Chapter 30

                 Cushane's pov

  It was so good to have good company over, I taught Kemar how to play my new video game, but we all end up playing dominoes while feasting on my delicious oven jerk chicken with bread and salads. We drank beers and maltas, talked about what christians do for fun, why I haven't been back to church, among other things which was very beneficial to me.

  I went to bed happy that night and wake up in a great mood, I was having a good day until the men I am working with begin to speak and crack jokes about Nicole and the read-er woman. I was so uncomfortable being in the midst of them, and I was glad they did not know I was the man they were discussing, it was gross.

"Hear mi a sey di two a dem want fuck and di man oblige dem, a it dat. She wey guh post up pon di internet bout di read-er 'oman gi har somn fi she loose di baby should a thank God she nuh dead. Cause if a me a di read-er 'oman and mi find out sey she dey wid my man, mi kill har rass," Jovi says and they all started laughing.

"Yow somn wrong wid Nicole because ina di first place wey she guh post dat fah, she nuh married but she ina church an' a fuck," Rayon stated scornfully.

"Gospel grinder dem man," Shawn cut in and say.

  Lennox hissed and said. "A long time she a play church, when mi use to work a main office one a mi bredren use to fuck it. Regular di man a dig out har belly and all now mi caan hear sey she married, yuh si di read-er 'oman wey she a style she betta watch it, cause from mi know dat dey read-er woman dey mi neva hear har name a call up ina dem things dey and she well respected."

"Fi real man," Rayon interjects.

"Whole on dey, suh di wol a uno know di read-er woman? Humn!" Shawn ask saying then another bout of laughter followed.

  I felt so embarrassed to hear them speak about Nicole in such a degrading way, I regretted having sex even more and I had to just keep my mouth shut throughout it all.

"Dah man dey a idiot fi fuck she without boots, if a me all three mi a put on. Him must really nuh know dem gal dey," Jovi stated incredulously.

"Dem sey him is a new worker, one foreigner," Shawn tells them drawling the latter.

"Bumbo! Nicole a try hook di man!" Lennox exclaims and mãn did they laugh.

  I sighed on getting home and started to prepare my dinner, if I had only manage to restrain myself I would have gone home to my loving wife and getting my well prepared delicious dinner I think shaking my head. What a lesson this is for me and I will never forget it, viewing the posts Nicole have made has shown me the awful person she is. Lamais had not went and seek her out to make trouble, she is the one who went out of her way to do so and if the child she is carrying is in fact mine I will take him or her and send to my parents before the child is weaned.

Lamais's pov

It is good that all the children now knew who their father's are, with help coming from all of them Shanty and them will be living a more comfortable life. I did my laundry then wash my hair, Tishawna rope twist it in a beautiful style and I relaxed that Wednesday evening fully prepared to attend our sister church's convention later on.

I am glad that I'm going with most of the members of my church, I break my fast at six and drank two cups of tea before going to the bathroom. I was anticipating seeing Nicole, I was angry deep down and I have been praying fervently for God to help me to not act out of line and stoop to her level. She has still not taken down the crap she posted about me and it hurt me to the core.

I went to the kitchen afterwards and peel and enjoy three oranges, while I boil a quick small pot of chicken soup for sustenance. When I was done having a healthy bowl of it, I leave the bus key on the verandah railing just in case Bro. Kirkland and the others came before I am ready, I went up to my bedroom and did a few excercises then hop into the shower.

I was almost ready when Shanty came and help me to gurd my waist and put on my dress robe. We drive off with my jeep fully loaded and the small bus fully loaded as well, With my members growing weekly I will soon need a bigger bus to transport us when we were going out. There was also the suggestion from a member for a church trip, I will discuss that with them in the coming week.

Nicole was sitting in the back of the church with her two friends, I went straight to the alter as it was prayer time. So she has came back to her former church because Cushane has stop attending mine, or is it that she was just here for the convention, she does not deserve my thoughts any way. I would speak my mind when I'm doing my greeting and there I will address our sister pastor as well.

  I sat down at the front of the church and waited to be invited up into the rostrum, someone was staring at me and I turn my head and look towards the choir. "Tsk, I hissed forgetting that they had went to Canada, I hadn't even given thought to the fact that one of them may be friends with her and my spirit immediately confirms it. I read the woman and just like that she is the one, she had tell her that Cushane is in Canada.

Shaking my head, I stood and went upon the rostrum as I was invited up. I greeted a few Pastors but sat with my back slightly turn to them, I wasn't in any chatting mood and their looks alone tell me that they are aware of what is on social media. I was poised and focus throughout, I didn't sing and I didn't clap, but I humbled myself before God.

When it was my time to greet the church I use my own cordless microphone. "Praise Jesus, I want to thank the most high creator who is the head of my life, for bringing me and my members safely here tonight. Greetings to all the Minister on the rostrum, the choir, the congregation and to the host pastor. I just have one message for each and everyone of us in here tonight, for whatever reason you find yourself in this church tonight make sure it's for the Lord. Church, be careful of whom you allow in your space, demons come in many forms and if you're not serving the Lord in truth and righteousness they can drag yuh down to hell with them.

Tonight, I am telling a demon, I have commanded my space. So if yuh mek yuh demonic influencers and yuh demonic mind tell yuh fi interfere with mi come, come! Di blood of Jesus against yuh Satan! Go to hell... and tan dey cause a only dey yuh know. If you're here tonight and you are friends with a demon then you don't belong in the house of the Lord, go to hell with that friend."

  I spun my role three times before heading back to my seat, a few persons were speaking in tongues and some were shaking in the spirit. I sat and look straight at the woman on the choir and then down to the back where demonic Nicole sat with her head down. Her two friends chatted beside her and a memory of her flashed across my mind, she had been the woman waiting on Cushane that night after convention and he had left with her.

He can do whatever, I deserve better than him. After saving myself for so many years he had only came and cause me hurt, it is also my fault and I've learned from this, unless God says I should take a man to be my husband I will remain celibate. I half listened to the sermon and as the service ends, I took up my bag and leave with Shanty and the others trailing behind me.

We loaded into the vehicles and I drive to KFC where I ordered two bucket deals. "Mi sey a couldn't wait fi cum out, di church heavy like lead. Tsk," I said with an hiss.

"Pure hypocrite in dey especially pon di choir," Sis. Kirkland says.

"Di brown lead singer, mi feel har bad energy and mi read har. She tell Nicole say Cushane dey a Canada and she nuh si mi talk to him, but I want my own choir and God a guh mek it happen cause mi nah guh nuh wey wid dem again and dem caan come back fi perform a nuh more convention fi wi," I said angrily.

  "Msrah, sey she tell pastor sey she lose di baby, but one a har friend tell another friend sey dem follow har guh dash wey di belly. Sey she is attending another church she is only attending the convention and pastor tell har she wish har di best," Shanty informs us.

"Should a dash wey harself to," Sis. Grant said sarcastically.

"Echew!" Shanty fake sneezes.

"Oh Lord," I said with a sigh and they all begin to laugh.

To be continued...