-

I can't believe I just had a panic attack in front of Aizawa-Sensei and Kachaan. I should have controlled myself. I am simply being a burden to them. I can't even do a single-

"Izuku!!"

"Huh?..."

"You were mumbling again."

"O-oh s-sorry."

"Izuku, is there something really bothering you?"

"N-no, why d-do you a-ask?"

"Izuku. I know you are lying. Please tell me what is it."

"I-I am f-fine Kachaan."

Kachaan stops and turns to face towards me. Crimson red eyes searching Emerald green eyes.

"Izuku, I am getting really worried. Please tell me what is going on."

"Kachaan.......I am fine. I just feel tired."

"Izu, you and I both know that it is not true. Izu.....please...."

I look away and think as to how he will react if he found out. He will leave me when he finds out that I never told him-

"Told me what Izu?"

Shit! I was talking out loud.

"Izu......what do you mean by how I will react if I find out? And find out what?"

"It's nothing Kachaan. Just some silly nonsense."

I was tired of keeping up my act anymore. I might as well be myself here. 

"Izu......I won't leave you. I mean it when I say it and you know it as well."

That is true. One thing about Kachaan is that when he promises something, he always keeps it. I just don't know what to do anymore.

"Kachaan......I have to go home."

"Not until you tell me what is wrong...... Izu, I will always be here whenever you need me."

"I know Kachaan.......I know."

"Izu......will you come over to my house in the evening today?"

"I can't come today but I can try coming tomorrow."

I can't go today. I have to see that red fluid flow out of my arms now. I have too much to do.

"Okay then Izu. Now let's go back home or my old hag is gonna kill me."

I giggle as I remember how Auntie Mitsuki is with Kachaan. I lightly punch Kachaan's arm.

"Don't call her that Kachaan."

"Fine whatever."

-Time Skip to Evening at Izuku's home-

I go to the bathroom and get out my razor from underneath the sink. I slowly place it on my wrists and start making cut one after another as I watch the Crimson red fluid flow out. I continue to cut and suddenly the cut goes too deep. I watch as the blood flow increases. I start to feel a bit lightheaded and dizzy. I guess this is how I was gonna die. Black spots fill my vision as I drop to floor. I was just in time to see a figure come towards me before I pass out.

(A/N- hey guys!! Sorry I couldn't post on Monday but something came up and I was unable to come to Wattpad. I am now fine to update to more so here I am^^ Hope you guys enjoyed the chapter^^ Hope you guys have a great day/night! Stay Safe!)

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