[Why this man is so KYUT?!?!?!!?!???!??!?!]

14|Let's get this bread! Ready for an adventurous ride.

"Agh!" She groans, her headache getting worse. Sniffing, she gawks at the bottles she chugged down just to get rid of unusual thoughts that were devouring her mind, clawing her heart.

She had finished more than 3 bottles but still, she couldn't get drunk. She wasn't drowning in alcohol anymore, or was hurt written in her fate?

Getting up from the carpeted floor she went toward her black modern kitchen, craving to eat something. She opened the refrigerator to find nothing but the rice cakes given by the curious boy's mom. Heaving a sigh, she massaged her temples, frustrated at herself for not buying something.

At the sight of the rice cakes, she recalled that the brown-haired male hasn't come to knock on her door and stare at her through his window or dash outside when he saw her getting somewhere, stumbling on his steps just to have a little talk with her to ask some questions he is inquisitive about.

Her gaze went toward the white door which was knocked on every day to ask useless questions like 'did you see the dog peeing?' just to see her face or try to trick her to ask her real name. Since they fought last time, he hasn't come to her home or annoyed her.

If she will be honest with herself she did miss his annoying ass a little but she doesn't like to be honest with herself. She is lying to herself for a long time and she likes to keep it that way.

It's better to be away from him because she doesn't want to get used to his presence. At last, everyone leaves you and doesn't give a fuck about you and your pleads to come back and light your world with their smile.

Convincing herself that she doesn't miss him, she takes her jiggly steps towards the door. Not forgetting to cover her face, she picks up her black cap and hides her face.

She opens the door and her gaze went upwards as a habit to catch him staring at her but today he wasn't there, he wasn't sitting with his pink plushie used as a cushion with a book in his hand, round glasses on his nose, looking as innocent as a rabbit.

She shakes her head, scolding herself mentally. This is what she was afraid of—getting attached to someone is her biggest fear. She licks her lips, sighing. Walking towards her car, she caught someone—someone with doe–eyes hoping in the living room, singing songs. Unconsciously a smile travels on her lips. She shakes her head looking at the hyped boy, enjoying himself.

She wishes she could enjoy herself like that but she isn't that lucky to enjoy her life. Her fate was cruel–so cruel. She hops in the car, slamming the door shut.

Again, her gaze went towards Jungkook who was so into the song—was it a sad song? Tears were trickling down his face, his fist was in his mouth, sitting on his knees, his left hand on his heart—is he acting? She scoffs when he hops up like a bunny, laughing at his acting, and starts to jump here and there, especially on the sofa, kicking the cushions with his feet.     

Shaking her head in disbelief she starts the car, driving it slowly. She wasn't in the mood today—something was off and she didn't know what it was. Suddenly she steps on the brake, halting the car in front of his house. 'Beep–beep.'

Before she could comprehend anything she blow the horn, regretting instantly.

"What has I done? What was happening? Probably the alcohol is getting into my senses, making me a fool."  
 

                                                               
She banged her head on the steering wheel, resulting in another loud 'beep'. Cussing on herself she banged her head again but this time on the window.

The music stopped hearing the loud beep of Shadow's car, he stopped music. Call him crazy but he knows the 'beep' of her car–No! Don't call him nasty names! He's not a stalker—maybe, just a little bit obsessed? He frowns, tilting his head, the sound was clear–like she was at his front door.

"No! I can't go! She—she did bad with me!" He mumbles to himself, raising his finger in the air. But what could he do? As a curious boy curiosity got the best of him. He sneakily went outside, hiding from his mom and dad. It was 2 a.m and going outside at 2 isn't allowed.

He opened the door to witness her banging her head on the window continually. His upper lip twitched at the sight.

"Isn't she getting hurt?" He thought. Oh boy, who would tell him that she has gone through many horrible things and that she's numb to the pain now?

Walking towards her, he tried to open the fence gate but it was locked. He groans his head falling back, showing his forehead. What should he do now?! An idea made its way into his mind, and a playful smile traveled on his lips, giggling a little.

He tried to jump from the fence—and boom! He was successful!!

"Jeon Jungkook can do everything." The pride filled in his chest, his shoulders raising a little high. Of course, he was a shameful boy who was proud of climbing a fence.

He knocked at the window, getting her attention. She got startled by the sudden interference in her head-banging session. He raised his eyebrow at her, pointing towards his head. She rolled her eyes at him. Jungkook got offended and decided to walk away from the girl.

"Wait–" She rolled down her window. "–uh...if you wanna–tag along?" She asked, shifting in her place. Jungkook could see how uncomfortable she was asking him about it. Jungkook smirked internally, trying to be a little cocky.

"What if I say no?" He pouts, raising his brows while slanting his head to the left slightly. She sneered at him, seeing through his games. "Then I will just go—" He quickly interferes. "Where are you heading to." She chuckles. "Supermarket and...en...I don't know."

"Huh? At this time?"

"Wanna come or not?"

Jungkook hops in, smiling softly. "Let's get this bread! Ready for an adventurous ride." Frowning and smiling slightly at the same time, she stared at him but tore her gaze away when he glanced at her.

"So? We're gonna start or should I give an invitation?" He sassed at her, his lips stretched in a line. She rolls her eyes at him, he's getting frank with her instantly.

Okayyyy? So? Are they getting along?

We're gonna see more Shadows and Jungkook moments I think.

[Which chapter is your favorite till now?]

Today my dad said he will buy a puppy for us but my mom REJECTED THE IDEA!!! #sedlife #parentsarecruel #ihateeveryone