Part 33~ See me again

Sorry if there are any misspellings or grammatical errors.
What will happen between Hannah and Shawn? Will they solve the problem or are they going separate ways?
Read to find out!
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Hannah
I don't understand anything right now. It was all good this morning and all of sudden this happened. I haven't done anything wrong. At least what I know.

When I came back to my desk it was empty. Shawn didn't joke when he said that he was going to move me to another floor.

On the desk was one moving box with all the things that I had on the desk in it. I grabbed the box and asked one of the employees if she knew where my new spot was. She nodded and showed me the way.

I couldn't think of anything else the rest of the day. My mind was on Shawn and thoughts of why he acted like that spun around in my head.

Tears started to fall down my cheeks from nowhere and I got this feeling that I want to talk with someone. I closed my computer and ended my work for the day. I don't care that I have one hour left until I can go. I need to get out of this building and meet Grace. And that's now.

When I was outside the big building I called Grace. "Hi, hun! What's up?" I could hear the smile on her lips "Hey" I said between my tears "I-I need to see you. Do you have time?" "Are you here in Toronto?" "Yes, I am. And I'm sorry that I didn't tell you sooner. But I got here like two days ago" I started to hyperventilate and more tears rolled down my cheeks "Hunny, what has happened?" I could hear that she started to get worried.

"Shawn happened. Ca-can I come to y-your apartment?" "Yes of course you can!" "Thank you. You are the best. I'll be there as soon as possible" I ended the call and took a cab that drove me to Grace's apartment.

"Oh my god, Hannah!" was the first thing she said when she opened the door and wrapped her arms around my neck, and pulled me in for a tight hug. When I saw her I started to cry even more. "Come in so we can talk about it"

"So tell me. What happened?" she asked and sat down on the couch beside me. Giving me a box of tissues. "Well, a few days after I came back to London, Shawn came and we met a few times. Then he offered me a job to be his assistant at his company and said that he couldn't live without me. And I said yes. So I took a flight back to Toronto. Everything was fine yesterday. And today out of nowhere he said that it was over. And he didn't tell me why. He said that he doesn't want to see me anymore and he moved me to another floor"

More tears streamed down my cheeks and Grace wrapped her arms around me. "I'll promise you that everything will be fine" "No it won't. He was literally yelling at me. His eye was litter black, he was on that level of angry" "Can't you two talk it out? There must be a reason why he did that" "Well, I didn't do anything"

"I know that hun. But something must have happened" I nodded and wiped off my tears. "It's kinda hard to talk to him when he said that he never wants to see me again"

After hours of talking and drowning my sadness with wine, I took a cab to Shawn's house to gather everything that is mine and then take a cab back to Grace's apartment.

When I entered Shawn's house I heard that the TV was on and the light from it lit up a little bit of the hall.

He looked like a mess. His hair was in all directions as if he has run his fingers through his curls plenty of times. His shirt was half open, his eyes looked tired, red, and puffy. Has he cried?

He even held a half-empty bottle of scotch in his right hand.

I walked past the living room, walking my way to the stairs. "I thought that I said that I didn't want to see you again" "I know. I'm just going to gather all my things and then you will never see me again, as you wished" I did everything I could to hold back my tears.

"Now when we're talking about it" I turned around and saw that Shawn was standing at the bottom of the stairs. "Have you figured out a reason why it's done between us?" I crossed my arms and took a few steps down the stairs. It was only six steps between us, and I could feel the smell of alcohol coming from Shawn.

Oh no, this is not good.

"Where are you going to stay? Are you going to move in with Egon?" he raised his voice. "What are you talking about?" I shook my head in confusion. "Are you going to live with Egon? Yes or no?" "N-no. I'm going to live with Grace for a few days. And then I'm going to fly back to London" I was quiet for a few seconds and remember the text's from Egon. Did he see them?

"You saw the text's from Egon didn't you?" I asked quietly and looked down at my feet "What do you think? Why do you have his number by the way? And oh, was your time with him good in London?"

"W-what are you talking about?" I furrowed my eyebrows "Just answer my question?" "I can't answer when I don't know what you are talking about!" "He texted me said that you two have slept with each other!"

My heart dropped, it felt like my stomach turned upside down. "So it's true?" he asked with hurt in his voice "You two slept with each other?" I saw that his eyes had a layer of tears. "N-no Shawn. I would never sleep with him. Why would you say that?" I took a few steps down. "Then why do you have his number saved on your phone?" he raised his voice once again "He texted me yesterday and he said that he wanted to meet me" "For god sake Hannah! Answer me honestly" he yelled and threw the half-empty bottle of scotch in the floor. Causing the liquor and glass shards to fly everywhere and I flinched, starting to be scared of him.

"I am answering you honestly Shawn! Why won't you believe me?!" "You just don't sleep with an old man, you making out with random dudes as well" "What are you talking about? I haven't slept OR made out with anyone!"

"So this isn't you?!" he took out his phone from his pocket and showed me a picture. "Yes, that is me. With my ex" "You making out with your ex now?!" he yelled at me and his eyes got even more tears. "That was like one year ago Shawn. That is an old picture of us. And that is taken from my Instagram" "Prove it" a tear escaped his eye and he clenched his jaw.

I took up my phone, showed him when I went in on Instagram, scrolled down my feed, and took up the same picture. "Proof enough?" I asked and shoved down my phone in my purse. "If you excuse me I am gonna go and gather my stuff and I promise you that you will never see me again"

I hurried up the stairs so he couldn't catch me.

"Hannah please" Shawn grabbed my wrist causing me to turn around and facing Shawn. "There is nothing to talk about Shawn. I thought that you were pretty clear earlier today. And I will make sure so you won't see me again" I tore my wrist out of his grip and walked into his bedroom.

"Hannah, please just listen to me for once. I didn't mean to say all of that. I- when Egon texted me I just got so angry. And it didn't make it better when I saw that you had his number on your phone and that he texted you"

"One thing you can think of next time before you say anything is that you need to know both sides first and not just one. It's easier then. Just a recomendation" I didn't look at him. I just walked around in the room, gathering all my clothes and toiletries and he stood at the door, crossed arms and leaning his shoulder against the door frame.

When all of my stuff was in my suitcase I was ready to leave.

"Can you move?" I asked when I stood in front of him "No" he blocked the way for me. "Please Shawn, just steps aside so I can go" he didn't move so I needed to push him away.

"Hannah" Shawn called my name after me. More tears rolled down my cheek, and my sight got blurry from all the tears in my eyes. I ran down the stair, and stupid as I am. I forgot that it was glass shards everywhere on the floor at the stairs.

"Fuck!" I hissed when the glass shards cutting into my foot. I dropped my suitcase and lifted my foot. Trying to take out the glass shards from my now bloody foot. "Here let me help you" Shawn said behind me. "No! I don't want your help!" I yelled and looked back at him.

He took a few steps towards me and wrapped his arms around my shaky body. "No, dot touch me!" I tried to push him away, but his arms wrapped tighter around me "Just leave me alone" I cried out and he placed his hand on the side of my head and pulled my head into his chest. "Shh," he said with a shaky voice and I could tell that he was crying as much as I was.

"Take a deep breath" he whispered against the top of my head and my arms wrapped around his waist. "I-I'm s-so so-sorry" I looked up at him and his big and warm hand caressed the side of my face. His eyes were red and puffy, and tears were rolling down his cheeks.

"I-I'm the one t-that s-should be s-sorry" he gave me a weak smile "I-I should h-have asked you b-before I d-did anything" he rested his forehead against mine "P-please d- don't leave me"

I looked into his now glossy eyes "I don't know Shawn" I sighed "Please Hannah. I'm begging you" his hands cupped my face "I- I need you" I

I was quiet for a while, thinking if I should stay or not. "Please Hannah"

I looked up at him and crashed my lips against his. He quickly kissed me back and I could feel his tears rolling down his cheeks.

After a while when we pulled away he wiped off my tears with his thumbs from my cheeks. "Let me help you with your foot" he squatted down and carried me up in bride style.

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