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Lᴏs Aɴɢᴇʟᴇs, Cᴀʟɪғᴏʀɴɪᴀ

I drove back home in tears.

Am I not good enough? Am I doing something wrong? What didn't I ever do for Brian?

God, I loved that man with all my heart and soul. And this is what I get in return. All the warnings I heard from others and chose to ignore when I should've known better.

From the first time he lied to me about something important to him continuously showing the signs.

He never loved me, he never cared for me.

I slammed my room door beginning to smash every mirror insight in this room. I didn't even want to look at myself, I wanted to feel something that could overtake the pain that I was currently in.

Now with a bloody hand and I twisted the cap off of a bottle of Tequila as tears streamed down my eyes until my vision was blurry. I then brought the bottle to my lips and drank as much as I could.

As much as I could to alleviate the pain.

I leaned against the wall with my back pressed against it beginning to hit it as hard as I could.

ⓘ 5 𝐘𝐄𝐀𝐑𝐒 𝐋𝐀𝐓𝐄𝐑 ⓘ

A lot had changed in the last 5 years. I turned 24. Letty went out on her mission to help get Dom out of trouble which she wouldn't let me help her with because it was "too dangerous".

Me and Brian haven't spoken or seen each other since that night, I discovered his truth. And to be completely honest I'm glad...it wasn't meant to be.

Although I've decided to move on, it still hurt, it hurt like a bitch. I still find myself either crying myself to sleep or drinking myself to sleep every now and again.

Neither helped but the drinking helped numb my feelings and smoking helped ease everything.

I popped the hood of my car and began to work as Leon walked in.

"Hey beautiful," He said with a smile

I smiled back and asked, "Where's Mia?"

"Who knows where Mia is."

I laughed and said, "Can you hand me the wretch?"

He nodded handing it to me. Then grabbed me from behind by my waist.

"How about we take a break on the car?"

I laughed then said, "You wish."

He turned me and kissed me passionately causing me to kiss back before he grabbed me by the neck softly, but all I could think about was Brian.

"Please, stop." I whimpered

"Come on, we've been doing this for months."

He's right and it's safe to say I've grown feelings for Leon, but every time I'm with him I can only think about Brian and how in love we were with each other.

"Look, I love you" Leon said

I nodded and laughed "Nah, you love me as a friend and that's what we are friends, Leon."

His face fell in sadness as the door flew open causing me to pull my gun out from my holster until I saw it was Mia with tears in her eyes.

"What the hell?" I whisper yelled expecting a cop or something causing me to put the gun back in my holster and walked over to her

"Mia, what's wrong?" I asked now concerned

"It's Letty...She's dead" She said bluntly causing my mind to spin

I then felt tears in my eyes. Not our Letty, not my best friend.

Those wheels began to turn. I was furious and whoever was responsible was going to pay in blood.

"We need Dom." I croaked out as we hugged each other tightly.

I then broke loose, pulling out my phone to call my big brother.

He picked up and said "Duch. I thought I told you not to call me here."

"Dom. It's Letty, she's been murdered."

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Lᴏs Aɴɢᴇʟᴇs, Cᴀʟɪғᴏʀɴɪᴀ

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♡。　＼　　｜　　／。　♡
𝑯𝑰𝑺 𝑫𝑹𝑬𝑨𝑴
♡。　／　　｜　　＼。　♡
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I smiled kissing Diana on her lips softly, "You look beautiful." I mumbled against her plump lips

"You're not supposed to be here! It's bad luck to see the bride before the wedding now goooo!" She giggled beginning to push me softly out of the little dressing room she was in.

As I walked to the alter, I wondered where all of the wedding guests were and began to panic. I stopped by the preacher and said "Where's everyone? They were just here!"

"The bride called the wedding off," he said nonchalantly

"What?! I just saw her!"

I then turned quickly hearing sobbing and saw it was Diana, but she looked different. She wasn't in her wedding dress anymore. Her hair wasn't pinned up like it just was when I saw her.

"You hurt me, Brian." She wept

"Baby I'd never," I said beginning to walk to her, a clear barrier blocking my way.

She then walked closer and pressed her palm to the barrier that held her back as well.

"But you did." She replied as her tears beginning to fade away

I looked at her in confusion of the situation before I began to hit the barrier and she began to slowly fade away.

"No!" I yelled beginning to cry

"You can't go." I cried, beginning to hit the barrier harder until she disappeared completely.

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♡。　＼　　｜　　／。　♡
𝐏𝐑𝐄𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓
♡。　／　　｜　　＼。　♡
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I sprung up in my bed shirtless and in a cold sweat breathing heavily wiping the tears in my eyes and gazed over at the same bottle of liquor I had fallen asleep staring at.

I then got out of bed and picked up the bottle rushing into my kitchen before pouring it down the drain.

One Drink. One Drink. One Drink. One Drink. One Drink. One Drink. One Drink. One Drink. One Drink.

My heart was aching for it as the last drop fell down the drain.

I can't have one drink, my last one drink, became alcohol poisoning and my mom and grandma almost kicked my ass and they didn't trust me and stayed with me a good year because of that incident.

I leaned my palm against the counter and then began to cry as vivid images of Diana began to flow through my mind.

I then looked over at the engagement ring on the counter.

I the. walked over grabbing it and walked back into my dimly lit bedroom, sitting down on the side of my bed looking over at the picture of me and Diana on my nightstand.

I then sat the engagement ring down and turned the light setting all the way down, darkening the room, as I turned over in bed onto the body pillow I had recently brought.

As I pictured it was her I was holding again.

A/N: I know you guys hate me right now because of Brian and Diana's breakup, but the action is about to get started. Do you guys think Duchess has changed, is she going to be the same loving and caring person or nah? Or has Brian unleashed the inner hell in her? 😅 Now let's talk about Brian? Firstly, what do you all think from his dream to the alcohol poisoning situation?

They are both heartbroken as hell😭🤚🏽 And Letty's dead and Duchess called up dom; Phase 2 is abt to really get wilder! Remember to vote, comment, share and add to your library!! love yaaa🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤