Shay stood in front of the freshly dug grave for her father, tears in herbloodshot blue eyes and she clung tightly to Natalie's hand. Nothing felt real about everything that had happen in the last few days.

Shay had been on autopilot since that night in St Thomas. It was like shefell back into that same deep hole that she had after Donna's death.It was going to be a harder time climbing back out again this time.

"Caleb Miller was one of the good guys. He'd give you the shirt off his backif you needed it, and I know this for sure he loved his two daughters. Shay and Natalie were everything to him, but when little Leela came along — damn did he ever love his granddaughter." Clay spoke in his gruff voice as he said a few words about his longtime friend.

The tiniest of smiles formed on Shay's lips. She liked hearing everyone's memories of her father. It felt like every charter of SAMCRO had mourned him. Sure, Caleb Miller wasn't a member of the club, but he had everyone's respect and was a beloved friend to all.

Shay tried to smile at Clay as he finished his kind words and walked by her with a small pat on her arm, but all she could focus on was the loud, annoying weeping coming from behind her.

Farrah had shown upwith a simple bruise around her face and a few cuts here and there onher body, but she was otherwise fine. She made sure to let everyone know exactly who she was and that she was mourning the husband she had left behind all those years ago.

"If she doesn't shut the fuck up." Shay spoke through gritted teeth andher grip on Natalie's hand only tighten. The sister's had tried keeping their mother from the funeral, but making a scene was the last thing they wanted.

"It's almost over and she'll be gone again." Natalie whispered, hoping her words reassured her younger sister.

"Not soon enough." Shay muttered.

Farrah Miller needed to be far away from Charming as soon as Caleb Miller's body was lowered into the ground.

It was a few hours later when everyone was gathered in Shay's home celebrating Caleb that Natalie, her, and Farrah sat in tense silence, staring at the lawyer in front of them. Why they were going over her father's will in the guest bedroom of her home while Gemma entertained the guest was baffling to her, but if she wanted Farrah gone then they needed to go over her father's will first.

A small cough fell from the lawyer's mouth as he pulled on his tie."This obviously isn't a normal thing for me to do. I don't usuallygo over one's will during a celebration of life, but I was told this was the only way to get the three of you in one place." The older man scratched at his head as he pulled open his briefcase.

"So, it seemed your father had a decent savings." The lawyer rambled on, feeling the tension in the room. "He, um, left a decent amount to his granddaughter Leela Teller." He's eyes scanning the paper in his hands. "His two daughters' will also receive a some of his saving as well. Caleb also recently updated his will a few weeks back and is giving the rest of his belongings to his beloved wife." He finished with an awkward smile on his wrinkled face.

"What? You're telling me my father changed his will in the last few weeks toinclude her?" A laugh fell from Shay's lips as she shook her head at the nonsense falling from the lawyer's mouth.

It couldn't be true. This had to be some kind of sick joke. Shay didn't give a fuck about the money her father left her, but this woman who had abandoned her family was to receive all of his belongings.

"Um, it would seem so." A nervous laugh came from the older man's lips."Is there any questions I can answer for you all during this time?"

It was very apparent that his man just wanted to leave and quick. He had done his job of reading the will. He didn't want to be there when the harsh words and fist flew.

"How much did he leave her?" Shay quickly questioned as she turned heranger filled eyes towards Farrah, tears still falling down her faceas she wiped away her now ruined makeup.

"Did he say why he changed his will?" Natalie questioned as she grabbedher sister's hand. "His will had been the same since I was a kid. I don't understand." While her younger sister was full of anger; Natalie was full of confusion.

"I don't fucking care why he changed it." Shay spat as she stood up."You fucking sit there crying like you cared about him."

"I did care. I loved him." Farrah sobbed as she stared into her youngest daughter's blue eyes.

That was all it took, those words from Farrah's lips made her snap as she practically run towards her with rage coursing through her body. "Shut the fuck up! You didn't love him or us. You left us and now you want to sit there crying over a husband you didn't love!" Shay's voice was full of venom as she yelled in Farrah's face, scaring the older woman.

"You came back, and you fucking killed him! I know you had something to do with his death and I swear when I find out I will kill you." Thebrunette's voice was eerily calm in the moment, scaring Farrah even more as she tried to back away from her daughter's anger.

"Shay!" Natalie's voice was firm as she pulled Shay away from their mother's frightened face. "Go find Jax." Natalie knew Jax could calm hersister down and Shay needed to calm down before she did something she regretted --- not that Natalie believed Shay would ever regret hitting Farrah.

"You better leave Charming tonight." Shay warned before leaving the room.

Jax watched as Shay stormed past him and everyone else and down the hall, slamming the door with force. The biker shot a concerned look towards his mother who looked just as concerned as he did. Everyone had heard the screaming coming from the other room, all of the screaming from Shay's mouth made everyone quiet down as they listened.

"Okay everyone, let's go into the kitchen." Gemma ushered the guests with a tight smile as Jax nodded gratefully towards her. It was momentslike this that he was glad his mother knew how to handle other people so well.

The blonde biker ran a hand over his head before heading down the hallway. He wasn't sure what had made Shay flip out like that, but he was certain it had to do with Farrah.

"Shay?" The Teller man spoke softly as he entered the dark bedroom, his eyes focusing on Shay who stood in the middle of the room, her blue eyes looking around confused. "Baby, what happened?"

A snort fell from her lips as she turned her bloodshot blue eyes on Jax's concerned face. "My dad changed his will a few weeks ago, included that fucking bitch in it. I know she had something to do with his death." The brunette cried as she ran a shaky hand overhear hair.

A look of shock took over Jax's face as he pulled Shay into his arms. He knew that Caleb loved his ex-wife, but to suddenly include thewoman who abandoned him, and their daughters shocked him.

"I'm sorry, babe." He apologized while rubbing a hand up and down Shay's back. "Are you sure she had something to do with the accident?"

Jax trusted Shay's feeling, but he couldn't just kill Farrah because of what she felt. He needed cold hard proof that Farrah had something to do with the accident that killed Caleb, and once he did, he would make sure Farrah suffered like Shay was now.

"Yes."Her tone firm as she shook her head. "I want her gone." The determination in Shay's voice scared him a little.

"Okay, darlin'." Jax promised, placing a kiss on top of her head. Jaxwould do anything for Shay Miller --- murder being at the top of hislist.

AN;

I really don't like how this chapter came out. I had it much different in my head, but of course it never turns out that way.