This is a request from my lovely friend Canadianfury25 She is amazing and I think that you should check out her account and send her a follow if you already haven't done that!

Being a single dad to a 1 years old kid and being on tour at the same time, isn't as hard as you might think. Or at least it's easy when you have gotten used to the routines.

In the beginning, it was really hard. I didn't know what to do since this is my first child ever. I didn't know what to do with my life since I have been a single dad for one year.

Should I stop working with music or should I continue?

A few years ago I met a girl. I fell in love immediately and I thought that she was the love of my life. We date for a few months and then we moved in together. We were madly in love and when two people love each other, it can happen that a little creature becomes a part of the family as well.

We were so excited that we were going to be parents. We prepared everything before the little creature was coming to the world. And I fell more in love with her for every month as the belly crowed. And today, I wish that I wouldn't have fallen in love with her.

Don't take me wrong. I don't regret my son, absolutely not. I regret that I let Amber fooling me. She used me for my money and I was so in love with her that I didn't notice it.

When the day finally was here, it was one of the best days in my entire life, but also one of my worst.

We have had been in the hospital for three hours after the delivery. I sat in the chair beside the hospital bed where Amber laid on, with our little son in her embrace.

All of a sudden she gave me our little Milo and said that she was going to go to the cafeteria because she was hungry. I told her that she needed to rest and that I could go and buy her some food. But she resisted. She said that she needed to walk a little.

And that was the last thing I saw of her. She never came back.
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The sun shined through the big hotel window into my eyes. I squinted my eyes, due to the bright light and realized that I had forgotten to draw the curtains the night before.

I turned around in bed and saw my one year's old son sleeping peacefully, hugging his favorite teddy bear tightly.

I carefully went out of the bed and walked into the bathroom to take a shower. I let the bathroom door be open, in case if Milo will wake up or if something would happen to him.

Since I am a single dad I have been more protective. I think that it would look different if I wasn't a single dad.

Every time I hear a weird sound from Milo or if he just coughs, I get scared. He is the most precious thing I have. He is my everything. And if something is happening to him, I don't know what to do without him.

I would let him sit on the bathroom floor and play with his toys while I am showering. Just so I can keep an eye on him. But I didn't want to wake him up now. He is probably really tired from the flight yesterday.

Today I am going to perform at The O2-arena two nights in a row. I love to perform in London, everyone is so humble and so sweet here.

I put on some fresh clothes and walked back to Milo and carefully whole him up. "Buddy, it's time to wake up" I whispered and stroke away from the hair from his face. He pulled the teddy bear closer into his body and opened the eyes slowly.

"Hi" I smiled and he immediately got up on his feet and wrapped his arms around my neck. "Good morning" I lifted him up and placed him on my hip and walked to the bathroom to give him the morning bath.

I taped up the water in the bathtub, but not too much. I let the water reach the belly bottom when he sits down in the tub. I took a few of his favorites rubber toys and laid them in the water and then I carefully put Milo in the water.

"Daddy, a flying duck," Milo says as a pink rubber duck comes flying through the air and smacks me in the face. I can't hold back my laugh. "You- you little-"

Milo then grabbed another rubber toy and threw it towards me. I duck right and left, trying to not get hit by the flying rubber toys.
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When his bath time was finished I dried him with his little towel and got him dressed, before I placed him in the stroller and walked to the hotel room beside my room. Where my absolutely best friend has her room. Y/n.

Y/n and I have known each other since forever. The first time we met each other was at kindergarten. I don't remember our first meeting but my parents have told me the story plenty of times.

Let's say that our meeting wasn't the best first meeting. I didn't do a great introduction about myself.

Y/n sat on the ground and innocently brushing a barbie dolls hair. When I all of a sudden walked over to her and snatched the doll out of her hands. And of course, she started to scream and cry and hit me in the head with the barbie brush. Which caused me to scream and cry as well.

Then a girl that worked on the kindergarten came.up to us and tried to calm us down. And when we were calm it was like we forgot what just happened and we started to play with each other.

We even we're 'together' in kindergarten. We always had each other's hands and played with each other. We even we're our first kiss in kindergarten. Well, you can't call it a first kiss. It was more like a kiss with pressed lips into a thin line. So, basically, our lips didn't touch, it was just the skin around our lips that were touching.

And if you wondering why she is on tour with me. Well, since she is really good with kids, and I have a kid, I took the opportunity to take her with me on tour.

And since she is the only one that can take care of Milo while I am on the stage. Sure, Zubin is good with kids as well since he as a dad. But how would it look like if he took care of Milo while he is on stage? It won't work.

And Jake. I shouldn't even let him be near Milo or even hold him. The first time and for the last time I let Jake hold Milo just for a few minutes he lost him.

I came back from the bathroom and asked Jake what he was doing. Ge was on all four and crawled around like a little baby. And he said that he had put down Milo on the ground and looked away for a few seconds. And then Milo was gone.

So there is no chance in the world that I let him have Milo again.

I knocked on the door and just a few seconds later she opened the door with her signature smile that I love. Her eyes immediately went down to Milo on the stroller. She squatted down info of him and started to talk with him with a baby voice.

I cleared my throat which caused her to look up at me through the lashes. "I'm here as well" I joked. She pushed herself up "Oh, I didn't see you there" she chuckled "Shut up, or I'm not gonna buy your breakfast" I smirked cockily. "Hey, it's our deal. I take care of Milo while you are on the stage and you buy me breakfast"

She winked at me, hooked her arm around mine and we walked our way to the nearest coffee shop.

"How can you be so little but still such a big mess" Y/n giggled as she took away the yogurt -that was smudged all over Milos's cheeks and around his mouth- with a spoon.

I couldn't get my eyes off her when she was feeding my precious little son. I got a smile on my lips and took my coffee cup when I all of a sudden I got a hole in my lip and spilled some of my cappuccino in my lap.

"Fuck" I sad to myself and quickly wiped off my lips "Not in front of the kid" Y/n smirked, raised her one eyebrow, and looked over at me.

"You young lady shouldn't say anything. You curse almost all the time" "Yeah, but not in front of your kid"

She looked back at Milo and continued to feed him with yogurt. "So how are things going between you and Richard? You guys have been talking for one year now"

She looked back at me and sighed. "I don't know to be honest" she shrugged "We haven't been talking since I followed you on yours. So I don't think it will be something between us"

I grabbed her hand over the table and stroke the back of her hand with my thumb. "Hey, screw him. He is blind if he doesn't see how amazing you are. For real Y/n you have the biggest heart and you are beautiful both on the inside and the outside. You can express feelings like no one else. You are humble, caring, warm-hearted, sweet, smart, and amazing. I would do everything to have a girl like you"

Wait, do I have feelings for her?

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Sorry for the misspellings and grammatical errors