REAL LIFE,

"And then he just said how he's fine with the people he has and he doesn't need me and then he just walked out." Ella cries to Tucker who was on face time with her while Baylen went to go talk to Matt with Chris and Nick.

"El he clearly doesn't see what he's missing out on. I mean he just walked out on a beautiful, funny, incredible girl. He's an idiot for doing that." Tucker attempts to make her feel better but just by hearing 'El', Matt's nickname, she just continued to cry.

"Here how about, I come to yours, you said Baylen's gone so it can just be you and me. We can watch your favorite movie and everything." he offers, "Yeah that would be nice. Oh, and can you bring me my clothes from yesterday? I left them there." Ella replies, wiping her tears off of her face. "Will do. I'll be there soon El okay?" he says, "K, bye Tuck." Ella responded but got cut off by him hanging up.

Ella groans loudly into her pillow before breaking down into tears again.

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Now that Tucker was cuddled up against Ella, she felt better, but not by a lot. Occasionally, Tucker would rub the girl's back out of comfort to which she would smile at him.

"Can we watch the secret life of pets now?" Ella asks, "Yeah of course." Tucker replies and then goes to find the secret life of pets on the tv.

Throughout the movie, Ella's eyes would fall, but she resisted the sleepiness, her wanting to finish the movie.

"Ella, you can go to sleep, I'll stay," Tucker tells her, rubbing his hand through her hair. "Hm." she hums in reply, snuggling close to Tucker before drifting asleep.

"Jesus. Ella, so I talked to M-" Baylen cuts himself off at the sight of Tucker and Ella cuddling. "She's asleep." Tucker mouths to Baylen.

"Dude, what the fuck are you doing here?" Baylen asks him, speaking in a normal tone. "That Matt guy made her cry her eyes out. So I came over here to comfort her." Tucker explains, "Whatever. I do need you to leave for right now, I need to talk to Ella." Baylen states calmly.

"Oh um ok. Just tell her to call or text me." Tucker responds. Baylen replies with a nod and a slightly pushed smile before Tucker left and Baylen went to wake up Ella.

"Ella... Ella." Baylen says softly, shaking the girl gently. "Come on Tucker let me sleep." she mumbles, "It's about Matt." Baylen replies, "Shut the fuck up about him." she replies. "Ella it's Baylen." Baylen's words make Ella shoot up awake.

"Baylen- wait where's Tucker?" she asks, looking around the room. "Oh, he had to leave. And... I talked to Matt." Baylen answers.

"I know you're still gonna tell me anyway so I'm not gonna argue with you on it, so what happened?" Ella sighs.

"So when I went out to go 'shopping' I was actually going to the triplets. So when I got to their house, Chris and Nick were in the living room and everything and so I asked where Matt was. They said he was in his room and hasn't come out since he had gotten home. So they said that I could try to talk to him but he won't talk to anyone. So I went to his room and of course, he didn't let me talk to him, but I still spoke even if he wouldn't listen. I said that by him telling you he didn't need you, just out of jealousy, wasn't going to make shit better. I told him everything that happened and he opened his door. His face was all red and his eyes were all wet from tears. He had been crying, just like you were. He told me that he was sorry for storming out and making a fool of himself, and he told me not to tell you this but I'm going to anyway cause it's something you need to hear." Baylen explains. Ella nods her head for him to continue.

"He said that he didn't mean anything he said. He told me that it wasn't just a celebrity crush for him. He really liked you and thought he had a chance with you. Then he saw that you and Tucker had already kissed and were dating. He saw how much better Tucker was than him and got jealous, not only of the fact that Tucker had begun dating you before he even had the chance to tell you that he really liked you but over the fact that Tucker was just better. Matt thought that Tucker had better hair, better looks, better height, everything better, than him." he continues.

"But Ella. He really fucking likes you," he adds.

"Fuck, Baylen. This makes things so complicated. Fuck. I mean, I'm dating Tucker, I can't just break up with him for Matt. And I don't even know if I like Matt, that way." Ella sighs in frustration.

"Look just think about it. About everything. About Tucker, about Matt. About everything." Baylen comforts, rubbing his hand over Ella's.

"Should I talk to Matt?" Ella questions, "I don't know, honestly. It's up to you." Baylen answers. "K. I'm gonna go for a drive." Ella decides.

"Ok, I'll be here," Baylen replies, knowing Ella wanted to go alone by herself.

Ella, already being in Tucker's hoodie and some random sweatpants, grabbed the rental car keys and walked out of the hotel room and to their car. It was 10: 17 at night and Ella just needed a late drive, blasting music through aux.

She didn't know many in Boston, only the triplets and the Subbet siblings. She in fact did not want to go to the triplets' house, nor did she want to go to Tucker's. She felt annoying at this point. She had already dumped everything on Tucker and made him come over to hers, just for him to leave anyway. And plus, she didn't know how to get to Tucker's anyways.

Through a screen, you would think Ella's life was perfect. It included perfect people and the perfect lifestyle. Everything was perfect. But then again it wasn't. One glance at her Instagram, you would think she's happy with her best of friends, Baylen, Peej, Kyle, Dizzy, Sebas. Matt, Chris, and Nick. We can't forget River, who she had already become good friends with. Through her posts, people would think there's a little flirt off between her and Matt and her and Tucker. But when it came to reality, her 'little flirt off' with Tucker had become an actual relationship. Her 'little flirting celebrity crush' thing she had with Matt had ended terribly. She found out that she wasn't a celebrity crush anymore to him. He had actual feelings for the girl and she hadn't even realized it. He had actual feelings for her and thought she felt the same but then she turned and broke him. She had broken him, Tucker had brought out jealousy and insecurities. 

Everything was now a mess, and Ella blamed all of it on nobody but her.

KIERA SPEAKS: hey... bro i just realized im at almost 740 followers on here bro that's like 740 people! thats like bro im like stunned at the fact that like by the end of the year i might have 1k maybe. that's crazy  k bye <3