Part 45~ Why didn't you tell me?

Sorry for the misspellings and the grammatical errors
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Hannah
I quickly threw the rest in the trash bin and opened the door.

"Hi," I said with a smile and wrapped my arms around his neck. "Are you okay? I was calling your name but I didn't get any response"

"Oh, I probably didn't hear you. And yes I'm okay" No I'm not. I brushed away the curl from his forehead. "How was it at work today?"

"It was great actually. How was your day at the university?" he caressed my cheek which his thumb. "The usual" I shrugged.

He tilted his head to the side and gave me a concerned look. "Are you sure that you are alright?" "Yeah. I'm better than ever. Why wouldn't I be?" "No, I'm just wondering. You have been sick for one week" he got silent and widened his eyes. "A-are you pregnant?"

I bit my lower lip and shook my head. "N-no. I don't think so" "Are your period late?" "Not what I know" I shook my head "Have you checked?" "N-no" I swallowed the lump in my throat. "So you don't have to worry" I gave him a quick smile and walked to the kitchen.

Shawn

Hannah has been acting weird during the whole evening. It's something that she goes and thinks about that she doesn't want to tell me. I have tried to get it out of her, but it's impossible. She refuses to tell me.

"Babe," I said and wrapped my arms around her from behind and kissed the back of her neck, looking at her hands while she washed the dishes. "You can talk to me you know" I spun her around and our eyes met.

"I know. But it's nothing. I promise" she avoided my eyes and fixed my shirt. I grabbed her chin with my thumb and index finger and lifted up her head. "I don't trust you"

"I'm just stressed over the school so it's nothing to worry about" she pushed herself up on her tippy toes and pressed her lips against mine. Her soft lips made my body relax and her hands slowly made their way up to my shoulders and rested her arms on top of them.

I pulled her body closer to me and I squatted down to wrap my hands around her thighs and wrapped her legs around my torso and put her down on the counter.

My hands made their way up under her shirt and she placed a hand on my chest and pulled me away. I gave her a confused look. "Not tonight. I'm sorry"

"No, it's okay. You don't have to apologize" I tugged a tot of hair behind her ear and kissed her one more time before she jumped down from the counter. "I'm kinda tired. So I go to bed and read a book"

She walked away from me and up to our bedroom. Something is wrong and I know it. There is something that is bothering her and she doesn't want to tell me what it is. It hurts to see her like this. I want to help her but I can't do it when I don't know what's bothering her.

The time was about 11 pm when I walked up to our bedroom to find Hannah sleeping with the nightstand lamp on and the book on top of her chest.

I carefully walked up to her side and put the book on the nightstand and tugged her down before I turned off the light and kissed her softly on her forehead.

I walked into the bathroom to brush my teeth before I can go back to bed. I looked at myself in the mirror while I brushed my teeth and something colorful in the trash bin caught my eyes. I looked at it and took up the box and saw that it was a pregnancy test.

I looked in the trash bin again and saw the test. By reflex, I looked behind me and saw Hannah still sleeping peacefully on the bed. I turned the test and saw two lines.

I looked at the box in my other hand and my eyes widened. It's positive. Hannah is pregnant? The toothbrush almost fell out of my mouth.

Why hasn't she said anything? Is this the reason why she acted like this today? Is she going to take away the baby and that's why she didn't tell me? Is she going to tell me? And if so, when?

A lot of thoughts spun around in my head and it wasn't until now I realized that I'm gonna be a dad. That I am going to have a child with the love of my life. Tears started to roll down my cheeks and I got a smile on my lips. But I am still wondering why she hasn't said anything.

I didn't go to the bed. I walked out to the balcony and sat down on the couch and looked out over London Bridge. The test still in my hand.

Hannah

I woke up with a cold feeling. The first thing I did was looking at the time on my phone and saw that the time was around 1 am. I turned around and saw that Shawn wasn't there. His side was cold and empty. I could see on the sheets that he hasn't touched the bed yet.

I sat up in bed and took the robe and wrapped it around my body and walked downstairs to see if he was there but he wasn't.

The apartment was cold and I saw that the door to the balcony was open and when I looked properly I saw Shawn sitting on one of the couches, looking out over the view of London.

"Shawn, what are you doing out here? It's really cold" I said when I walked up to him and wrapped the robe tighter around my body. It wasn't until when I was close enough when I saw the test in his hand. Shit, he must have seen it when he was in the bathroom.

He turned his head towards me and even it was dark outside I could see tears in his eyes. He then looked down at the test. "When were you going to tell me?" he asked with a low voice. "I-I was-was" I slurred, didn't know how to answer properly. I sat down beside him and looked down at the test as well.

"I was going to. I just didn't know how to bring it up. I'm sorry. I really am. I was scared at how you would react"

"But that doesn't mean that you have to lie to me" he looked at me with sadness in his eyes. "I know. And I am really really sorry Shawn. I wasn't ready for this to happen. I'm way too young to take care of a baby. And I didn't know how you would react when if I told you. I- I was scared"

Then it was silent. Is he going to break up with me now?

"Shawn I'm sorry" I grabbed his hand and he looked down at the test.

He said something but it was too quiet for me to hear. "What?"

"W-we is going to be p-parents" he looked at me with a big smile and his eyes were glossy because of the tears. "S-so you aren't angry at me?" "No" he shook his head "Why would I?" "Because I didn't tell you and because I am pregnant"

"Are you crazy? I am happier than ever" he grabbed my hips and moved me so I straddled him. His hand cupped my one cheek and kissed me passionately. "Can you believe it?" "We are going to be parents. And I am going to have a baby with the love of my life"

The 'love of my life' made me feel warm in my whole body. I smiled and pressed my lips against his. I pulled away from the kiss and looked at him. "How are we going to manage this? I can't take care of a baby" "Don't worry sweetheart. I have seen you with Adam and I am pretty sure that you know how to take care of a baby. And trust me, you will be the best mum ever" he caressed my cheek with a smile painted on his face.

"And you are going to be the best dad ever" I cupped his cheeks and kissed him deeper than the first one.

"I love you" I whispered against his lips and I could feel his smile got wider than my words. "I love you more" he pressed me closer to his body and the kiss got deeper with every second. His big hands roamed my body and his bird tattooed hand moved to my upper back and pressed me closer to him if even possible.

"I love you so so much Hannah" he stood up from the couch and wrapped my legs around his torso and walked into the apartment without breaking the kiss and he closed the door to the balcony with his foot.

Since it was in the middle of the night the apartment was dark so it was hard to see. Then Shawn came to a stop and a loud thud broke our kiss. "Fuck" he mumbled and I tilted my head backward and laughed. "Stop laughing. We'll see how funny it is when you walk into a table in the dark" he tried to look serious but a smile crept upon his lips.
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We laid there in bed. I laid on my stomach and Shawn had his ear against my invisible baby bump. He caressed my stomach and my hand was in his hair, playing with his curls.

"Be nice to mommy okay?" He said against my stomach "Shawn you know that it can't hear you. It's not even a baby in there right now" "I know. But I just want to be sure that the baby will make the pregnancy painless for you"

I smiled down at him but then he furrowed his eyebrows. "What is it?" I stroke his cheek and he pulled himself up and rested on his elbows on each side of me and his face was above mine.

"How could this happen?" "What do you mean?" I raised one eyebrow.

"This" he placed his hand on my stomach "Well when a woman and a man like each other very much-" "Oh shut up" he grinned. "I know how it works. But we were so careful" "Well, somethings are just meant to happen" I shrugged.

"Yes, yes it is" he smiled and kissed me softly.

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