Scheduled event for my track meet. I will be running the 4x400 & 400 meters. 

To be fair, I am extremely nervous because today after I finished 3 races straight, I basically lost all motive to exercise. 

Even though my coaches believe in me, I can't see myself being an incredible runner.

Has anyone felt depressed about the idea of waking up and finding out your goals in life may not come true due to one, bad experience.

I have. Many times. We probably all had that mental breakdown.

I started to feel sick recently but it's mainly to my poor diet. 

I vomited so much and my head is now trembling with migraines. 

This still doesn't prevent me from doing what I love which is writing so I will return shortly. 

I just need more time. 

I hope you understand what it is I am suffering with. 

But, I will keep moving forward thanks to all of you. 

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