detailed smut!

authors note; for everyone who read the chapter already, nothing changed. I just accidentally deleted it and republished it.

It was almost evening when James finally had been released from the police station and was free to go. Eli Roosevelt already informed him about Kayla's death. The Lieutenant was sceptical about all of this at first but he couldn't proof that Kayla had been murdered. Whoever killed her made it look like a suicide, he just had a feeling about this.

When he met the blonde yesterday morning after she gave her statement she didn't seem like someone who struggled with her mental health. Which didn't necessarily mean that he was right about it. Maybe she had problems. For now, even if he was convinced of something else, he had to let James go.

Happy made sure to make a prospect bring James' bike down to the station and waited outside for him. He rolled the toothpick between his lips as he watched James' storm out of the police station and walk towards him.

"I'm so fuckin' glad they let me go." The first thing he did was taking a cigarette out of the box in his Kutte and lit it. After exhaling the smoke, he leaned against his bike and ran a hand over his face. "I assume it was you?"

"Me and your sister", Happy replied with a shrug, not sure how James would react after finding out his sister was also involved. "Don't freak out, she had a good reason."

He stared at Happy in disbelief, not sure if he wanted to rip his best friend's head off or not. "You let my sister be part of this?", he snarled in a whisper after he found his voice again.

"Have you seen your kid? Don't fucking think so", Happy said harshly and threw away the used toothpick. "You're lucky that girl is still alive after what your psycho ex did to her. You think I would've been able to stop Cassie from anything?"

Maybe if he had tied her to a chair just like he did with Kayla. Otherwise he wouldn't have had a chance to stop his Old Lady from giving Kayla what she deserved. And if he was honest he thought it was good that Cassie had the chance to take revenge on her sister in law.

The oldest Connor dropped his eyes, bringing the cigarette between his fingers to his mouth. Another cloud of smoke formed in front of him as he slowly let the smoke slide over his lips. Shame and guilt filled him and hearing how bad his daughter looked drove him to despair.

"I should've killed her last time", he laughed bitterly, tapping his cigarette to shake off the excess ash. "Then none of this would've happened. My babygirl would be fine and Cassie wouldn't have to live with that guilt now."

"Your sister is fine, don't always underestimate her, James", Happy rasped while he watched his brother from the corner of his eye. "She's stronger than you think and so is your kid."

"She really wanted to do this?", James wanted to know, finally lifting his head to get a better look at Happy.

"I would've never let her do it if I hadn't been sure if she could handle it afterwards. After she saw Lily she was hell bent on doing this", he assured him with a grunt. "Can you handle the fact that Kayla's dead?"

"Yeah", James huffed, threw his cigarette away and straddled his bike. "It doesn't matter how much I still loved her. After this I want her to rot in hell."

Happy nodded briefly, glad James wasn't grieving after that bitch. He gave the prospect a sign that he could drive back to the club, then he started his bike and left the parking lot of the police station. That was a place he didn't want to spend more time than necessary. Plus, Kayla, Benny and Lily were already waiting at home.

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Once again in the middle of the night Cassie had a hard time to fall asleep. There was a thunderstorm outside, something that always helped her to fall asleep even though the thunderstorms here in Cali were kind of worse than in Tacoma.

After several tosses, she still couldn't find a position that was comfortable. Her mind was still too busy to give her any sleep. The images of her brother shocked at seeing Lily haunted her mind. It was a heartbreaking picture given to Benny, Happy and her. She could almost feel James' pain earlier as he took the little girl in his arms and hugged her as gently as possible so he wouldn't hurt her even more.

Happy stirred next to her and wrapped his arm tighter around her stomach, pulling her back against his chest and grunting softly. Her tossing around woke him up, he wasn't a heavy sleeper anyway. The SAA has always been on alert and would wake up at the slightest noise, even when drunk after a party.

"What's going on, little girl?", his hoarse, sleepy voice mumbled against her shoulder making her sigh.

"Shit, sorry for waking you up", she muttered before turning around in his arm to face him, her forehead resting on his. "I just can't sleep."

Happy ran his fingers through her waves after his eyes got used to the dark room. After a while he was even able to look at her with the help of the moonlight that shone through the big window right by her bed. "Need some help?"

"I don't think anything helps at the moment", she stated frustrated and gently threw a leg over his, something she always did when she had a hard time falling asleep. "Not even the joint I had before was a big help."

"But maybe this will help." He pushed her a little further over and slipped his hand between her legs, which he determinedly pushed apart and ran his fingertips over the inside of her thighs until he finally let his hand disappear in her panties.

A grin crept across his lips as he could hear his girlfriend's throaty moans and feel her wetness on his fingertips. Almost painfully slow, he let two of his fingers slide through her wet slit, skilfully stimulating her clit with his thumb. His cock grew with every moan that escaped her lips until it was rock hard.

"Please", she begged between breathy moans, her pussy asking for more already without even having really started.

"You want more? Show me", he challenged, pushing the tip of one finger inside her only to pull it out again earning a soft whimper from her.

The brunette licked her lips, staring into his dark, with lust filled eyes. "You wanna tease me or fuck me, Lowman?", she whispered seductively against his lips, rubbing herself against his hand.

"Maybe both", he said while pushing his finger inside her, adding a second one only a second later. Pumping them in and out, he watched her face. His cock twitched in his boxers as her lips parted, moan after moan slipping past those plump lips that always felt so good around him.

"Get on your knees", he demanded, his eyes darkening at the thought of her on her knees giving him head.

The brunette bit down on her lip and obeyed immediately. She slid off the bed and straight to her knees, resting her hands on her thighs while impatiently waiting for Happy to sit on the edge of the bed. She watched as he stood up and hastily slipped his boxers down his legs and then sat down on the edge of the bed. His eyes always on her as he watched her like a lion watches its prey.

With an almost innocent look she looked up at him, closed her plump lips around his hard member and began to suck, twirling her tongue around his length and up and down his shaft getting a deep throaty growl out of him every time she tried to take in all of him.

"That's a good girl", he praised, his voice deep and hoarse. With his hand he gripped the back of her head, his fingers buried in her hair pulling at it roughly. Every time he forced her head down and a muffled, excited moan reached his ears he came closer to his orgasm. The brunette knew how to use her mouth around him.

He looked at her through half-open eyes as her eyes started watering from all the pleasure while he was bucking his hips into her mouth, hitting the back of her throat with each trust. When she started using her hands and lips together, giving him the ultimative pleasure, he pushed her head down once more, holding it there for a while. A smirk took over his face as her hands gripped the sheets beside his legs, a pleasant whimper coming from her.

She was ready to finish what she had started but Happy suddenly pulled her head back roughly, giving her a moment to catch her breath, which she desperately needed. As soon as her lungs filled with air again he pulled her to her feet and pushed her down on the bed. Hovering over her, he crashed his lips onto hers, kissing her hungrily.

Another deep moan fell over her lips when his tongue asked for entrance. Without hesitation, she parted her lips for him, her tongue meeting his as they began fighting for dominance. His hard cock pressed teasingly against her dripping entrance while he focused on her nipple, twirling it between his thumb and index finger.

The brunette couldn't stop panting, her back arched as he started to suck on her neck, leaving love marks and love bites as always. By now she was used to getting marked as his this way⸺ and she would never get tired of it.

"Just fuck me already", she breathed out, one leg already around his waist while the other leg was spread to the side a little. "Please baby", she added in a sweeter tone, running the tip of her tongue over the side of his neck knowing this was one of his soft spots.

"That's what you want, to get fucked?", he growled lowly into her ear, thrusting his hips forward to tease her even more. Her juices covering his dick already without even being inside her yet made it hard for him not to fuck her mercilessly right away.

"Mmh, yes", she purred in his ear, leaving a trail of wet open-mouthed kisses down his neck. "I want you to fuck me. I don't care how, just do it."

"So needy, little girl." With a smirk he looked into her ocean blue eyes, the innocent look on her face with those pretty plump lips causing his cock to twitch once again. He needed her, hard and rough, and he needed her now.

"Always for you", she whispered seductively, already scraping her nails down his back, knowing that it was driving him crazy in a good way.

Happy wrapped her in a deep, demanding, and rough kiss before sitting up on his knees, roughly grabbing her hips and rolling her onto her stomach, her gasps and shaky moans were like music in his ears. In no time he lifted her hips and positioned himself directly behind her, rubbing the head of his cock teasingly at her entrance. He pushed himself inside her inch by inch to stretch her walls a little, one hand gripping her waist, which would probably leave some bruising. But he knew she liked it that way, otherwise he wouldn't do it.

Her hands grabbed the sheets again when he grabbed a fist full of her hair, tugging at it roughly. The sweet pain brought tears to her eyes, tears of lust. She knew how rough Happy was, which is one of the reasons the two work so well together. They complemented each other just as perfectly in bed as they did in their friendship.

"F⸺fuck", she cried out in pleasure when Happy pulled out of her only to push himself back inside her in one quick thrust, her face getting pushed down into the pillow by him, which immediately muffled her moans. Probably because her brother was sleeping in the room next to them.

Her walls fluttered around his cock, enveloping him in a moist warmth. She was just glad that her face was pressed into the pillow as she couldn't control her moans anymore after Happy started thrusting into her mercilessly.

"You're so damn perfect, little girl", Happy growled almost animalisticly from behind her, slipping his fingers out of her hair and wrapping a hand around her breast, which was jiggling with each thrust, and began massaging it. Now and then he twirled her hard bud between his fingers and felt how he slowly came to his orgasm, but he wanted her to come first for him.

"Let go, baby, come for me", he added, his tone demanding, sounding almost like an order. Well, it was one and Cassie knew that.

The brunette was close anyway, but when he put a hand around her throat and applied pressure, her eyes rolled back and her abdomen clenched, close to her orgasm. Legs trembling and moaning his name, she came all over his cock, pushing her butt against him to feel him even deeper while she rolled out her orgasm.

Happy couldn't hold back any longer as her juices spread over his cock, ran down his length and even dripped onto the sheets beneath them. His body was covered in sweat by now as he thrusted deep and hard into her a few more times, letting go of her throat and placing both hands on her hips, digging his fingers into her skin. Eventually his orgasm overcame him too, whereupon he emptied himself deep inside her with a loud grunt and thereby gained another loud moan from her.

The SAA collapsed on top of her, but braced himself on his arms so his full weight wasn't on her. He left soft kisses on her shoulder, getting a soft sigh for each one. After both of them caught their breath again, he rolled next to her, wrapped his arm around her bare chest and pulled her close, his face buried in her hair.

"Get some sleep, little girl", he grunted softly, his eyes already closed just like hers. After that both of them needed some sleep.

"I love you, Hap", she whispered and a yawn escaped her throat as she snuggled more against him.

"I love you, too", he muttered.

Five minutes later they were asleep, cuddled together as almost every night. He was and always would be her safe place, her home. And she was exactly that for him.