Part 32~ I didn't mean to
As always, I'm sorry if there are any misspelling and grammatical errors
Be prepared for a rollercoaster
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Shawn
Why does Hannah have Egon's number? And why is he texting her? Is she texting him back? Is it something going on between them?
Way too many thoughts spun around in my head so I couldn't think clearly. Why hasn't she said anything about this?
I want to see what the other text says but I can't her password. I shoved her phone in my pocket and walked away from my office and down to my car.
I didn't talk much the rest of the night. All those thoughts spun around in my head. Does she see him behind my back? Does she really feel anything for me, or is she just with me so she can meet Egon? Does she-
I got interrupted in my thoughts by Hannah squeezing my hand "Is everything alright?" "Yeah. I'm just a little bit tired. That's all" I said with my eyes glued on the TV. "Are you sure? Because it seems like something is bothering you. You haven't said a word since you got home"
"Everything is fine" I hissed and tore my hand away from her grip and stood up from the couch. "Can't you just leave me alone for one minute? I don't want to hear you ask if I'm okay all the time! Get it?! I just want to be alone. And when I say that I want to be alone I mean that I don't want you to sit beside me and asking if everything is okay all the time!"
I raised my voice at her and I could see that she got choked by my sudden temper. "S-sorry. I- I didn't know" she stood up from the couch "I going to sleep," she said quietly and walked her way to the stairs.
"No, Hannah I'm sorry. I didn't mean to-" "It's okay Shawn. I was going to sleep anyway" she didn't even look at me. But I could just imagine how sad she looked just by the tone of her voice.
I popped down on the couch, with my elbows on top of my knees and my forehead against my palm. "Why did I yell at her?" I asked quietly for myself.
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Around one hour later I walked up to our bedroom to see Hannah sleeping peacefully. The lamp at the nightstand on her side was lit and by the bright light, I could see small wet spots on the pillow. Has she been crying?
I walked over to her side and squatted down in front of her, placing my hand on top of her head and letting my thumb caressed her forehead. "I'm sorry Hannah" I whispered and kissed her on her forehead. "I didn't mean to yell at you"
She furrowed her eyebrows in her sleep and turned around, her back facing me. And already then I knew that I will be up all night and be distracted by a lot of thoughts.
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I woke up by feeling the bed shifting beside me. I turned around and saw Hannah standing up from the bed and walking into the bathroom. I looked at the time and it showed 7.00 am and the last time I looked at the time it was 5.30 am.
I rubbed my eyes and walked to the bathroom as well, knocking on the door slightly. "Hannah, can you please open?" I could hear her moving on the other side of the door but she didn't answer me. "Hannah, please" Great, now she is mad at me.
I sighed and walked to the walk-in-closet and put on a basic office outfit.

When I walked back into the bedroom the door to the bathroom was still closed. I tried to brush it off and walked downstairs to the kitchen.
A few minutes later I heard heals walking down the stairs, getting louder and louder with every step. I turned around with two coffee cups in my hands. My jaw almost dropped, she looked stunning in her outfit.

"Coffee?" I asked and reached out my left hand with her coffee cup. She took it but didn't say a word. And for the first time, I could feel an awkward tension building up between us.
I cleared my throat which caused her to look at me. "Hey, I'm sorry for last night okay? I didn't mean to yell at you. I- I don't know why I did it. I'm so so sorry. Can you please forgive me?"
She put away her cup and took a step closer to me. "Next time you want to be alone you can just tell me, okay?" "I know" I sighed and placed my hands on her waist "I was just so stupid. Will you forgive me?" I asked and cupped her cheeks. It looked like she hesitated for a few seconds before she nodded and rested her arms on my shoulders. "Yeah" she smiled and peaked my lips.
"And you need to tell me if something is bothering you," she said when our lips separated "Yes, I will"
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It has been a long day at work, three meetings, two hours planing with Hannah about next week, doing my PowePoint, and writing my script that I need to know until next week when I'm going to have a presentation in front of a lot of businessmen from all around the world.
I had just came from the lunchroom when I heard that I got a text. I took up my phone and saw that the person who texted me was 'No caller ID' I furrowed my eyes thinking it was weird that a person with a 'No caller ID' tried to contact me. I opened the text message and I didn't know who it was first but as I kept reading the text message I understood who it was.
No caller ID
Busy with your business?
I haven't seen you for a while. It was a long time ago. I miss our old good times. Don't you? We fight over a girl. Damn, it was fun. But you are a lucky man Shawn. You won her.
Congrats. But unfortunately, your week is over. Did you two have a good time together? But only if you knew.
Hannah and I had a good time as well. When she left to fly back to London. Damn, I will never forget that night.
But unfortunately, she fooled me too.
So you aren't alone. I know how you feel.
Being fooled by the girl you love isn't the best feeling. Am I right? There maybe is something that I should show you. I have a picture that I think that you
might want to see?
And oh, by the way, this is Egon if you haven't figured it out already.
My blood in my body is boiling. What does he mean? Has Egon and Hannah met each other? Is that the reason why she has his number on her?
Me
What picture are you talking about?
Egon

I saw this a few days ago at a website
I looked at the picture for minutes, trying to see if it was Hannah. And by my surprise it was. How could she fool me like this? I trusted her. I thought that she was the one. But unfortunately, I was wrong. Totaly wrong.
I pushed myself up from my chair and opened up the door and Hannah flinched in her seat at the sudden movement of the door hitting the wall with a loud noise.
"I need to talk with you. Now" I said harshly, I didn't wait for her, I just walked to the elevator. I didn't look back at her once, I didn't need to. I heard her heels hitting the floor under her feet.
As we were outside she opened her mouth.
Hannah
Shawn seems upset. No, not upset. He seems angry, like really angry.
"What do you wanna talk about? Why couldn't we talk inside?" he didn't answer me, he just looked at me with darkness in his eyes. His chest moving up and down and she almost was out of breath.
"It pains me to say this Hannah, but it's over. We're done" "W-what do you mean?" I shook my head in confusion. "I don't want to see you anymore" the words felt like a knife stabbing my heart "I-I don't understand what you mean? Everything seemed fine this morning" "I said that it's over. I don't want to see you anymore"
Tears started to fill my eyes "Where is this coming from? What happened? What made you change your mind? Everything was great until one minute ago" "I have my reasons and that's that" he crossed his arms against his chest.
"You can't end things between us just like that without having OR giving me any reasons!" "We should have stopped seeing each other when our contract ended. Is that reason enough, huh?!" I stood there speechless. What has flew into him?
"N-no it isn't Shawn"
"Ugh! I should have listened to my dad. I need to be careful about whom I trust. He had right, you are just out for my damn money. Just like Gemma" he walked back and forth, running his hand through his curls. "Y-you didn't mean that" I tried my best to keep my tears from not falling, but I failed. They slowly started to roll down my cheeks, leaving black stripes from my mascara.
He ignores me, turning around to leave. "Oh, and this job" he pauses and looks over his shoulder. "I gave you my word when I offered it to you. So you can keep it. But I'm having you moved to a different floor" he then start walking inside the big building, leaving me alone outside. With one piece of me gone.
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