"Ouch , the hell?"

Hearing that one sad anime ending song continuously looping as your own alarm wasn't a good idea after all , before finding out that there was a book propped upon the top of the alarm that was violently shaking because of the vibrating, which ended up falling from the constant trembling of the alarm, causing the book to come crashing down onto your head.

Another alarm ring emitting from your digital desk clock added to the nuisance, making you groan but also , reminded you of how you slept like a log, and you would have been late everyday and create chaos, if it wasn't because of the multiple nerve wrecking alarm beeps.

"Sa..bi...shi yo.Please , give it....bac--"
(if u know this song ily❤)

You slammed your fist on the top button of the digital alarm , grunting in immense exhaustion while your body flopped back on the plain sheeted bed.

You clicked your tongue , getting annoyed over failing to continue whatever dream you had a minute ago , your head gaining it's consciousness back as you rolled to your back , eyes gazing to the ceiling.

Everything that happened yesterday struck like flashbang to you , the yelling and contacts which raided your senses came flooding as you closed your eyes , arm hovering over your lidded eyes from the penetrating sunrays.

It wasn't a dream , it truly happened.

It's done.

You're fine now , [F/n].

You can hear low scratchings from your door , and a smile crept up to your face as you sat on the edge of your bed , throtting to your door to open it for your cat , Mimaru.

"Awwww , do you miss me , Mimaru? I know Kuu didn't mention you since the first few chapters , but you couldn't be that lonely , right?" You petted it as it snuggled to your squatted leg , plopping to your carpeted floor as an indirect request and access for belly rub.

"Humm..oh , it's almost time.Sorry Mimaru, i think i gotta wake Koushi now," you stood up and left your room , your cat following close.You knocked on your twin's door , listening carefully."Koushi? Hey Koushi , wake up."

No answers.

Oh well.

Peace was never an option.

You kicked the door open, hands in your pyjama pockets-oh my god it has pockets-and unruly hair sticking out.Red orbs visible of course , as you looked down to your twin's drooling sleeping face.

I can and will end his entire career...kekeke.

You pulled out your phone , sliding up to activate the camera and snapped pics from different angles.

Koushi's sprawled on his bed , upper buttons unhooked and his stomach displayed , pyjama pants hanging loose by his hips as the band of his xalvin xlein boxers peeked beneath it.He clearly drools ,with a hand sneaking up his pajama shirt , scratching his heaving chest.

So you did the first thing popping in that mesmerizingly clever brain of yours.

You sent it to Daichi.

"Lmao , daichi will probably scold me for sen--"

Ding!

You raised an eyebrow at the sudden notification, tapping on it to see that Daichi has sent 750 yen on your account.

"....."

Daichi

That's all?

You stared at the newest messages blankly , eyes wide , before typing down a one word message.

I don't need a sugar daddy , but for the sake of Koushi's future love life? Sure , two birds one stone.

Daichi

And keep this as a secret between us , Lil Suga.

[Username]

😑 simp 😑

*3 attached images*

Daichi

Keep up the good work.

[Username]

Don't disappoint me either.

"Eh?"

You fumbled and hid your phone behind your back as you heard Koushi's groggy morning voice calling underneath the blanket , his hazel brown eyes gazing to yours in confusion."[F/n]?"

"Hey, wake up shithead," you kicked his blanket away , while he laid on his bed like a thin piece of plain paper with abs."School's starting in an hour,"

"Mhmm , you need a more solid reason," Koushi hummed , burying his face in his pillow."Don't underestimate my love for my pillows,"

"Then i guess I'll eat that tofu in the fridge , because , you know , nobody's claiming it and it must got heartbroken after knowing you had an affair--" you shrugged your shoulders , walking calmly out of the door while you heard a sudden sharp shuffle from his bed.As if on cue , you ran down to the bathroom with a towel in your grip , eyes catching Koushi halt in the middle of his doorway with a frantic screech.

"DON'T YOU EVEN DARE...!!"

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"Y'all will choke , and i ain't going to give any shit if you do.Eat slower," your mother chimed as shaking her head with an eventual chuckle as you both hungrily dig your faces to your plates , lifting your heads in the same time to jog to the sink rhythmically like some fed up pinguins.

"Ooh , you're so on," you grinned as you dropped your plate on the dishwater carefully , striding to your bag on the couch and pulled up to the shoe shelf."Anyway come on , today's morning practice are getting hold a bit earlier than usual , did you forget?"

"It's funny how you're worried over that about me.I thought YOU were the one who forgot." He hastily put on his shoes , shoving you out of the door as you said your goodbyes to your mother."Oh wait.Your..your soft lenses..?"

You cocked an eyebrow.

"Yeah, no need.I lived the remaining yesterday without those cover ups and I'm still alive," you pursed your lips , whistling away avoiding his raised eyebrow.

"Okaaay...?" Koushi blinked to process your magical unfathomable progress, shaking his head in overjoy as he reached into his school bag."I'm surprised mom didn't say anything relating to that this morning,"

You looked away sweating , and you swore he looked like that one screenshot taken a second before Homer decided to choke Bart.The Bart is you in this context.

" I-I only talked to her ! Regarding yesterday's incident! Apparently school called mom at work about all these years concealment , and she called me to her office room yesterday night," you stuttered out , shrinking under Koushi's displeasured glare." We were not fighting , she's just a bit opposed by the idea of walking outside without my soft lenses and a bit worried.."

Koushi still looks at you with that glare.

"Stop looking at me like I'm some sort of  trash , we have the same face," you retorted , trying (keyword : trying) to match his glare. "If you're upset for not getting called into that explanation , well mom only asked me to come.She'll probably sum it up and call you to her room sometimes later,"

"But you could have at least..you know..inform me??? I was right next to you all day!!" He screeched like he's a protagonist in tragedy anime watching the betrayal of his trusted comrade , and in all honestly , you reminded yourself that sometimes you're the matured twin.

" You were asleep by the time she called for me.And you fell asleep on your Jujutsu Kaisen binge." You exclaimed , watching how your twin pouted and kicked up some stones."Who falls asleep in the middle of Gojo's Hollow Purple???"

"Fine then.But why are there bags under your eyes? Did you even sleep...?" Koushi grimaced, skipping upon a lonely puddle in his way before strutting back next to your side.

"Good question.Have you ever wanted to have some sleep but the sleep doesn't want to have even some of you?" You murmured , exhaustion evident by your desperate sigh.

"Ouch , i feel you," he grinned carefreely , looking straight ahead at the empty pathway to school.

"Your smile says the opposite."

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"BUT I'M NOT JOKING !!"

You and Koushi stared blankly , a twist of confusion and shock upon the intertwined hands in front of your bare eyes were unable to hide themselves.

Shiho covered his eyes with his equally warm hand , looking down in unspoken embarrassment as Nishina proudly shoved their holding hands into the light , clearly in the twin's vision.

The students who passed shrugged it off as if it's nothing except sparing some glances and whispers about you , but your mind was too occupied in nonexistent symbolic math equations , one question centering it all.

Remember that one meme of lady with math equations? Exactly.

"YALL REALLY STARTED DATING?!?!?!"

You gasped--more like screamed , earning a quick nod from the girl and a shy weak nod from the boy.

My irl ship sailed.

Holy shit.

Wait , does this include irl or fanfiction irl...?

Bleh , who cares.

You clasped your hands upon your mouth,  eyes sparkling as Koushi stared at you with his tired stare.

"You've been shipping them all this time and you didn't tell me?"

"Shush , you probably won't take it serious , anyway. Congrats,  both of you!!" You skimmed your way to your bestfriends , ignoring Koushi who once again looked at you like you've betrayed him (again).

"Now there's only one ship remaining..." both you and Nishina rubbed your chins , glancing at Koushi who raised a hand in meek defense.

"Don't involve me in your dramas." He stated flatly , reminding you of that one tiktok song that says bitch im a mother.No drama!! you've met in your fyp."Take care of your own love life ,"

"Afraid i'll take Daichi , Koushi ?" You wiggled your eyebrows as Koushi freezes on his spot , neck craning at your figure robotically.Nishina gave out a small teasing hum as she smirked at Koushi , whose face set in flame.

"WHAT ARE Y-
"Suga? What are you doing here?"

When i said he jumped like a cat upon a stray cucumber , he really jumped a meter away , almost stepping on your foot if you hadn't jumped away faster.

"D-D-D-Daichi??! A-Ahaha , we were just chatting with some...friends," Koushi waved his arms , putting up his best steady smile as the time comically froze and his innerself converses , lips bitten. He tried ignoring the two girl's ooohs and aaahs.

Dammit you two , stop putting ideas in my head ! Stop giving me weird stares!

"Oh hey , Lil Suga," Daichi peered over Koushi's shoulder , waving at you as you whistled and replied his wave."Whoa , your soft lenses???"

"From today on," you chanted determinedly,  fist clenched as it soared above your head while your imaginary jojo face scrutinized."I declared a freedom petition for my beautiful devil eyes,"

"Devil...eyes? Girl , you read too much manga," Shiho sweatdropped , flinching as the two girls snapped their heads towards him.

"There is no such thing as too much mangas!"

"Anyway Daichi , this is Nishina Kaname , and her boyfriend Shiho Kanagawa.Nishihoes , he's the Sawamura Daichi Kous---i mean we have been talking about," you introduced shortly , finding it amusing how your two bestfriends blushed upon the word 'boyfriend' and how Daichi tried suppressing a smile at how you slipped a Koushi.

"Ah, the school's starting,  yall better go back to your schools.See ya after school , Nishihoes!!" A push to their back was all it took for them to dash off with their hands holding together.You sighed in joy before turning your back on the street and urges the two who stood a bit awkwardly to walk in the school gates.

"Come on , lovebirds , we have classes coming," you reminded , resisting an eye roll as the two boys bit their lip at the nickname.

Can't they get more obvious?

"[F/n]-senpai ," a voice called you out from the side , while the three of your headed to the shoe lockers.

Yokuro and Kitaro.

"[F/n]-san ! Koushi-san! Daichi-san! Good morning!!" Kitaro bursted in somewhat nonexistent bright energy , making everyone around turn in adoration.

Daichi put up a blank face and turned at you.

"Who dis?"

"Helpful kouhais ," you nodded like some sort of salesman in approve , waving back at the dark blue haired tall first year who sighed upon his blondie friend's antics."Good morning too , Yokuro , Kitaro.Aren't both of you supposed to be in class by now?"

" Yokuro wanted to check up on sen-mMPHF!" Yokuro slammed his palm upon the blondie's mouth , making him skid."--on my stuff at the lockers.Also we'll be off to our class right now.Goodbye , senpai," Yokuro bowed , Kitaro's headlocked head around his biceps--both dissapearing behind he corner with furthering step sounds.

"...how are they so tall?" Both you and Koushi chimed in utter dissatisfaction, glaring at Daichi who laughed as he put on his indoor shoes."This is no laughing matter , Daichi.They are literal titans,"

"Titans," you repeated quietly for no reason , putting on your indoor shoes before strutting behind the two boys."We have enough titans in the team.They don't even need to try and I already feel like a lost lamb amongst giraffes,"

"Talking about giraffes, I got reminded of Tsukishima." Daichi blurted out , shaking his head in understanding humour as he heard strangled chokes from us.

"G-Giraffes...with glasses," you mumbled , stiffling your laugh as your hands trembled , shaping invincible illustration up on the empty air.

"Arara gomen," Koushi held his laugh but exploded in snorts as he saw your rudiculous puffed face.

"Hey third years! Get in your class!!"

"H-Hai!"

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Anger outburst wasn't really on your yesterday's to do list.Do you regret it now? You don't really know.

It affected the turn outs of the accident and spreads out the truth to the entire school , but in the same time people talks about your unexpected exploding pent up frustrations yesterday.

Now here you are at the backyard , enjoying your lunches with the two wild second years since Koushi and Daichi had to find Hinata and Kageyama.

Apparently both of them went off straying from morning's practice , which Nishinoya assumed "confronting a certain coward third year" which you couldn't really catch on.

"Those boys..." you sighed on your seat referring to the boys a bench behind the three of you whispering at each other while stealing glances at you , trying to chomp down your sandwich in peace before Tanaka could spit out some dangerously ridiculous looking idea in the meantime of his chewing.

He heard it loud and clear , gaze finding Noya's whose mind clicked altogether and turned their bodies to the bench behind them , glaring daggers at the three boys who ran away in a dash.

"I know you can hear them from here and i mentioned them , but that doesn't mean you can scare them right off the bat like that," you told the second years , who sheepishly grinned like a justice soldier and frowned upon the whispers erupting once again at the backyard.

"But [F/n]-senpai,  they keep on talking about you!" Nishinoya pouted , making out happy noises as he found your hand ruffling his head playfully."Let them be , Noya.Let them feel the fear and soak it up deep til the core of their frightful heart," you poeticly chanted , gaining admiration hums and cheers from your favorite second years.

Why do their faces resemble Jojo.

"Anyway [F/n]-senpai! Why did you cover up your eyes your entire life? Isn't it exhausting? Why didn't you just let people see..like how it's going right now?" Noya tilted his head , amusement written all across his face as you hummed.

" It's not like i have no confidence when i was a kid.I had those times where i could lead and let out my hyper side , but i suppose it started deteriorating along the start of the bullying," you shrugged your shoulders , crumpling the plastic wrapper carefully before shooting it to the nearest trashbin in basketball  style."And i stupidly complied to it and did nothing to solve my problems , so finally my parents decided to homeschool me."

"So you ran from your problems , [F/n]-senpai?" He bluntly concluded and Tanaka flinched as you laughed dryly.

Damn , Noya's really wildin' with his cold bucket.

"Yeah," you muttered quietly under your breath , mind rewinding to the moment you escaped the bullies in the bathroom with all your strength , spending the day trying to forget something you should have stopped earlier." I did."

You might not notice it , but Tanaka franticly looked over back and forth between you and Noya who innocently asked , fingers itching as his jaws dropped.

'Read the atmosphere , Yuu!!'

Noya doesn't seem to be fazed by his bestfriend's frantic meaningless hand signs.

"But you did it," noya tilted his head , chomping down his popsicle in one big titan bite and swallowed it in a blink."[F/n]-senpai managed to overcome your anxieties , no?"

You blink in profuse shock , fingers loosening around your water bottle."Huh..?"

"You always stutters or speak unrelated nonsenses when you talked to the others except to Suga-san , so i assumed you have anxiety issues.Was i....wrong?" Noya threw away his plain popsicle stick to the nearest trashbin , hazel yellow orbs staring back at yours.

Wait.

Did he really...pay attention to me that much...?

Even Tanaka stared in amazement.

A warm feeling bloomed in your chest , spreading like a wild fire to your arms and chants an immune feeling to the cold breeze sweeping around the yard.

You laughed freely.

"No , you're not wrong," you held your stomach , wiping the tear you had by the brim of your eyes."Now that you said that..." you calmed down , hazily smiling as you stared at the mere ground.

"I really did overcome it."

Noya grinned ,  proudly smiling to himself as he enjoyed the claps Tanaka presented in adoration.

"Okay! I'll buy you both popsicles after club for that , now let's go back to your classes before the bell rings!"

"[F/n]-senpai is the best! Hail [F/n]-senpai!!"

"We do really have two Goddesses in the team! Long life [F/n]-senpai!!"

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"[F/n] , good morning." The angelic voice resonanced soothingly in your ear , sending waves of pleasant melody to your eardrums."How's your day so far?"

The girls in the class looked respectfully , not so subtly admiring the next class queen standing before you while the boys (mostly and mentally) drools and started putting on their sunglasses b̶e̶c̶a̶u̶s̶e̶ ̶h̶e̶r̶ ̶b̶e̶a̶u̶t̶y̶ ̶i̶s̶ ̶b̶l̶i̶n̶d̶i̶n̶g̶ ̶,̶ ̶g̶e̶t̶ ̶i̶t̶?̶

You gulped quietly as you put your most steady and calm smile as you fiddled with your fingers behind your back.

"I am fine Kiyoko , my day's good so far.I hope you're fine too," you almost melted down like a thin piece of soaked paper as she presented a beauty record breaking smile ,your fingers fighting with each other by the brim of your vest."Is there anything i can help?"

She shook her head elegantly.

You were not the only one in the class who wanted to faint.

"Actually i was just going to check on you , but there's something i'd also like to discuss with you , [F/n]," there it is.

That smile again.

God bless mom for putting me in Karasuno and Koushi for inviting me as the team manager--

"Oh s-sure! What is it ?" You buried down the squeal threatening to jump out through your throat , fingers clenching around your sleeves as your folded your arms.

Kiyoko showed you a pile of form papers , tucking a hair behind her earlobes."I had a thought that we should probably get a first year manager because you know , we're third years,"

"And the next captain will lost half his lifespans handling the current first years,"

You sweatdropped , remembering the tall ass first years n̶o̶t̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶ ̶h̶i̶n̶a̶t̶a̶ whose antics can wreck people's nerves and crumple their compositions away.

Press F for--

"So do you mind helping me recruit first years..? Oh , i mean if you don't mind going around this time," kiyoko stared atright to your red ruby orbs , her calm pigmented ones exploring your hot pigmented orbs.

Your mind blanks.

Uh..it's first years...right?! It's going to be fine, right!? I mean , they're younger , but youngsters this days scare me! Especially those 14 years olds!

"I uh..." you looked away , and Kiyoko finds that a bit concerning."I'm fine.I'll be fine , i'll do it.Can i tag along for the first few moments , please?"

"Yes , of course," she sighed in relief , handing your half of her paper stack to your arms."We'll meet here by the second recess , deal?"

"Yep."

And so you parted and closed the door of the classroom , turning back to walk to your seat while the other students gave you sheepish smiles.

None of them really talks about that since yesterday.They seemed to be still quilty , so aside from short greetings , they said nothing.

Not that you cared , right?

You glanced towards the two seats in the middle of the class.

Tsuri and Kio's seat , still empty.They were given somekind of punishment formed as detention and discourse off school for a week or more to reflect upon their foolish decisions and to discuss something about their financial problem with school.

Really...

You looked straight to the empty whiteboard , finding the others laughing at the little spots of black marker someone failed to erase cleanly.

Things people do for money.

That kind of reminds me...Oikawa said he had something to say yesterday , no? Should i really take it seriously? What is it about..?

The others grab the board eraser and cleaned the board in one swipe , crowd dispersing as the teacher opens the door.

Like a board full of white pure pigment.

And little spots of black.

It's only human's nature , afterall.The black spots were the only thing invading their jobless plain minds aside from the big mass of white pureness.

You closed your eyes , feeling the heaviness by your eyeslids as you feel your arms slid off your chin , pulling your conciousness along with the spiraling darkness engulfing with the weird warmth--

Bump!

You felt a book hit you on top of your head , eyes half lidded as you point out the first thing you see in your sight.

The whiteboard , full of math scrambles.

"Ouch , the hell?"

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Lmao u gonna be third wheel ehe

Also this work's stable grammars are thanks to katie_stewart_ 's editing !!

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