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THE DEEP ATTRACTION

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"And if I lose you, I'm afraid I would lose who—who I gave my love too."

KAMARIA WOODS
JANUARY 6th, 2008.
SUNDAY 1:24 am

"YOU GOOD NOW, right?" Samir asked his girlfriend on the other side of the line, holding the phone up to his ear faithfully.

They had been on the phone for a full hour, since twelve o'clock this morning when kamaria finally decided to call and catch him up.

It took her a long time to cool off from the fight with her sister, because no matter how bad they argued she never wanted it to get as far as fighting her.

She had been avoiding it for a while , simply because she was her sister and she didn't want to let a boy come in between them. Putting distance between them was the smarter thing, but Sarai just had to make things her way of the high way.

"Yes I'm fine," she sighed after telling everything that went down the whole day. She called him once she got from being locked in the room but he didn't answer because he was riding his dirt bike with kyree.

Then, when he called her back afterwards she was asleep taking a needed nap that she had been trying to get. Her nap fell into the night time, so once she woke up, she showered ate, and then finally called him.

"Good. Did Sarai even tell you what she told your dad?" He questioned, scratching his elbow with a yawn. He was a little tired, but he didn't want to hang up yet.

"No, and that's what's blowing me. This whole fucking thing is a scam. And we can't even leave until later on tonight." She huffed, frustratedly crossing her ankles.

"Yeah that's bull shit for real, and I'm not jus sayin that cause I miss you." Samir spoke with a frown etched across his face, deep in his feelings.

He hated to admit that kamaria was right. Once everybody found out about him it was different. People always kept a eye on them, questioned them, and tried not to let them be together for to long in fear of them doing something they were supposed to be. And people meant her father.

It was only him and Sarai, but it was still frustrating. He didn't appreciate being questioned on their every move, or what they had done. It was sick, and it was making him rethink how long they should've waited.

It was less stressful in secret.

Regardless though, it didn't change how much he loved her.

"Aweee, I miss you too boo. You sound like a lil softy." He could hear her pretty smile through the phone.

He felt like he was in a fever dream. Ever since he had been a kid he never would've thought he would've ended up with her, but when he was a kid it was only a minor interest.

He would get jealous when he saw her with other boys, and things of that nature. They were both too young to understand completely though. At the end of the day, he ended up with her and it felt so surreal.

"Mmcht , don't play wit me on dis phone tayta." He defended quickly making her laugh lowly, not wanting to be too loud. "Yeah laugh haha. Go to sleep so tomorrow can be over wit and you can be back." He demanded hoping that would make the time go faster.

She sighed loudly, throwing her head back. "Okayuhhh. I love you." She muttered solemnly. She didn't want to get off the phone.

"I love you too. Call me when you wake up." He reminded her because he knew she would wake up after him. He was a early bird for sure—but he hated the sun. It was a love — hate.

"Alright, bye." She hung up putting her phone on the hook and leaning over to turn her lamp off.

She turned over, sinking into the comfortable mattress but she would never admit that. She pulled her plush cover over her body getting warm, and shut her eyes relaxing.

In no time, she was asleep.

Around a half hour had passed of her being sound asleep and it probably had been the highlight of her whole trip. The nap was good, but the real sleep had her melting into the mattress.

"Mmm," she mumbled lowly, fluttering her eyes open coming to complete darkness. It took her all but two seconds to realize why her lower body had her going into a bliss. She gasped going into panic trying to jump up but her hands were being restrained.

"What the f—" zion threw his palm over her mouth since she came off super loud. Lifting his head from in between her legs, to shush her.

"Chill baby it's me," he assured her using one hand to hold her wrists and the other one to cover her mouth. That still didn't stop her from trying to scream, and she was kicking too which was making it hard for him to stay in place.

"Look, I'm sorry bout what happened with yo sister. I'm trynna apologize okay?" He whispered. He just knew once they had sex she would forgive him and forget about who ever her current boyfriend was.

"When I move my hand you gone be quiet right, ion want them to hear us." He licked his lips still tasting her lingering on him.

She gulped trying to come off calm but really her heart was pounding out of her chest not believing this was happening right now. She was trying to wake up, knowing this was nothing but a nightmare.
She had them all the time so this couldn't have been any different. Any minute she would wake up, and she would be in her room alone.

Any minute.

"Okay." He nodded removing his hand, and she clamped her mouth closed shut hoping he would let her hands go as well.

"Y—you don't have to apologize, I got a boyfriend now. I don't wanna do this." She was getting ready to scream for her life, but she wanted to test the easy way first, to make it less hard for her.

He snarled at her words, "fuck who ever that nigga is." He spat bitterly, using his free hand to pull his joggers down.

When she realized he was doing that, she loud out a gut wrenching scream starting to kick again and he covered her mouth on high alert but this time she didn't stop fighting.

Her vision was blurring, she didn't know if she was about to pass out or cry.

She felt what she hoped was his fingers slide through her folds and she started tossing and turning like her life depended on it, making him struggle with keeping her detained.

"Calm down, it's just the tip." He assured as if that was any better, like he wasn't realizing what he was doing. He knew she was fighting it, but once she felt him she would be alright.

She took a few deep breaths shutting her eyes calmly, feeling him attempt to push inside of her and hiss. Like the stupid person he happened to be, his grip on her wrists loosened and she snatched quickly so he couldn't realized before it was already happening.

Thinking fast she punched him using her right hand as quick as she could making him groan, the excruciating pain jolting through his mouth. Just like cayetons had.

She shoved his larger body off of her rushing to pull her shorts back up before she rushed out of her room leaving him in the dust—bolting to the kitchen to get a knife.

Once she pulled it out the wooden block she then ran to her brothers room. She didn't know why she went to the kitchen first instead of his room, but she felt more comfortable with a weapon with her then without.

Bursting into his room, he was sound asleep. She had tears streaming down her face using her free hand to tap on his shoulder. "Kyaire! Kyaire!" She loudly yelled.

He seemingly jumped out of his sleep on alert. "What ? What?" He could barely see her in the dark room.

"We gotta go, I wanna go home now. Right now." She demanded and he frowned at her skittish body language darting his eyes at the clock. It was two in the morning. "Right now! Get up!" She yelled repeating.

"Okay okay!" He stood to his feet abruptly so he could turn the light on. "Did something happen with slim? Or kyr—" he paused once he flicked the lights on seeing the distress on her face and the knife in her hands.

He started towards her,  "the fuck happened to you?!" He shouted thinking of burglars first, reaching out to touch her and she moved aside so he couldn't . His entire face fell.

"D—don't touch me r—right now. Come on I'm ready to go w—we can leave everything here." She rushed out with a stutter, her eyes darting to the door every second she spoke scared he would come in.

Kyaire was very conflicted right now. He wasn't dumb he knew something happened and he could bet it was zion, so he didn't know if he wanted to make his sister feel safe instantly and get her out of there as requested, or if he wanted to go see himself for what happened.

It was a hard decision that he had to make in a heart beat.

"Fuck dat," his disagreed making his decision, "tell me what the fuck happened first." He could feel his fists balling up.

"I wanna go homeee." She dragged out, beginning to sob. Kyaire felt a ping in his chest. He hadn't seen his sister cry like this since Samir. "I don't wanna be here no more." She said through cries.

"The fuck is going on?" Dexter stood in the door way with a mug, with Sarai , bianca, and zion standing behind him trying to see whilst holding his jaw.

Unfortunately, zion had gotten to them first and twisted the story.

"No that's what the fuck I need to be asking!" Kyaire lashed out shocking them. He never yelled at all. He had a mug planted on his face and kamaria dropped the knife crying in her hands.

Kyaire got closer and touched her wrist and she jumped pulling back. He tilted his head in disbelief.

She didn't want anyone touching her, and with all these people watching her she felt overwhelmed and under pressure on top of previous events.

It was too much going on around her and she wanted to leave. She couldn't bring herself to say what happened because she was embarrassed and felt stupid like it was her fault.

"Zion came to us and said that lil bit snuck in his room trying to have sex with him and when he denied her she punched him and went crazy screaming and crying." Sarai didn't have a problem spilling the beans.

She couldn't believe her sister. She already had a Samir and she was trying to spin and go back to zion as well. She was stupid at this point and now she was about to lose both of the boys.

"What nigga? Don't be lyin on my sister like that." Kyaire frowned trying to pass his father so that he could beat his ass for a foul lie like that.

"I'm not lyin man, look at me." Zion argued holding his jaw.

"The fuck she wanna fuck yo ass for? She got a nigga." He defended since his sister was a blubbering mess, blocking them out.

She had one request and that was to go home. They couldn't even do that right.

"Ion know, ain't like we wasn't together before." Zion dropped the bomb on everyone. Even Sarai was shocked because she knew people would look at her crazy for inviting him if she knew.

"What you mean?" Dexter looked back asking him.

"She was my girlfriend." He offered willingly singing like a bird since he'd saw kamaria hadn't had the chance to tell her version.

"When the fuck was this—" Kyaire paused starting to put the pieces together. He was the ex that he knew about but didn't know.

"So are we just gonna ignore kamaria crying on the floor?" Bianca questioned feeling for her. She only knew what Zion said, but she looked to be having a mental break down at the moment.

"Maybe she's having a psychotic break and that's why she went crazy on zion." Sarai added her input, still salty from her beat down.

"My sister ain't fucking crazy!" Kyaire snapped on Sarai forgetting about everything else. "Come on lil bit we leaving, let's go." He wanted to pick her up, but she wouldn't let him touch her.

She removed her hands from her face wiping her tears and sniffing. He didn't know what it was but something made his heart ache, she looked to be in distress and that messed with him a lot. He wanted to hold her but he couldn't even do that.

Saying forget everything he put his shoes on grabbing kamarias wrist but she snatched away reminding him, she didn't even care about her shoes. "I'm gone say it one time, move." Kyaire spoke calmly once he realized Dexter was purposely blocking them.

"It's two in the morning." He stated with his arms crossed still wanting to get to the bottom of this.

"Look at me and ask if I give a flying fuck." He stared his father in the eyes. With a huff he shifted his eyes to his daughter whom he'd hadn't seen cry in years. She was a tough one so this was alarming.

Stepping aside he let them by leaving zion to think he got off Scott free.

Kyaire licked his lips and cocked his hand back sending zion flying on his ass once his fist connected with his face. "And ian done nigga." Was the last thing he said before they slipped by.

Kyaire was pissed. He wanted to do worse and see what happened but he couldn't even focus and feel right knowing that his sister was crying her heart out next to him.

It wasn't that hard to put the pieces together, but he had hope it was something not as bad, because if it was he would've had to paint the sky red.

HOME.

Kyaire shut his car off. It was going on seven in the morning. The trip didn't take as long as usual because he was driving like a bat out of hell, and there was no cars on the road since it had been two am when they left.

Kamaria eventually cried and sniffed herself into a somber after a hour on the road and stayed asleep the entire time. Kyaire struggled to stay awake during the drive since he didn't get much sleep, but he pushed through it.

He didn't know how he was going tell his mom, or even Samir that something happened to kamaria there. He was still coming to terms, and the car ride he had a whole five hours to come up with different scenarios of what may have happened.

None of them were good, and it made him even more angry that he didn't stay. He couldn't jeopardize his sister though.

For once he had to be rational and think about the bigger picture. Best believe it wasn't over. He just had to tend to his sister first.

He left her in the car quickly jogging up to his home unlocking the door, quickly making his way to his mothers room.

He bursted in still seeing her sound asleep. "Momma get up!" He shouted scaring the hell out of her. One because he was yelling, and two because he wasn't supposed to be there.

"What's going on!" Her heart dropped yelling right back.

"Okay okay— uh I don't know what happened but we was in Georgia and kamaria came running in my room crying and she had a knife in her hand telling me she wanted to go home." He was trying to speak fast, " next thing you know my dad nem come talkin bout the nigga they brought claimed she was forcing herself on him and when he said no she went crazy. I brought her home but she won't let me touch her, so can you help get her out the car. Maybe she'll let you."

Once he finished half of his statement she was bolting out the room as if she wasn't just halfway asleep. That sounded nothing like kamaria so she was worried. She knew her daughter.

Getting to the car she pulled the door open, and kamaria was sound asleep across the seats with dried up tears. She tapped her and kamaria jumped up feeling paranoid that it was happening again.

"Stop! Get away from me!" She screamed moving away making Simone frown. Seeing it was her mother her chest heaved but she was still uncomfortable "move away from me." She blinked rapidly.

"Baby, are you okay what happened—"

"I—I'm fine." She stuttered cutting her off and scooting out of the car keeping her eyes on simone for any sudden moves.

"See what I mean?" Kyaire asked his mother as kamaria walked passed them quickly with only socks on and the clothes on her back.

She nodded, "she acted the same way when Samir got shot." Simone stated closing the door.

They hurried inside the house thinking all types of things instantly hearing the shower was already running.

Meanwhile kamaria was in the shower scrubbing her skin like she wanted it to come off. She felt so dirty and disgusting. It felt like her skin was crawling.

"Come...off" she referred to the feeling she felt while scrubbing her body with soap and water over and over. It felt like  a hour had passed and she didn't feel anywhere near done.

She wondered if her life was gonna be like this all the time now. Would she always feeling this disgusting, and nasty? Would she always be paranoid ? Would she never let someone touch her again? Would he or anyone else try it again? Would they even believe her after zion had already put his false narrative out there?

She felt helpless now.

That's why she ain't tell nb yet🙄 y'all happy now🙄

Thoughts and predictions? And don't start w me 🙄

REMINDER : ⚠️ = smut ⚠️⚠️⚠️ = trigger warning

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