"Dear Changbin,

One day, they burned my room.

They lit a fire and I had to see my little sister being engulfed by the flames.

I don't know which one of us was screaming the most.

Suddenly, the fire disappeared.

My sister looked at me worriedly.
I scared her.

I wish these flames took me away.
I didn't want to hurt others...
And even myself... it hurts...
It hurts so bad, Binnie...

I saw them, those flames... and yet, they had disappeared, in one blow.

I should've told you about it...

But I didn't want to make you worry about me.

I didn't want you to think that you weren't able to help me...

Because you would be wrong.

You're the only thing that kept me alive, Changbin,

Felix.  "