Tears streamed down her face like a stream flowing. Her chest heaved up and down in quick motion leaving her breathless. She stirred in her sleep, shaking her head left to right. She knew it was a nightmare—a nightmare of her past.

She screamed—screamed for help but the discomfort in her throat was enough to make her voice locked somewhere—somewhere it didn't come back until he left. It was feeling so real but deep down she knew it was just a nightmare—a nightmare she watched every day but still it never failed to leave her in a state—a state of dread, a state of agony, a state where she wanted to die.

Her heart was beating like a drum inside her chest. She could feel her pulse in her ears, in her stomach. Cold—Everything was cold even though the room was warm. The only warm thing was her tears which were flowing nonstop. The whole scene was repeating—in front of her eyes yet she couldn't do something. She could just watch—as she did before. 

She wanted to scream for help but it was feeling like her mouth was zipped. She was helpless again like she was before. She could do nothing—like she couldn't do before. She could just bare the pain she was feeling again.

"It's all because of you!"

"You should die!"

"You are the reason for this!"

"Die!"

She saw him once again. Sweat trickled down her face—and she woke up. Inhale, Inhale, Exhale, Exhale the voice ringed in her head. She lifted her hand to wipe her clammy forehead. Gulping, she tries to steady her breathing. Ignoring the knocking on her door, she stepped out of the bed in search of water.

She was trembling, each step was careful. She carefully reached the kitchen, her desperate eyes looking for water. She carefully picked up the glass with her trembling and sweaty hands.  She sat on the chair, chugging the water.

She eyes the door, complementing whether to open it or not. She sniffs, tilting her head. "I should open it. It can be him." She carefully stands up, wearing her cap in case it was someone else.

She opens the door only to find that boy again at her doorstep. He was about to leave when she opened the door.

Jungkook saw her opening the door and immediately turned around. She instantly tries to close the door when she saw him but he stuck his foot in the door.

She grits her teeth, closing the door with more force. "Ah! Ah! Ahhh! Leave it! You're crushing my foot!" He whimpers, foot in her door even though he thought he would get his bones crushed.

"Say thanks to me that I'm crushing your foot, not your dick!" She hisses at him, not leaving the door from her grasp. Jungkook was so much in pain but he mumbled a thank you in his breath. Indeed a good boy.

"Maybe this dick—will help you......in the future.....in winter?" He utters with difficulty, a crook smirk on his face even though he was wincing in pain. She scowls at him and throws a punch in his face.

"Keep your lousy comments to yourself or you will be getting a good beating." Jungkook's hands quickly raise to his fresh bloody lips. He licks them, tasting the metallic taste. He liked the taste even though he knew it was disgusting.

"Do you want me to fracture your foot?" She frowns at him. He was a stubborn ass man and she hated that. She warns him but he was determined.

"I will not—Ah!" He winces in pain when she applied more pressure. Seeing the determination of the young man, she lets go of the door. She rolls her eyes at him who immediately holds his foot. He looks at her, tears in his eyes but smiles surely at her, showing his bunny teeth.

"What do you want?" She queries, eying him. He pouts to himself. Even though she felt guilty—which is rare, she brushes it off, making herself believe that it was his fault.

Jungkook stares at the girl. "You!" He confesses but got shocked when he received no response—she was just blinking, a bored look on her face.

"I'm not available." She replies. "No! I meant to say that I want to be your friend." He quickly adds, not wanting her to misunderstand him. "I don't like humans." She reveals. Jungkook froze at his spot, blinking his eyes but soon bursts into laughter.

"But you're a human yourself." He remarks, his hands on his waist. "That's why I want to be a stone in my next life." She confesses and jungkook again bursts into fits of laughter.

"You know what? You're funny without even trying." He beams at her, she sighs not wanting to talk with him but somehow she enjoyed his company a little bit.

"I don't think I'm funny but people just find me funny. People are weird." She mumbles the last part but jungkook heard it. "People are weird but—you're not." He reassures her. "But you're." She claims, almost shutting the door but halts.

"Are you wearing a cap because you don't want me to see your beauty?" She shakes her head in disbelief, wanting to ignore him. "I'm a killer that's why." Jungkook blinks her eyes, finding humor in her. "I love your humor." He claims and she smirks.

"My name is Jungkook. Jeon Jungkook." She nods not introducing herself. "Yours?" He questions, desperately wanting to know at least something about her. "Killer." He clicks his tongue, he knew that it's not her name but he lets it go.

At least they talked—it can be the start of their friendship. "Are we—friends now?" He hesitates. She cocks her eyebrow at him. "What do you think?" She questions him. "I think it's a y—" She interrupts him before he could say anything. "It's a no! And don't come here again. I'm warning you!" And shuts her door in his face.

He sighs—this girl is not easy to deal with. He wanted to be her friend but she was not letting him. "She will make me her friend someday. I just have to be patient." He whispers, glancing at her house last time before leaving from there.

What does he think? That talking to him for just some minutes can make them friends? She scoffs, drinking beer. It was just because I was thankful for the first time of him. Because of him, I woke up from my nightmare. I will never talk with him again. She talks to herself, filling her mouth with kimbap.

Never! He will never be my friend. She declares. oh boy–she thought.

Hah, Shout Out
I Say "more"
Hah, Yeah! Right
'Cause I Want Some More
Hah, Shout Out
I Say "morе"
Hah, Yeah! Right
'Cause I Want Some Morе

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Jung Hoseok—is insane! His solo is gonna be dope! I am in love with the MV! EVERYTHING WAS SSOOOO COOL!! I'm in love with that man! He was looking so handsome! I swear it's gonna be so good!

And I'm obsessed!

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How was this chapter? I tried my best with descriptions because I'm trying fo learn right now.

And if there is any grammar mistake please let me know. I will appreciate it.

We will meet soon!