I ran as fast as I could, tears streaming down my face. 

Is this all just a bad nightmare? 

The rain before had created puddles, and my shoes splashed into them with every step I took.

 He wants to tell me that he traveled through dimensions? He wants to tell me, and all because of me? Because he loves me? No, no, it just can't be. 

Suddenly, I stumbled and fell to the ground, right into the mud. I curled up, crying. I looked into the puddle, and the full moon shimmered within it. 

Ah yes, the full moon. 

Suddenly, it hit me. 

The full moon?

Wait, why does that feel so familiar?

I lifted my head and gazed directly into the full moon. My eyes widened. I froze. 

What's happening to my body? ... No, it's not my body, it's... my soul... 

My heart pounded heavily against my chest. I winced in pain. My hand went straight to my heart. It felt like a heart attack, my body grew cold, my mouth went dry, my breathing irregular. I crawled slowly, in pain, and my gaze returned to the puddle.Its the same as I was with Yuji on mission.

 The full moon was visible again. A wave of pain surged through my body like never before. I fell to the ground, holding my head with both hands, the pain intensifying. It felt like it was going to explode. I writhed on the ground, like a worm. Suddenly, memories flooded my mind. Gojo's voice echoing from everywhere, mixed with other voices.

 "Hey, Miura, isn't the full moon beautiful?" 

I stared at him, flattered, and blushed. I hid my reaction by burying my face further in my scarf and murmured, "Yes..." 

I screamed in pain. Other memories continued to flood in.

 Gojo, standing before me, killing Geto and staring at me, traumatized. "Don't blame me... love made me crazy..." 

I felt sick, and I rolled onto my stomach, hunching over as I vomited. 

"Ah, you mean Gojo Satoru? I killed him." 

"GOJOO SENSEIII"

I vomited even more. 

Gojo, covered in blood, pounding on the ground, screaming, "I won't give up until I've done it!"

That's when I realized everything. I wiped my mouth, looked at my hand, and touched my face. I didn't feel real. 

This was all my past...