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𝐈 𝐖𝐀𝐋𝐊𝐄𝐃 𝐈𝐍𝐓𝐎 𝐉𝐎𝐇𝐍'𝐒 𝐇𝐎𝐔𝐒𝐄, 𝐒𝐌𝐄𝐋𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐏𝐋𝐄𝐀𝐒𝐀𝐍𝐓 𝐒𝐌𝐄𝐋𝐋 𝐎𝐅 𝐇𝐈𝐒 𝐂𝐎𝐋𝐎𝐆𝐍𝐄 𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐘𝐖𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐄 before I made my way to his room where I heard the shower running with faint rap music playing in the background.

John was from Southern California where all the mexicano's resided so he had that natural swift bad-boy attitude, his drawl and attitude were home to SoCal.

But I found it sexy, he could just look at me and the gaze have my stomach in a knot.

I bit my lip softly beginning to think more and more about John...and maybe what I wanted him to do to me.

I slowly lifted my crop top and threw it to the ground of his bedroom and then slid off my cotton shorts. I had gone to my house to take a shower after I left Aj's so I could freshen up before I saw John.

I walked into the bathroom now with nothing on but a smirk before I slowly pulled the glass door open causing the warm steam from the shower to spill out the door and John's naked backside to be exposed to me.

I slowly stepped into the shower and closed the door behind me before wrapping my arms around his bare waist.

"Hey," I said lowly as he grabbed my hand softly as Studio by ScHoolBoy Q played faintly in the background from a speaker.

I planted kisses on his wet skin and said "What did you need?"

He turned slowly beginning to look down at me and said "I just missed you and wanted to apologize for the other night."

"You're forgiven...but how about you show me what you missed so bad," I said beginning to bite my lip softly

His winter blue eyes began to scan over my body before he lifted my body into his arms, placing my back against the moist tile of the walk-in shower.

"Kiss me." I plead desperately for more than what he was giving me

John's small yet plump lips softly pressed onto the side of my neck causing me to lean my head to the side to give him more of an advantage.

My nipples began to tighten up against the filled void between me and his wet skin, I felt his thickening c.ock nudge up against my center. My eyes found his as I began looking at him over my eyelashes as we made heated eye contact.

I entangled my hands into his blond hair and began to focus on the little beauty marks laid all over his body that was normally covered by a suit and tie.

Trailing my fingers down his fit frame, I softly touched his length wanting no more than to feel it inside of me.

He smirked at me for a slight second before letting my legs dip to the ground and he spun me to push me carefully against the tile causing my nipples to harden more than they already were from the cold friction.

Wasting no time, John began to kiss my neck and grip my waist before I finally felt him slip inside.

I shakily let off a moan before I felt him lift one of my legs slowly and hold my body still against the wall as he began to thrust deeply inside of me making me yelp from his size on just the third stroke.

"Fuck, baby" He moaned in the crook of my neck where his head rested sending vibrations through my body as I tried my best to take what he was doing to my body quietly.

My legs began to weaken more and more by the second as John reached around the small space between me and the wall beginning to rub circles around my c.lit making me gasp lowly.

"J-John!" I moaned as he softly bit the flesh of my neck causing me to feel nothing but expedited bliss from all that he was doing at once.

My palms slowly trailed up the wall as I tried to keep myself steady, feeling my legs become wobbly with every thrust I was receiving.

John's hands then rested on top of mines that were latched against the wall just above my head as he continued to thrust into me groaning into my ear softly as I trembled under his touch.

"Baby" I whined before I felt my body tighten up everywhere my hands trying to cling to the wall for support, my thighs clenching together, and my p.ussy grasping around his c.ock.

John's hips then jerked forward as his groans became trailed out moans while he swiftly pulled out beginning to come on my ass.

"Fuck!" I groaned with heavy breaths and a slight laugh as he leaned his body back against mines before kissing my neck repeatedly.

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I laid in John's arms as we watched Titanic together and he kissed my forehead softly in constant intervals.

"Why can't we be like Jack and Rose?" He asked making me laugh

"Because we're both wealthy." I rebutted as he crawled on top of me in nothing but pajama pants.

"Fuck being wealthy, I want you to feel how I feel." He said softly looking me in the eyes before leaning down and kissing me softly.

Banging then began coming from John's front door, making him shoot up and grab his gun before we heard Aj's voice.

"John open the goddamn door!" He yelled making John sigh and put down the gun.

He then walked over to the door to open it making Aj rush in with tears in his eyes and my clothes from his house in his hands.

"I can't do this anymore with you Jade, you can play this game with John but I'm fucking out of it." He said dropping my clothes on John's couch making his way out of the house

"Aj!" I yelled chasing after him before he turned and seethed angrily "What?!"

I was taken aback by how he responded. He's never gotten this upset with me, Aaron's never even yelled at me.

"I-i...Listen-" I began to stammer before he cut me off, towering over me with watery eyes as John just watched in bewilderment.

"No, you listen, every time I pour my feelings out to you it's nothing but a big fuck you in return. I get you're hurt, but you're hurting me and John. He can wait but I'm done feeling heartbroken over someone I can't help but love. I rather not be involved with you and get my heart broken, than spend my nights with someone and wonder if they'll be there in the morning." He ranted with tears running down his eyes before he quickly wiped them getting into his car driving away and leaving me speechless.

John then walked over to me as I began to cry and wrapped his arms around my body before I pushed him away, "I have to go...I just can't right now." I exclaimed before rushing into John's house grabbing my purse and keys.

For the first time, I was realizing I had let Ghost change me.

I had turned a good guy into a bad one. And I had another who was confused yet deciding to keep putting up with my shit.

But my problem was I couldn't tell either of them I loved them, I didn't have the gumption to do it on my own, because I fell in love with the wrong person and it left me for dead.