I'm the one I should love

-At Hannam the Hill-

When he arrived home, he was physically drained. The maknae-line went to a mall with some of the bodyguards. That happened this afternoon when Yoongi had gone to pick up Kookie from school. Namjoon and Jhope were preoccupied with online class assignments. They were stuck in the house in their respective rooms.

Jin exhales a long sigh. He is relieved that he will be alone in his bedroom, reminiscing about meeting his gorgeous soulmate. As he lay face down on his bed, he reflected on their wild kisses, soul marks, and love for each other. He immediately misses her and longs to have her back in his arms.

When he saw her profile picture on his phone, he smiled. He stored her contact details as "queen." Fortunately, his phone has got passwords for everything, including his photos.

"Samiya..." he quietly said her 'full name. Oh my goodness, she's stunning. He can't express how grateful to FATE for giving him such a gorgeous and spunky soulmate. She is all his heart desires, yet this arranged marriage is like a viper waiting for the last blow.

He shook his head, saddened by his father'strictness. Since middle school, he hasn't been deviant. He respects and obeys his father at all times. But he can't think of a way to tell his parents about his new soul-bonding status.

The system is already set up. Noodles' father does not want the actor's soulmate and prefers him as a potential son-in-law. His parents had previously agreed to the impending engagement. The soulmate rules have not yet been contested regarding forced marriages between red golds.  He also read about cases in Europe when the Billionaire legacy club rigged the system so that the unfavorable red gold soulmate may be rejected, and death was unavoidable after a month of non-invigoration without a tested serum.

He can't seem to comprehend the seriousness of his and Samiya's situation. Both are legacy club members and come from well-known legacy club dynasties.

His heart began to tighten painfully. His parents will not consider a foreigner to be his soulmate. They're traditional. However, the fact that it is red gold is the deciding factor. Noodle -Joo is the only one who can save him from a forced marriage.

She is the one who must call it quits on their relationship. Nobody will be aware of his status or Samiya's identity. He will gradually soften his parents' hearts, but he does not want to lose Y/n. He's found a haven. He is deeply in love with his sweetheart. She is also now being forced into an arranged marriage as well. How will they accept their future spouses if a red-gold string already binds them together? Because of FATE. They will be pushed to become cheaters on their spouses. He knows he will love his soulmate forever... because their yearning for each other will eventually wreck both lives.

He wanted to go and shower as quickly as possible because his joints were stiff from all the physical pain and agony his body had endured.

After a refreshing shower, he changed into loungewear, an oversize beige hoody, and sweatpants.

He hastily sent a text message to his sweetheart.

Jin: How are you, sweetheart?

Fortunately, she was online. He hopes her body is in good shape and not aching.

Samiya: Oh, " Hey there, baby. My body was stiff, so I took a hot shower. I've heard it's pretty effective. Are you doing well?

Jin smiles quietly to himself. Oh my goodness, he can't believe he found his love. It's completely surreal.

Jin: I'm relieved. Yes, I feel revitalized now. I already miss you, sweetheart. I'm looking forward to our meeting tomorrow. I love you, Y/n."

Samiya: I love you too and  I miss you as well. But I'll see you tonight in my dreams. Please don't be too concerned, okay? FATE will support us.

Jin: It will take all of our courage to inform our parents. My father is the most challenging obstacle. It will be a tough road.

Samiya: My parents can be so strict...legacy club members are determined to marry their children off to the ideal families...I'm so afraid of losing you, Jinni...it'll kill me if I have to marry Vidhan and give you up to Noodle.

Jin: Sweetheart, we will triumph. Let us enjoy our relationship for the time being. Whatever happens. Just know that I shall always love you. I'll never be able to fall in love with Noodle. She knows that I will always prefer my soulmate if I meet her.

Samiya: Jinni, Jinni...I still can't believe we completed the bond. It's surreal...me bonding with a celebrity. Wouldn't our status wreak havoc in your life? We'll have to keep it hidden...no one should know.

Jin: Don't be concerned. I'll keep our bonding ritual a secret for the time being, but when my dating ban is lifted in December, I'll have to show it to our CEO and management, but for the time being, it's our secret. Don't fear.

Before Jin had to say goodbye, they talked and shared sweet nothings. Alia, his girl's best friend, needed her attention. Jin already misses his sweetheart, even though they only spoke for one hour. He sat back on the bed, closing his eyes tiredly until Jungkook called him to dinner. Yoongi and Jhope made a delicious Korean spicy pork bulgogi dinner. The guys were overjoyed when they saw the large bowl of pork.

They sat around the table in a relaxed atmosphere, discussing their day. Jungkook told them about what happened at school, how two girls were secretly taking photos of him in class and tried selling the photos online. The staff confiscated all of the students' phones in class, and they will be returned to them after school. The principal is working on a new policy regarding the privacy of "idols" that all students must follow or face expulsion. He is unprepared for the midterm tests. He knows that the Hyungs will be on his tail with study schedules. His days of playing PlayStation will be numbered.

 Namjoon will be like a drill sergeant in an exam. His days were made so complicated by overzealous fans at school. Taehyung and Jimin discussed their days, and Yoongi told them about another minor disagreement with his parents. They miss him and wish he could visit them. He hasn't seen them in months to avoid them criticizing his career choice. Namjoon informed them that he had written a song that management and producers adored and might be included on their upcoming album.

Jhope told them about the numerous text messages he received from his stalker ex-girlfriend, who cannot accept the fact that he does not want to talk to her. He had to change his phone number for the third time. The Bangtan brothers see that it borders Jhope tremendously. He had been in love with this girl for years, and she had already cheated on him. Her presence in his life continues to affect him.

Yoongi laughed. "How many times will you change your phone number? You know that we have nearly three of your most private phone numbers. We're already confused about which one is the real deal., even management complains." The boy snickered as Hobi just shrugged unbothered...

"I just wrote "*HOBIforreal* as a contact name for Hobi-hyung," Jungkook smirks as he bites into a piece of BBQ pork. It is so succulent.

"It's not funny, guys; she won't leave me alone. I don't want to make up with her. I'm so over-dating right now." Jhope wrinkled his brow with disgust.

"Even if you want to make up," Namjoon grins." It will not be allowed by management. Only if you meet your soulmate and are 25 years old will your dating ban be lifted."

"Dang...when his dating ban is lifted, Seokjin-Hyung will be allowed to date Noodle -Joo publicly," Taehyung smirked at a smiling Seokjin. He found out about the Noodle, Seok jin's ex but now girlfriend, via Jimin, who found out by accident from Jhope. The Hyungs' eyes widen as they hear the unexpected revelation and quietly signaled Taehyung to be quiet for "small" ears nearby. Kookie, fortunately, went to the refrigerator to fetch some spicy sauce.

"It is strictly forbidden. You can only date your soulmate, according to management. It is forbidden to date casually. They must be extremely dumb not to notice that Seokjin is romantically involved with his  " best friend", Namjoon snorted.

Seokjin smiles and says quietly, "Noodle -joo and I are no longer together. Our parents, on the other hand, are still working hard to get us into an arranged marriage."

"So you had a real fling with the girl, Seokjin-Hyung. Why do you always keep such hot news from us?" Jimin scowled as he expressed his displeasure. The boy snorts at his pouting.

Yoongi scoffs a little, "You have a talent that is so outstanding that it is referred to as "difficult to maintain a secret.' Don't bother broadcasting it again. Bangpd-nim will be upset!"

Everyone is staring at Jungkook, who has his forehead furrowed. Why are they looking at him with such interest?

"What!!!" he exclaimed, irritated by his brothers' open skepticism. He despises being the maknae.

Seokjin smiled at their youngest's enraged expression "Jungkook, you can't lie under pressure!..and you're well aware of it. Yes, you can only keep your secrets, but you readily leak ours." He drank a taste of his soju.

"It's not true...I'll never purposely expose sensitive information," he said, feeling betrayed by his elders' inability to trust him. Little snorts are coming from the older maknae-line. Oh, please!

"Oh really now," Jimin says, a deadpan expression on his face.

Jhope broke out laughing, "What about the time you——?" the boys all recall situations when their maknae unintentionally revealed secrets in front of management, which caused them significant problems.

"Fine!!!... Jeez, I get it...I'm leaving right now. I'm going to my room to finish up my homework. Please come help me, Taehyung!" Jungkook walked over to the kitchen counter with his plate.

When the youngest brothers all jumped up, Yoongi held up his hands and said, "Oh no! No, you just don't. It's your turn to tidy the kitchen and wash the dishes. Sorry. After we got back from the mall, you were supposed to do your schoolwork. but you choose to play PS3 games...so get to work!!!' Yoongi has a stern look on his face as he looks at them  -his dad-mode voice.

While the hyungs were sipping soju and discussing the lyrics and the new upcoming comeback and dancing schedule that began next week, the boys' eyes widened, and they hurriedly jumped up to clear the table.

"Why is it that when it's our turn to wash the dishes, there are a million pots, plates, and cutlery for us to wash, but when it's your turn, it's the take-out day?" Jimin whined as he wiped the table.

The hyungs simply snicker. They were curious about Jimin's actions at home. Perhaps he could shift all of his chores to his younger sibling.

"Don't be lazy, Chimmy!...you whine about everything under the sun...but never about eating." Yoongi chastised the eldest maknae for his furrowed nose. Everyone is wary of Grandpa Yoongi. Jhope broke out laughing. Yoongi's strictness appeals to him. Even the bravest fighter can be moved to tears by that slasher's mouth.

Seokjin rose to his feet and stretched. He still has work to do.

Jhope sighed as he looked at the cooling plasters on Jins' fingers, "I see your soulmark was acting out again...seems like your soulmate is on her way," he grins teasingly. Seokjin nodded and smiled a little. If only they knew he had only met her a few days ago.

All of the boys are aware of the severity of his soulmark. The awful agony he had while on tour. When it arrived on the market, they were all aware of coolant plasters. It is not cheap. The system scientists are already busy developing a serum for soulmark eruptions and strengthening the heart during non-activation or incomplete bonds. He thanked God that he met her and settled his soulmark. He must perform invirso binding discreetly, but the large sum of money that will leave his account will be difficult to explain to his parents.

They'll want to know everything there is to know about her. He wonders how people would respond if they discovered she is of different ethnicity. His parents are exceedingly conservative, and they have their hearts set on Noodle as his ideal wife.

"Yeah, it gave me trouble all week, so I opted to buy more coolants today. Just holler if you need some." Seokjin responded. He told the Hyungs that he was exhausted, greeted them all, and went to his room to sleep. It's already 8:30 pm. He must go over his tutoring manual.

He couldn't help but smile when he thought about it. He will be able to see his soulmate openly without fear of being discovered. He just hopes her classmates aren't jealous when they find out who her tutor is. To safeguard his girl from toxic ARMYs, he must ask that the professor keep his sessions private. When it comes to protecting them, they may be downright scary and go crazy.

He went inside his room and locked the door. Jin changes into his pj's and pulls the bedcovers over his body.  He can still feel stiffness in his joints, but he is much better than this afternoon. He sent his soulmate a parting "I love you," but she wasn't online.

He went through all of his other text messages. He saw a few of his professors' feedback on his assignments, as well as a few new assignments due in two weeks. Oh my goodness! How can he focus on his work if he is worried about his soulmate's status? Noodle made a number miss calls, which he noticed. But he isn't in the mood to talk to her,  a miss call from his mother. He didn't consider calling her today. He'll send her a text message right away. Then he saw a voice message from his sweetheart.

"I love you, Jinni...have a good rest."

Jin smiled widely and decided to leave a voice message by serenading her with a charming lullaby. With a heartfelt "I love you."

She sent out millions of kisses and heartfelt messages. His heart was swollen with love for his lovely sweetheart. He can't wait until the professor assigns them, tutors, tomorrow. He will not be present, so the professor will send her to the library to meet with her tutor. She will be amazed.

Jin turned off the bedside lamp and sighed contentedly as he wrapped himself in the duvet.'

......

The next day.

Namjoon had gotten up early to prepare lunch for Jungkook. He despises eating cafeteria food since many of his classmates bring him too many snacks and drinks. And he's a little picky about what he eats. You never know who might be plotting to harm or bewitch him.

Namjoon was astonished by Jin-Hyungs readiness for the day. He'll drive Jungkook to school, but Jhope will have to fetch him because he'll be busy with assignments and meeting his "student." after classes. Jin looked adorable in his hat and round spectacles. Namjoon snorts at his ridiculous appearance. Jin has a unique casual style that only he can pull off.

"Don't laugh...my beauty can distract the students...so I need to dress down," Seokjin replied smugly.

Namjoon's scrunched-up nose makes Jungkook snicker. Jins' self-assurance and sense of humor are often out of the ordinary.

As the two finished their breakfast, Namjoon just shook his head.

Namjoon looks at Seokjin, "Jin-Hyung, I'm sorry if I'm running late this afternoon... In the studio, Hobi-Hyung and I will be working on some lyrics with Yoongi-Hyung. So I'll have to ask Hobeom or Hanbin to pick up Kookie from school. He'll be out sooner today."

"Oh, thanks for informing me...I'm heading to Noodle this morning...she called me this morning about something she needs to discuss with me. Call Hanbin and simply inform him. Hobeom, I think, will be waiting for me on campus." Jin responds softly.

Namjoon raises his brows in response to Jungkook's questioning gaze, "Do you want to say something, Kookie?" Seokjin breathes a little uneasily since they forgot about the blabbermouth in their midst, and he doesn't know the exact details of his hyungs' secret relationship.

Jungkook inhaled deeply and pressed his lips together, "Er...nothing...we can go Hyung?" he took his backpack and proceeded to the door, bowing to Namjoon-Hyung.

After Jungkook was being dropped off at school amid school security that would escort him in, Jin drove to Noodles' apartment, not far from the University. She seems to be in a terrible mood. He hopes she's doing well. He drove a few minutes to her apartment. Her father arranged for her to have her personal space. She called him early this morning. He forgot to text her back after wishing his soulmate a good night's rest- a lullaby. His thoughts are consumed with his soulmate, and he is unsure if he should tell Noodle about finding his soulmate.

How will she react if she learns that he has finally had to break up with her? He hopes it won't be too shocking for her. The way a girl's mind works is bizarre. She promised him she would accept his soulmate, but the fact that FATE brought her right in front of them will worry her.

Fortunately, Noodle had given him her gate entrance PIN, so he could quickly get access to her apartment. He could move unnoticed because she lives in a private section. Because the rent is so costly, only professionals live in these apartments.

He rang the doorbell, and Noodle opened it. He hadn't even entered the room when she flung herself into his surprised arms. Seokjin was stunned. What happened? She gripped him tighter as he embraced her with a bewildered gaze. After a few minutes, she let him go, and he gave her a puzzled look. Her eyes were red-rimmed, and her lips quivered. Something isn't quite right here.

"What's the matter, Noodle?"He escorted her to the living room.

"I'm sorry for calling you so early before class...but I needed to see you. I'm not going to class today" She sat on the sofa while he looked at her inquiringly before taking a seat next to her. Noodle wiped her tear-stained eyes.

"It's all right...what happened...why are you crying?" Jin inquired softly, having a horrible sense that it was soulmate-related. Oh please, God no! It will make things more challenging.

"Oh, Jin...I met my soulmate in his apartment yesterday. We decided to complete the bond. I was overjoyed because FATE would no longer torture us...we were dual sting. The color strings were blue-yellow, but the blue was more distinct and striking. We were both having the protective string... I urged him to choose me, but he said that a blue string mate had a choice. He decided to keep dating his girlfriend. Oh, Jin, it was very heartbreaking. He promised to be there for me in times of need, but he wanted us to wait two months to see if we could live without each other...he chose her...Jin, not me —-" Noodle began to sob in Jin's chest as he held and tenderly comforted her. His face is solemn.

" Oh my goodness, Noodle, that is just ridiculous. Protective strings are clingy strings; he will be compelled to be in your life even if he does not want to..." Seokjin groaned. This is not good.

"Jin, I know what you mean. He's a moron.  I can't put my life on hold while he decides whether or not he wants me. My father made me reveal the strings." She looked despondent since she adored her soulmate, but there was nothing she could do. She can't make him accept her.

Jin inhaled slowly, "So what did he say?"

"I'm sorry, Jin...it appears that you and I will be getting engaged in November... Our parents have finalized our marriage—- "She cast a sympathetic look at his open jaw. Jin seemed like he took a bludgeon to the gut. She is sad for his future soulmate. Even though she has lost her soulmate, she does not wish to marry someone else, but she would instead marry Jin, a successful and well-known Bangtan member.

"W...WHAT!!!" Jin leaped up, clearly shocked.

......

A/n: It appears like the soulmates' path to happiness will take a detour.

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Question 1: How will the soulmates persuade their resistant parents?

Question 2: Will Noodle allow Jin to have his soulmate after she has lost hers?

Question 3: Are you willing to sacrifice your exposure by fighting for Jin if necessary...or will you choose to deny the bond?

Question 4: What do you plan to do if Jin is forced to marry, Noodle?

Question 5: Do you believe your parents will allow you to marry a Korean man?