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23. UC

Jocelyn sat on Sonnys couch, listening to music that he has on when he was making some drinks. Sonny comes back, giving her a glass. She puts her legs on his lap, his hand on her thigh. It was saturday night, they had left work early, enjoying their night off together.

"So, i have something to say." Sonny sets down his drink to the side table. Jocelyn props herself up. "I have a family emergency tomorrow, im not going to be at work for a while." She sits up, sitting right next to him.

"Everything okay?"

"Yeah, just going to see my dad for a while." He holds her hand. "Gonna miss me?" He turns his head to look at her.

"Thats a stupid question to ask me." She hops on his lap, wrapping her arms around his neck. His hands fell onto her hips. "im going to be so lonely now." She whispers. Sonny melts.

"Oh come on baby..." She smirks as he called her baby.  So smooth and needy. "This hurts me more than it does you."

"Will you be thinking of me then?" She gets closer. Sonny was about to kiss her, he was desperate. "Not until you come back to me lover boy." She backs up. Sonny scuffs. He wanted to wait for the right time, but honestly with her just standing there looking all hot isn't helping.

"I will make sure that i will." She starts to play with his hair, brushing it back. Sonny closes his eyes and hums. She places a quicks, small kiss on his jaw. "You are making this hard."

"Oh i know." He keeps her on top of him.

"You wouldve ruin teenage me if we knew each other." He smiles.

"I would have had teenage Dominick Carisi begging for me." He touches her soft skin, massaging her hips. "I would love to ruin you."

"Oh doll." He looks at her all doe eyes and smiles. "What have i gotten into?"

"I warned you, now youre stuck with me.

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Jocelyn heads to work, dreading. She hates to admit but she really misses Sonny. NOT because of their relationship! Its been a month. Its just boring now, no chit chats, no coffee runs or lunch runs. Shes been with Amanda since then. But besides work, shes been aching. She misses him. He hasn't returned any of her calls or texts. He texted once but never got back to her. With that, she will let him have it when he comes back.

They had to go in late, a victim was assaulted in her apartment complex. People were saying that homeless people were around that some of them were rapists. Jocelyn, Liv, Finn and Amanda headed to the place where they were, check to see if they were out or not. Protocol. 

"And these are the people you need to talk to." The head of the building showed them to the room where they were all in. They were watching TV, playing games or just sitting around. "Any likely candidates would be in this group."

"Likely for what? Nobody did anything." One of the guys says.

"Right and im sure you wouldn't lie to us." Finn tells him.

"Look guys, its just a request. Right, we'd like you to come down to the station. We're just gonna ask you a few questions."

"And if you guys dont, we can just call your POs and have them come here, theyll check your possessions, do spot drug test, you know the whole thing." Jocelyn smiles as she has no time for this. "Just to make sure none of you violated your paroles."

"Everyone here?" Finn looks back at the guy.

"Not the new guy."

"And where is our lovely guy?" Jocelyn crosses her arms.

"Went to get some food." The same guy that spoke up earlier said again. Liv and Finn find one of their old put away in the room. They thought that they put him away for good.

"Okay who's hungry for donut holes?" A guy walks in, pulling his hoodie down. Jocelyn turns to see Sonny. Her jaw drops and so does her heart. Sonny looks up and sees her. Well damn.

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They look them all down to the station. Jocelyn eyes sonny down as he walks by. He knows he has a lot of explaining to do.

"You didn't know?" Rollins tells her.

"I was more in shock than you guys." Jocelyn drops her arms to her side and heads to Liv. "With a man filled with joy, he sure does look like hell."

"Well, i think hes just trying to fit in. Right? If he wants out, he'll let me know himself."

"I don't know Liv, i don't think-" Liv slowly turns to her.

"Is there something i should know about Peña?" Jocelyn gulps.

"Nope." She immediately goes. "Ill go have these guys checked."

"Good." She walks away. Jocelyn stays away from Carisi, recording the guys repeat a line that the attacker said while Finn and Amanda go talk to him. Sonny wanted to ask about her, its been a longgg month.

"Your partner was shocked to see you." Finn tells him. "Surprised that she didn't know."

"I couldn't say anything. Jocey included." He finished his pizza. "How is she?"

"Why?" Rollins frowns.

"I heard she was with you." He plays off. He needs to stop talking about her. Rollins fakes a laugh.

"Well shes a bit quiet for the past month." Finn leans back. "You can tell she misses you."

"What can I say, i bring the best out of people."

"Sure you do." Rollins stands up, ready to let Carisi go. "You owe her an explanation because she looked pissed." Oh he knows.

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Jocelyn got word from Finn that Carisi got hit with a bat. She watches him enter Liv's office, holding his back. As he was talking to Liv, he kept looking back at her. Sitting at her desk, watching him. Once he was done talking to her, Sonny follows her to the break room. She looks through the cabinets to find her mug that Winona and Alejandro made for her.

"Who has my mug?" She slams the door. The other cops left and not said anything. Jocelyn grabs a random mug and pours her some coffee. Sonny walks in and she looks at him.

"I shouldve said something to you."

"Im not mad." She aggressively rips open the sugar packet. Sure.

"I just couldn't tell you. I wasn't allowed to. But believe me, i rather be with you than lying about that i looked at children." He gags a bit.

"Let me see." He frowns. "Where they hit you." Sonny turns and shows her his back. Jocelyn sees the purple and yellow bruise forming. Her icey hands touched his back, sending him shivers. "You need to leave." She pulls down his shirt.

"Not when im close."

"You were almost became a punching bag."

"I get that you are worried but i got this." He made sure to let her know that he is fine. "Jocey, believe me."

"You get hurt again, youre out."

"Yes maam." He agreed. "Can you take me back to the shelter? Its getting late." She hums and goes with him to her car.

Jocelyn drops Sonny off, she parks away from the building to make sure Sonny wasn't seen riding with the detective. She turns off the car, it was a long day. She wanted to take a break.

"Thanks." Sonny throws his head back to the seat.

"Hmm." She hums again. Sonny reaches out to her, her hand still cold but still allowing him to intertwine his fingers with hers. "Nice ring." She lifts his hand up and sees the gold ring around his finger. "Who is she?"

"She's actually really beautiful." He goes on. "She's waiting for me to come home when i get out of here."

"Is she?"

"Her name is Jocelyn." Jocelyn blushes, turning her head away from him. Sonny puts his fingers on her jaw, making her look back at him. "She is done with my BS but she stays around."

"I don't blame her." She looks at his lips. The street light was dim, not a lot of light reflecting in the car but they could see each other.

"You are so beautiful." He kisses her. Jocelyn smiles as she pulls him closer to her. "You have no idea how long i wanted to do that."

"Took you a while." She breathes out. Sonny goes back to kiss her, hard. Jocelyn takes off his hat and ruffles his hair.

"Shut up." He helps her over the console and onto his lap. She takes off his jacket. "Are you sure about this?"

"Yes." She takes off her jacket and tosses it to the back seat. Sonnys hands danced all over her body, he reaches to the buttons of her shirt, unbuttoning them, fidgeting more like. They were both craving each other.

"Jocey..." She unbuckles his pants. "God you make me insane." He sees her in front of him. Hes taking it all in. They kissed again, windows fogging up and heavy breathing. He places sweet kisses on her collar bone, breast, neck. She was a moaning mess. "Wait..." She stops.

"Did I-"

"No!" He holds her. "You didn't do anything." He brushes her hair back. "Maybe we can do this somewhere else?" He was right. Now that they realized, they both got creeped out. "I don't want to stop."

"Can you wait until this is over?" She breathes out.

"If i can wait a month, a few more days is nothing." She smiles. Sonny gets himself together, fixing his pants and getting his jacket from the back.

"You owe me." She kisses him again.

"I will make it up to you." He kisses her back. Sonny gets out, Jocelyn smiling as he leaves. She sits in the car for a bit. That just happened. She still feels the excitement and rush she got. she's biting her lip. She turns the car back on and goes home. She can still feel Sonny's hands over her body. Oh how she wanted to call Evelyn but no, she couldn't. Well, not yet at least.

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They were now eyes on Richie. Sonnys pal. After he supposedly killed the therapist, all they wanted is evidence. Sonny was in disbelief. He trusted the guy.

"Jocey, wait." Sonny follows her out. "You know, I thought it was had a gut for these things."

"You know, rapists and killers, they don't really go out and say that they're one. Thats why we are here." They headed to her car.

"I went into that place. I hated those guys. I couldn't even stand to be around them. but after a few days, they just turned into people. different kinds like, Searle is malignant, Loomis is damaged, but Caskey, hes all fresh start."

"Thats what they want you to believe. I put away a guy that murdered his first wife, but when he got out, he married again, he was all sad and depressed when he heard about his second wife's murder but turns out he played us again, he killed his wife, went to drink with his buddies and came back home and act surprised to see her. Thats what they do."

"I know Jocey, alright." He sighs as they stop in front of her car. "And if they get 20 years in prison, i think they're getting off easy. but when you meet them after 20 years, you sit down, you play dominos with them, you just wonder, are they the same people they were when they first got put away?"

"Are you going soft?"

"No, i thought of any of those guys had a chance at rehab, it was gonna be Caskey. I mean he was all about accountability, he missed his wife, he was going to interviews, why ruin it?"

"I don't know Sonny." She sighs. "Im going to talk to his parole officer."

"Im going with you. I want to hear it myself." He opens the car door.

"Aren't they going to worry about you?"

"Ill tell them that i was with my wife." Jocelyn tried to hide her smile and got in the car.

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Some true crime story was on TV. Jocelyn was falling asleep on the couch, the monotoned voice was a white noise for her. She moves a bit to get a to a comfy spot, someone knocked on her door. She groans, its late. She gets up from the couch and goes to the door.

"Sonny?" She sees him. He walks right in and kisses her. Jocelyn hums angelically into him. Sonny shuts the door behind him. "Late night booty call?"

"I came here to finish what i started." He picks her up, lips still on each other as he walks to her room. Thats when they start ripping off their clothes. "This good?"

"This is perfect." She smiles softly under him. His messy hair made her go wild, pulling it as he worships her body.

"Whats this?" He sees a spider tattoo on her ribcage, making him laugh.

"Go lower, you might find another one." She bites her lip. He smirks as he goes down on her. Jocelyn moans out loud, holding onto his hair and the bed frame. "Damn it Dominick." She stutters. She felt his smirk.

"I told you I owe you." He hovers over her, one hand on her waist and the other holding himself up. "You look so beautiful."

"You're saying that because im naked and under you." They laughed. "Kiss me." Sonny dips down and kisses her roughly. She definitely doesn't regret anything. Definitely not Sonny.

A/N: What are we thinking so far?? I feel like it needs more something but i dont know what...