Two days later, guess who shows up. Friday night, masked night, and he's here again. I pull at the sleeve of his gorgeous suit and pull him into the kitchen. Sky, who is taking the first bite of her omelette raises her eyebrow. I smile at her and take my eye mask off to scold Shawn for returning to London.

I purposely ignored him for two days even when he sent me a few - very funny - text messages.

'Is there customer service where I can complain about you? Because ignoring me - your client - is not great service if you ask me!'

He stares at me with a stupid smile on his face and all I can think of is kissing those beautiful lips of his. The beams of sweat on his forehead, his damp hair, his focused eyes... the things he makes me want to do to him.

'What?' I try not to laugh.

'You were going to tell me I shouldn't have come, I was going to agree with you, but hey, I'm already here. After that, I would stop your rambling by kissing you and you would take me to a room so I can make sweet, sweet love to you.' He smiles.

He is so proud of himself right now. I open my mouth to say something but Shawn grabs my face and crashes his lips onto mine. Fireworks explode in my stomach and my knees suddenly feel weak, but I still manage to push him away.

'So let's skip all that, shall we?' He says, grabbing my waist.

'No! Stop it! You know it's a big risk for you to come to London again!'

He thinks for a moment.

'But I came in London a bunch of times. How am I not allowed to cum here again?'

It takes me a couple of seconds to realise what he just said. I'm pissed at him and he is still making jokes, now I just want to punch him and kiss him at the same time.

'Just take him with you and fuck him already!' Sky shouts, waving around with a piece of bread in her hand.

Shawn nods with a grin on his face and I grab his hand, pulling him out of the kitchen. I sigh while walking through the door.

Shawn tells me a few stories on our way to a room, but somehow I don't listen to any of it. I just nod once in a while or say 'mhm' to make sure he won't make me pay attention.

I put my hand on the doorknob of the dark purple door and Shawn frowns when we walk inside. There is one bed in the middle of the room with a big bathroom behind a door on the right side of the room. Just a plain, simple, luxurious room, nothing more.

'Why are we here?' He looks around, searching for the cabinets full of sex toys and other stuff that you can only find in the Blue Room.

'Because I want to be here.'

'I want to go to the Blue Room.' Shawn looks deep into my eyes.

'No.' I respond.

I see the shock in his eyes. He did not expect me to disobey him. There is a soft breeze coming from the window, making the candles lighting the room dance. A big beam of moonlight shines onto the bed and I see Shawn's eyes twinkle when he takes another second to take a look across the room.

'Fine. I guess this will do with what I had in mind.' He smirks, still not letting go of my hand.

The big door behind us closes and Shawn locks it, trapping me between his body and the door.

For a moment, he lingers in front of my face before stepping back. I don't know what I expected when I decided to take him to the Purple Room, I guess deep down I was aching for a bit of romance, even though it's not real romance.

'I want to try something tonight. If you don't like it, use your safeword and I'll stop immediately, ok?'

He speaks slow, his voice soft but firm while unbuckling his belt. The sound of his heavy footsteps fill the room when they hit the marble floor. He grabs my wrists and ties the belt around it in a special way, making me smile a little. He smirks and pulls at my hands, leading me to the bed and laying me down on my back.

His hands move like water, silky and fast as he takes my panties off and my bra until I'm completely naked in front of him, at his mercy.

Within a few seconds, all his clothes are on the floor too and all I can focus on is his hard cock and the twinkle in his eyes.

He eats me out for a few minutes, mumbling something in the meantime. I don't really know what he said, I just heard the words "wet enough" and "deep".

He kisses his way up my body and pins my hands above my head.

'Keep them here.'

I nod while feeling his big warm hands touching my legs, lifting them up until my knees are almost next to my head. He keeps his hands there, holding me in the same position. I feel the tip of his cock pressing at my entrance and I beg for him to fuck me.

'I'm going slow at first.' He tells me.

My groan makes him chuckle and he bends down to plant a soft kiss on my lips. He sinks into me slowly and I feel my body adjust to his size while suppressing a loud moan.

It feels like he's torturing me for the next few seconds that feel like hours, he slides in and out at a very slow pace. I need him to go faster, harder, so the amazing feeling in my body can be released.

I feel Shawn angeling his hips differently, slipping inside deeper. My walls tense around him and everything feels extremely intense.

'Breathe, princess.' He whispers.

I exhale sharply when I feel him going even deeper until he touches a certain spot that has never been touched before.

It feels weird, amazing, intense and forbidden, making my body instinctively move away. I lift myself from the mattress and move away from Shawn, making him leave my body and closing my legs.

'Are you--'

'What did you do?' My voice sounds meaner than intended.

'I-- I went deep?' It sounds like he's asking me.

I frown, still trying to make sense of the strange feeling and what he just did.

'Do it again.' I say, opening my legs again.

He frowns but decides to listen to me. I lay down on my back again and put my tied hands above my head, waiting to feel his cock deep inside of me again.

He slides inside, very slowly, reaching for that same spot again.

'Relax, I can feel your tension around my cock.' He whispers against my lips.

'You trust me, right?'

I nod, looking into his beautiful eyes. I do trust him... somehow.

When he touches that same spot again, I don't try to get away this time. He stays there for a minute and I close my eyes, accepting the surprisingly nice feeling.

Shawn starts to move in and out again, going faster and deeper this time, hitting that same spot over and over again with the tip of his cock. A drop of sweat falls from Shawn's forehead onto my chest and for some reason, it's the hottest thing I've ever seen.

'Fuck!' I scream when the pleasure starts to build, deep from within my core.

Profanities spill from my lips and I moan with every thrust Shawn makes. I lift my hands up and rest them in his neck, managing to slip my hands out of the belt within seconds. It falls onto the mattress next to us and I hear Shawn moan when I tighten around his cock.

'Just like that, baby.' He whispers, closing his eyes while moving faster.

Just a few more deep thrusts are enough to push me over the edge. My nails dig into Shawn's soft back when my feelings get thrown all over the place.

He moans loudly, both out of pain and pleasure. I moan too, the orgasm is so intense that tears start coming out of my eyes while I scream Shawn's name. He pounds into me a few more times until he comes too, highlighting everything that I was already feeling.

Shawn collapses onto me but it doesn't matter, I wasn't able to move my body anyway after the most nerve-racking orgasm I have ever had.

'Are you ok?' Shawn asks, panting in my ear.

'Mhm.' I moan, unable to answer.

For a few peaceful seconds, everything seems perfect, but then Shawn climbs off of me as fast as he can. He looks at me with shock all over his face when I see him grabbing his cock. I frown, not knowing what is wrong with it.

'Condom. I'm not wearing a condom!' He shouts all of a sudden.

He brings his hands to his face, groaning into them, pacing around the room like a crazy person. He freezes and looks at me while I try to sit up straight.

'Are you on the pill?' I shake my head. 'Any form of anti-conception?' I shake my head again.

'It's ok, Shawn.'

'It's not ok! What if you get pregnant?! This is not good. This is not good at all!'

'I won't get pregnant.'

'You can!' Shawn shouts.

'I won't.' My voice sounds calm.

'But you can!'

'I can't!' I shout back, tears welling up in my eyes.

He stares at me for a second, trying to read my face. I shake my head a little and try to push the tears away. Shawn sits down on the bed next to me and places his warm hand on my thigh, guilt spread across his face.

'Then why make me wear a condom?'

'STD's are still pretty easy to get.' I sniffle, chuckling a little to lighten the mood.

He chuckles too and rubs my back with his big hand while pressing a kiss on my forehead.

Butterflies in my stomach explode through my whole body when he looks deep into my eyes for a moment. Why does he make me feel like this? I need to ignore it, I have to.

'You need to stop visiting.' I say when Shawn finally lays down again.

'Why?' He asks, turning to his side.

I take a deep breath before saying something my whole body and mind doesn't want me to say.

'I think I'm falling in love with you.'

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