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Yeonjun couldn't sleep. No matter how much he tried to ignore the ugly feeling and just sleep it off, he wasn't able to. It was impossible to fall asleep when he was feeling like this.

Right now, he was laying on his comfortable bed, covered in blanket staring at the ceiling, with no thought in his mind. It was empty.

He doesn't knows why he's feeling like it, it's a weird feeling. Where you don't know why you are feeling sad and there's a weird ache in your heart, making you wanna bang your head into the wall and cry. Cry, that's what Yeonjun wants to do right now, but the fucking tears won't come out.

Crying always made him feel better, but he couldn't cry right now, even though he was having the gnawing, sad feeling in his heart. He desperately wanted to cry, but it wasn't helping.

Yeonjun groaned in frustration, tossing and turning in his bed, but no avail, he couldn't fall asleep or cry for fuck's sake and this weird feeling was eating him from inside.

Yeonjun has always been a person who voices out his problems less to others, because he feels like he's the hyung and he has responsibilities to fulfill and he needs to be a good example for his members and others. Seeing him in this weird state will be disappointing.

That's what he thinks. Yes, he knows he shouldn't bottle up his emotions and his members are there for him, but he can't help and feel this way. He really wishes someone would hold him till he's able to cry and fall asleep, but he's too embarassed and scared to ask his members.

He hopes no one has noticed his weird behaviour. No, not a hope, he's sure no one noticed. Why would anyone notice him feeling like this?

But he was wrong. Someone did notice.

"Hyung? Can I come inside?"
Yeonjun heared someone outside his door. He instantly recognised this voice. It was their maknae Hueningkai. His baby Hueningie. Why was he here at this time? Does he needs something?

Taking a deep breathe and calming himself down, he replied a "Yes".

Huening Kai immidiately walked in, walking towards Yeonjun, who was now sitting on his bed, looking at Kai in confusion.

"What brings your here Hyuka? Did something happen? How can hyung help you?" Yeonjun asked, brushing away his own feelings and troubles. He needed to focus on Kai first.

"It's not me who wants help hyung, it's you." Kai said sighing and sitting beside Yeonjun.

"Huh? What do you mean Hyuka?" Yeonjun asked confused.

"I'm not blind hyung, I saw you being down. I know you're feeling down...and I'm worried about you Yeonjunie hyung." Kai said looking at Yeonjun with eyes full of worry.

"W-what? You're worried about m-me? W-why?" Yeonjun felt like someone punched out the air from his lungs. Why did Huening kai notice him? He made him worried. He was supposed to be the support not making his members worry.

"Ofcourse I would be worried hyung, you have me remember. I know it's hard for you to voice out your feelings, but trust me it's okay to tell them to us. We are your members, your brothers, if you don't tell us then whom will you tell? Please let me help you hyung." Kai said with a soft voice, holding Yeonjun's hands.

Now Yeonjun felt like crying, tears started filling inside his eyes and his lips quivered. Hearing Kai's words made him emotional. Kai's right, he should confide into his members when he's sad. They're a family afterall. He shouldn't be afraid of showing his this side just because he's the hyung.

They're a family and they lean on into each other. That's what makes them a family, how can he forgot that?

"I-im sorry h-hyuka. I- just...." Yeonjun couldn't form anymore words and a broken sob escaped his lips, and soon turned into cries and hiccups.

Huening Kai smiled and engulfed him into a comforting hug, his huge frame covering Yeonjun perfectly. Yeonjun finally let his barriers loose and he broke down crying into Huening Kai's chest, curled up into a ball.

Kai didn't ask him what's wrong. Because he knew, Yeonjun wouldn't be able to answer. He just knew. So he just sat there, holding Yeonjun in his arms, and comforting him until he stopped crying.

"Thankyou Hyuka. I feel alot better now." Yeonjun whispered in a small voice, still clinging to Kai. After 15 minutes of crying and Sobbing he has finally calmed down enought to do some rational talking.

"I was just feeling overwhelmed and couldn't take it anymore. Thankyou for being here ning." Yeonjun whispered and Kai just smiled his adorable smile.

"No problem hyung. I'm always here for you. So please if you need someone the next time, please don't hesitate to talk to me okay? I love you hyung." Kai said, kissing Yeonjun's forhead which made the other smile.

Yeonjun nodded in response and hid his face in Kai's neck breathing softly. Being held by Kai was really comforting, he didn't wanted to let go.

"Hyung you must be tired, let's sleep now. I want cuddles!" Kai said with a giggle, and pouted when Yeonjun scoffed.

"Okay, okay you baby." Yeonjun rolled his eyes, but deep down he was happy Kai was staying. He really needed someone right now.

Yeonjun finally laughed and fell down on his bed, patting the space beside him, signalling Kai to sleep. Kai did as he was told and slowly wrapped his arms around Yeonjun's torso, snuggling closer.
Yeonjun sighed in content and did the same closing his eyes happily.

"Goodnight hyung. Sleep well." Kai mumbled, holding Yeonjun close.

"Goodnight hyuka." Yeonjun replied and fell asleep right away, safe in Kai's arms.

He was glad to have Kai. He always noticed the small things he never knew happened. He really was an angel. And now, nothing seemed better than beinh wrapped up in Kai's embarace and falling asleep. His sad, empty feeling was long gone now, replaced with serenity and comfort.

Kai was his comfort.

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Hello Luvs! This is basically my brain-dump. And Yeonjun may or may not be me. Haha, actually I'm feeling exactly what Yeonjun is feeling and to calm myself down, I wrote this oneshot...

So I'm Sorry if this isn't good cuz I just had to do something about my feeling. I feel better now.

Hope y'all enjoy reading this. Bye luvs<33
-Rin💗