"Shit , run..!"

Again , some bunch of boys threw away their toys as they run with all their strength,  leaving the sand play area.

A certain yellow truck toy the boy threw hit a smaller girl's shoulder , making her wince in pain.

But nonetheless,  she still stood there , staring down at her feet , soon landed on the toys the boys had left behind.

"..I wanted to play together..."

"AS IF YOU CAN PLAY WITH US ! YOU DISASTROUS DEMON!"

One of the little boys yelled as he and his friends threw some rocks from afar , intending to shoo her away and took back their toys.

She doesn't even cry anymore.

Too much pain.

Pain , insults , disgusted looks , fear on their eyes , and physical violence are her daily intake.

Her eyes are numb and lifeless.

It has only been a few days without her twin brothers presence....

And a few days since her father's death.

The rocks kept coming and she just stood there looking down.

"I'm not a demon.."

That was the only thing leaving her mouth.

She's just a 5th grader.

And her life has gotten so terrible.

Only because of a pair of red eyes.

"[F/N]!!!!"

She flinched as she heard the familiar voice , absolutely spotting her.

She ran towards the bushes , crawling to her usual hiding spot whenever she wanted to be alone.

No one knew about the spot.

She crawled with her thin agile legs , finally arriving at a quite large cavity inside a big old tree.

It has always been there , near the playground.

"[F/N]!!!! PLEASE ! COME OUT! [F/N]!!!"

The voice called from behind the bush, trying to get the girl's attention.

"[F/N]...!! Please!"

The girl stayed there , in silence , balling on the corner.

Soon there's a rushed getting up noises , and the person seemed to run away to the other side of the playground , which is a big field , where big trees grew.

And [F/n]'s in one of it.

The girl sat in silence , curling up while clutching the end of her red hoodie.

Her attention shifted to some insects beside her , curling together with her.

Her hand brushed the caterpillar , her lonely eyes gazes softly at the tiny creature.

"You're alone too, bug?"

She looked around and noticed some more insects around her , but none of them made her scared.

There's no such scarier things than THOSE people.

She peeked from a small hole , hoping that the person who chased her all over has gone.

But her eyes met with a pair of gorgeous eyes of a boy , that widened in shock while stumbling backwards.

"W-Who are you?!"

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"[F/N]-SAN , PLEASE WAKE UP RIGHT NOW,"

Something heavy hit her head gently , and she pulled her head off her folding arms , spotting the heavy book Koushi used to hit her lightly with.

Her eyes shifted towards the front of the class,  Mr.Kiribaku staring grudgingly while patiently tapping his shoes on the floor.

Her blurred vision soon landed on the blackboard, some physics questions written on while some scribbles on the side showed how much theories  he has been telling the students to note down.

She was supposed to write that down too , her memorizing ability was not good for all she knows.

"Sorry...." Her voice sounded slow while she straightened up and rubbed her eyes."...sir Kiribaku,"

He sighed.

"This is the first time you slept on the class so I'll forgive you , but please remember that this material's going to be used in the next exam week," he muttered as he turned back to the blackboard , writing another theories.

"Hai," she silently yawned , before clicking on her pen and started writing with a slightly messy handwriting.

But her hand stopped as a drop of water fell on one of her note page , and she wasted no more time realizing that it came from her chin.

Her hand caressed her cheeks , only to be welcomed by sweats.

Her eyes shifted to the room air conditioner , the green small light indicating that the power is on.

..this is because of the nightmare , right.

If Mr.Kiribaku hadn't woke me up earlier,  it'll be that shoujo manga moment when the protagonist yelled in her sleep in the middle of the class....

Nah , i dont want that.

Her hand reached to her bag , shoving some stationary out of the small pocket before pulling some tissue out.

"Ah,"

She spotted a piece of paper , lifted together with the tissue on her hand before falling down next to her seat.

The pink pattern behind the piece is cute , so she remembered where it came from.

Her hand picked it up , turning it to the other side , revealing some numbers.

Yesterday.....

「"What is your relationship with Sugawara Koushi-kun?"

[F/n] eyes widened gradually , due to her slow processing mind , processing such a question had always thought as handful.

'I literally said that my last name was Sugawara...but as ecpected , she doesn't believe.'

'I'm sure she thought i am his step sister or something.."

She had always felt small.

Compared to Koushi , and everybody.

So whenever someone she didn't know well asked her that same question, she thought of two things.

One , if she told them Koushi is her twin brother,  they might dont believe her , or , her worst nightmare:

Koushi gets bullied too.

Two, if she told them Koushi is her twin, she does actually have the chance to fix her reputation with Koushi's fame.

But no , she prefers no overload attentions.

She just wanna be a simple , figure character , a plain personality girl like those students passing by in the hallway in shoujo mangas.

She just doesn't want to be disrespected.

She's doubting herself.

Finally , she decided to an answer , she'll give to any unknown people:

"..I'm a part of his family , to be exact ," [F/n] smiled gently , hiding the gulp in her throat that felt like it had speakers on every part of the school.

Her inner self screamed in alert , seeking any reaction from the girl.

"If you're wondering why i was transferred on my third year.....," [F/n] added a giggle."..Because i kind of avoid people unconciously um....so..um.."

Here it comes again , her anxiety.

Kurokasu gasps , giggling afterwards.

"You're so funny! Well , looking at your last name , you sure are his family now , eh?"

[F/n] nodded hesitantly,  but the smile stayed on her face.

Something in Kurokasu looked bitter.

What was that?

"Aah , I see--"

"Kurokasu-san..! Meet the main manager!" Daichi yelled across the gym , the heads snapped towards his direction , stopping the conversation at a confusing point.

"Ahh! Coming! Goodbye , [F/n]-chaan!"

Kurokasu waved with a goofy grin , but her eyes showed something totally opposite of her smile.

Disappointment.

"Wait..!"

[F/n] grabbed her wrist and stopped her , turning her head to the side to look at [F/n].

"What..?"

"Uh....can I get your number? Since we're going to be managers and all?"

Kurokasu widened her eyes and smiled.

"Of course!!"」

Tap.

[F/n] stared at the purple pen on her palm , starting to swing lightly as her fingers played around the pen.

Her eyes stared at the pen with empty stare , her mind had gone somewhere else , to her past and to the little piece of childhood memory she remembered little by little.

This adrenaline kicking activities had triggered her memory to throw out all of those deep buried pieces.

Adrenaline kicking activities? You mean living.

Just kidding.

Just like her nightmare just now.

A boy....

Who is that boy again?

What did he look like?

A flick on her forehead snapped her mind back to reality faster than Hisoka Mikage from A3! could fell asleep.(Ayyy)

"W-What--"

"[F/NNNNNNNNNNN], IM COMING FOR YOUR KNEECAPS~~" Koushi smiled creepily , hands cracking knuckles , stance looking like a weird gremlin.

"Wha-Kneecaps?!" [F/n] flinched as she backed up slightly.

Koushi let out a small chuckle before erupting into a loud laugh.

"You should have looked at your face..!"

[F/n] froze on her seat with arms barely holding into the edge of her desk , preventing her to fall.

Her hair were a bit messy , while her eyes turned into a squint as she done processing he joke.

"Koushi..!"

Koushi just laughed.

"It's already recess , but you just sat there seriously like someone just glued your ass there,"

"Ah aha...haha..." [F/n] faked a laugh , rolling her eyes reluctantly."Very funny, Koushi , very funny,"

"Hey!! Don't give me that look.You GOTTA be more like Noya!! LIKE Hup ,  Hup ,  HUP!!!" Koushi pulled [F/n]'s arms up in the air , before high fiving her hands thrice , wide goofy smile on his face.

A satisfying chuckle left his lips as he done performing the new ritual he had planned with the hyper Noya back then at practice.

"You're starting to sound like Hinata," [F/n] forced a small laugh , before digging in the stack of small bill papers in her pocket.

"Uh...what? WAIT.WHAT??"

[F/n] pulled the whole paper scraps in her pocket abruptly , shoving her hand right back in to found nothing else left.

"Oh Gosh...I think I left it somewhere..."

Koushi stopped chewing his matcha bread (stolen from Kairi//jkjk) , silently staring at his twin's changing expression.

"Wah-zzup?" Koushi let out a whimper between his chewing,  cheeks puffed out like chipmunks.

"Put my canteen card somewhere.I dont remember bringing my purse today , but I'm sure i picked up my card before we went out of the apartment today.."
[F/n] slapped her cheeks rather harsh , leaving red pale marks but those things won't disturb her trailing thoughts right now.

Her mind were filled with the dark orange coloured card and her [F/c] coloured small purse , laid on a cabinet in her room.

She remembered how she purposely put the purse at home.

Koushi waited on silence , hoping that his sister will find out and get her card back quick.

Recess will end in 16 minutes.

"Aha! Gosh , thank goodness I remember!" [F/n]'s breath hitched as she remembered clearly how she put the card she had gripped on since they both left home inside her shoe locker just so she could put on her indoor shoes , and she quickly dash to the locker room.

The time took to run to canteen and back to class is 5 minutes.Not to mention , the time for her to run to the shoe locker and directly to the canteen.

So Koushi just sat there relaxed as he bit on the last piece of the matcha bread, soon putting away the trash and skipped to the canteen , planning on buying some melon milk.

Until he realized that he just let his 7 years homeschooled and isolated twin sister walk out of his vision , to somewhere he didn't even know where.

Just like the Anime Con event.

"Uh-oh...."

Koushi started to doubt his decisions.

Should I follow [F/n]..?

.....

....

Ah , no. It has only been a few weeks since she came out and opened herself , and she has gotten this brave.

She might actually be able to overcome her fear and anxiety entirely...

So Koushi skipped happily tot he canteen.

Meanwhile.....

"Yokatta nee......" [F/n] sighed in relief , gripping on the card like her life depends on it.

She found it right on the place she suspected: her shoe locker.

Seemed like she put it there to help her hands tying her shoe laces , but ended up locking the locker without realizing the new unwanted object left inside the locker.

She wiped the sweat rolling on her forehead , but stopped immediately as her eyes spotted a rectangle shaped white thing inside her shoe locker.

A letter...?

She picked up the letter and turned it upside down , reading the beautiful looking calligraphy on a side on the envelope.

To:[F/n] Sugawara

She opened the envelope with mixed feelings, trying to inspect what is it about.

It's not a very keen way to communicate in this era.

There's phone , you know.

She read the letter slowly, but her heart skipped a beat as she read the next sentences.

Her eyes widened and her jaws dropped as she read the last two sentence , hands trembling and pupils as small as a dot , dilating at the writings.

"W-What...?????"

'You left something in the roof.Something really important , you should thank me for keeping it safe , [F/n]'

"Oh God..." [F/n] facepalmed  with sweaty hand , her other hand crushing the letter into a ball and threw it into the nearest trashbin.

WHAT IMPORTANT THING DID I LEFT???? PLEASE NOT THE BL MANGA-- OH PLEASE DON'T I'LL DIE OF EMBARASSMENT!!!!!!

[F/n] screeched internally , reminded by the BL manga , and the whole slightly innapropriate content inside.

Well it contains fluff and slight angst , and contains only a bitty slighty littly silly lime........

[F/n] sat frozen after trying to calm herself , but failed miserably as she pulled down her hair in frustration , again.

BUT STILL , IT'S BL MANGA!!! EVEN A TODDLER CAN POINT IT OUT BY THE COVER!!!!!

[F/n] walked reluctantly back to the class , with legs like jelly , wobbling everywhere.

Everybody looked at her in concern,  and to someone tailing behind her , but did nothing to ask her.

"Koushi~~~" [F/n] wobbled to Koushi on his seat in the classroom , who innocently tore apart his spicy tofu bread , raising his eyebrows in concern.

"Hmm?? Ew!! What's with that face? You look creepier than Sonic's old design!!" Koushi jumped away, while [F/n]'s offended stare landed on him.

"Excuse me? You said I'm creepier than that abominable creation? Ugh.I'm not in mood for this," [F/n] wobbled and sat on her seat , planting her face to her arms.

"SPILL.RIGHT NOW." Koushi shot her a confused glare.

"I.....ugh..you remember the gift Nishina gave me just for fun last month?" [F/n] whispered to Koushi , who's hearing his twin sister's story intently.

"Umhumm? You mean that horrible manga that had me and Daichi looking like character as BL manga cover , right," Koushi confirmed in a whisper with a slight pink tinting his cheeks , with furrowed eyebrows and rolled eyes.

"Yeah.And remember how I really declined that thing when she gave me and I finally had to keep that manga away from anybody and swore not to even open a page?" [F/n] continued , her tone got lower as she spoke.

Koushi started to caught what she's trying to say.

"So , about the manga , why?"

[F/n] flinched.

" Uh so.....looks like I left it on the roof , yesterday or something..." [F/n] averted her gaze somewhere else , laughing forcefully with sweats rolling down her cheek.

When her eyes shifted back to her twin brother , a pair of wide popping out eyes greeted her.

"WHAT THE HELL??? THEN GET THAT SHIT BACK HERE!" Koushi exploded , his eyes were wide that she's afraid they might explode too , and his face was red as tomato.

"I-I can't! Someone sent me a letter that I left it at roof , and that I gotta get it from her-- whoever it is!" [F/n] whisper-yelled desperately.

"She sent you a letter that said you left your manga??!" Koushi followed suit whisper yelling at her.

[F/n] halted.

"Uh , no , there's no name except my name written on the envelope , and the sender did not mention manga though...but the sender said : important thing...so..ahaha..." [F/n] scratched her nape.

Koushi froze before slapping his twin's shoulder in annoyance.

"Stop  giving me heart attack , please."

"H-Hey...Koushi...!"

The twin's bickering filled the entire class,  making the remaining students in the room to shift their attention to the twin , not noticing the stranger near the classroom door,  eyeing the twin with phone on a call on the boy's hand.

"She's still in the class.With Koushi,"

"She's still as clingy as before , be careful when you threaten her,"

Meanwhile , the twin's bickering continued as the recess bell rang.

"LOOK , YOU HAVEN'T EATEN ANY BIT!!  EAT THIS , NOW!!"

"T-That got your bite on it already!!"

"No protests , eat now!!"

"Okay , okay..!"

Shout out to the growling fangirls on the background.

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"Here I go....."

[F/n] exhaled as she opened the door to the roof , wind rushing in quickly , blowing her hair and her uniform to the side.

It's the second recess , Koushi stayed on the classroom.

[F/n] had decided to bear the risk alone.

I mean , imagine if the sender knew that I read BL manga and that Koushi knew and let me to.

Gotta get it alone.

Her eyes squinted in order to adapt to the brightness of the outdoor roof.

"Uh..? Who..?" [F/n] started to spot a figure of someone standing on the roof waiting with crossed arms , and she started to walk outside but stopped immediately as she felt a hard chop on her nape and the world turned dark in a second.

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Since when does this story's genre turned into horror and thrilling story??

Nobody knows.

Uehehe( ✧≖ ͜ʖ≖)